Intensity
How does someone who has no one, escape being alone,
I'm left empty and broken, and no place left to call home,
Why do they all choose to leave scars, Causing damage beyond repair?
When all I did was love every single one of them, all I did was care,
I know you come in just as you leave, on your own to meet your maker,
I don’t want to live, as I die, I've got too much to give, I'm not a taker
Where do you go when your days turn into nightmares? Your Reality becomes harder to accept,
What do you do when you need someone to hear you? and the pain is so out of your depth,
I'm drowning in the failure of what my life has now become,
But nobody is listening, they aren't here now, family's done,
Where do the ones who can't forgive go to release some of this pain?
When will I be good enough for the ones I love again,
My emotions though, are changing, my thoughts are lost in the dark,
Betrayal has now changed me its branded its final mark
Where do the ones who are hard to love find inner peace?
Why don’t I matter more send me one please at least?
I just need to understand where those people go to heal,
When empty is the most common feeling that they feel,
When the silence is deafening, all that matters is now gone,
Too much to cope with, too much went wrong,
The walls that are built now will forever stand tall,
Please Let me get up and heal from that last fall.
Copyright © Heather Murphy | Year Posted 2020
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