Death
First it was mom then it was you
I still can't believe that any of it is true
What you did not anyone else can do
Single Dad trying to raise your girls as best as you could
Everytime I think of you I can't help but cry
in the mist of all this I walk around with a smile
I still don't know why my life has to be like this
And honestly if given a chance I'd give death a hard fist
Dear Death you are more than just a life snatcher
I wish you I could be the one to end you faster
You snatch happiness , love and peace from people
And more over you snatched my will to live
I hate you to such a point that I'm no longer afraid of you.
The only thing that fills my mind is the ifs
I feel responsible for his death if only I tried to get help .
But I was only a child what could I have done .
Unfortunately What is done cannot be undone.
Here I am trying to move on
Here I am trying to reach you
You have crossed over
I can't even touch you or feel you
I'm sorry if I had the power to change your fate but I didn't
I love you and I will forever do so
Until now I've always cried about mommy
But know don't but for you .
It's like I knew death was coming for you
But I took it likely , my carelessness cost you your life .
And everytime I act like it's alright it makes me cry every night
Sorry and I love you
Copyright © Natalie Sibanyoni | Year Posted 2020
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