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Stephanie Cawthon Poem
You spoke of a love you
seem to know so well.
An innocent declaration
that burns in my memory still...
smoldering in the corners of my heart.
A quiet blossom of love with tender petals
that cascade into a deep scarlet pool of affection.
Beneath a silver moon, I swam in those words,
saturated to my very soul.
Can you tell me now, with a solemn heart,
that you knew not of the things you shared?
Your soul cries for truth & I know it is there.
Because I touched it
Immersed myself in it
Drowned
in your love.
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You come here with your will of steel
and make me want to cry.
Fate laughs and spins the roulette wheel
as you sit patiently by.
I fear for what I feel is right,
I've felt it from the start.
How can we stop this soul's collide
without injuring a heart?
My angel with the fragile wings-
My gentle hero with those hands-
You lift me from these arduous things
and somehow understand.
You deserve the kiss my heart could give
if only it were free.
In this melancholy I shall live
till time brings love to see.
Which burning fire will love embrace?
Which cold heart can't stand the test?
To be about this simple grace,
fate gambles with the best.
But I say..
To hell with all these games of love,
come be with me tonight.
We'll rewrite old rules fashioned of
love's guilty wrongs and rights.
We'll pluck the stars one by one
and kiss amidst their light.
And when the morning's certainties come
we'll revel in love's plight.
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Blonde fury, vixen of conceit,
in the midst of filth, you
played house. Acting out
a glamourous life filled
with ribbons and lace.
Every day was your adventure,
everyone, your admirers.
We watched you ride horses
through the verdant hills as
if it were your own parade.
Boys were in awe of you;
girls were curious with envy.
The tales you spun were
long and shiny, like the
hair you brushed obsessively.
Did you leave the forest behind?
Or did you take my pink room
and make it your own?
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All green and unkempt, he sat there so still
and he smiled as he hopped on my window sill.
Many days he came 'round with that sweet little smile
and so I grew fond of him after awhile.
There was such a lovely sparkle in those innocent eyes.
The color was like the bluest of skies.
One Thursday I saw his smile full of bliss,
I decided that I should give him one kiss.
A kiss full of love—then what should I see...
but a handsome young prince looking at me.
We shared many days and nights full of laughs.
Soon much happiness started to pass.
My prince grew stressed and saddened too.
It broke my heart to see him so blue.
He told me he was happier in his quiet green skin
and so this beginning soon came to an end.
I closed my eyes at his request,
and our last
kiss on his lips did rest.
In a moment he changed...his wish was fulfilled.
I carefully helped him onto the window sill.
One final smile and he turned to go.
Though I was happy for him, I'd miss him so.
He comes by still every now and again
to tell me he loves me with that simple grin.
Though our love was strong and his heart I did win,
I knew I must let him go to remain his friend
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In this city of failed dreams
there lies a knowledge of paths
that lead in every direction that the
curious mind would want to venture.
Gold cross of resurrection in
the very midst of chaos.
Medicinal cures and healing hands
closely entwined with the
methamphetamines and promiscuous
fornication of the night.
While Picasso and Renoir
inspire a youth's ambitions,
gang wars steal innocence
by the handful.
A wide range of choices means
48 hours to contemplate
which sin to commit first.
Million dollar homes and
candy-apple red ferraris
create a facade of happiness
as they silently consummate
the adultery and addictions
that make them feel complete.
A Montrose prostitute brushes past
a local evangelist, laughing aloud
as she recalls that he
was last week's meal ticket.
A depressed father wonders
"Why me God?", thinking of
yesterday's amputation, as he
stares out the hospital
window, seeing the unaffected
world below.
A cute young girl driving
a Lexus, in one hand a cell phone,
a drink in the other, is unaware
of the cursing man in the
beat-up Pinto behind her.
He fingers the pistol lying
in the passenger seat, as
he daydreams of
pointing it at the slow
b_tch ahead of him and
blowing her brains out.
My own reality comes back to me
and I realize that none of this
matters to me.
It's merely an observation
of the Hell I drove through
today.
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I had visions of you today.
You were so very blue
and in need of sympathy.
Then,
as compassion rose inside me
I noticed that behind you,
looming proud, was your ego.
You were unaware-as you
spouted words of romance.
It circled 'round, stealing
quickly those beautiful words
from your lips.
You seemed not to be concerned
that it was about to devour you.
And so it did.
Consuming your words, it
continued down to your
barely beating heart.
Showing no mercy, it ate
that too and your chest was barren.
The consumption was long
and tedious as it searched
for the soul you spoke so lovingly of.
But, alas...it didn't exist.
And so it finished
the meal till there was
nothing left but you.
Raw
and tasteless.
And yeah...it was gruesome.
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Beneath her rowing
and the pornography of my death,
springs an inspiration to
rescue that dark-haired child.
Within her smile lies
razor-sharp cobwebs of misery
and a heart full of impatient words.
Proud words that fornicated
with despair and expelled
only truth.
I want to be your saviour
and call you my kitten.
I'd give you red ribbons
and stationery where
we could interpret the crimes
of every institution.
Oh Anne!
Oh lost, tortured soul--
my hourglass tears
could never reach
your hand.
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Your deceit is transparent.
The time to beg is drawing near.
Darkness descends around you,
what lies ahead--your greatest fear.
You Are Deserving
Bow Down & Serve Me
Unclothed in your innocence with
your bindings securely tight,
you struggle and scream...
I find only delight.
You Are Deserving
Bow Down & Serve Me
Discretions remain unforgiven until
the last blow is done. Your
sniveling humiliation only
adds to my fun.
You Are Deserving
Bow Down & Serve Me
Soon the floor beneath you,
stained red from my rage,
becomes your only solace in
this dark and filthy cage.
You Are Deserving
Bow Down & Serve Me
Will new love-wounds open
before these are healed?
How well you behave
only time will reveal.
You Are Deserving
Bow Down & Serve Me
Every swing of the paddle
makes you feel you are complete,
so dry your selfish tears...
once again, I will repeat:
You Are Deserving
Bow Down & Serve Me
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Disillusioned fairy tales have
blinded our vision.
No longer would Cinderella be
the belle of the ball, for
her appearance is unkempt
and her a_s has grown wide.
Prince Charming ran away with
Barbie after finding out that
she can't reproduce—
and, yes, the size of her tits.
Who cares if she can fend for herself
as long as she looks good in a bikini?
Reality as a woman has changed.
Women grow hard.
Women evolve.
They learn not to give in
to those feelings of betrayal.
A strong woman is so much
more than she used to be.
A strong woman reads Cosmo,
takes on 2 jobs and therapy
once a week,
holds down the fort-
alone,
and pleases herself
without any help.
Her emotions are a roller coaster
of "Who am I?"'s and
"Why can't I be loved?"'s.
She longs to be held, but
not at arm's length.
She is wise
She is tough
She deserves respect,
encouragement,
reassurance,
and although she secretly
takes pride in the title—
NEVER
call her a b_tch.
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The shards of my life never
cut so deep, as when you're
holding them
An addict in disguise,
I beg to go deeper
Crimson rivers can't
bring yesterday's tears
Dull throbbing of a
sanguine rush invades
my erratic tranquility
Suddenly I recognize
the carvings of a familiar artist
and the hand that is mine..
hard at work.
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