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Jalysa Dalmida Poem
You played by all the rules
As a "Good Christian" woman is thought to have
Was never perfect but always remembered to give back
You cooked. You cleaned.
You made teach home comfy and new
And still he sought no reason to marry you
When he was distraught
Mind torn from stress and anxiety
You carried his cross without complaint
Nor worry
Stepped into the darkness
So he could taste the light
Was his sword and shield
When he didn't want to fight
Spoke gently when he was scared
Hurt, Aggressive in nature; untrue
Loved him with all your heart
Although he tried to destroy you
Good times last as long as you submit
But when things don't go his way
He's done. He wants to quit
And how could LIFE give you a taste of Happy
Then tear it down, without remorse
Nor conviction?
The memory of being "high" in love
With so much passion, singing Love songs in the kitchen
And you can't sing about love
It's a wound that re-opens with each smile
Don't cry
Yet, the memory is piercing
So cutthroat
Even hope for that future
Makes you want to die
You wore a crown of happy
That glittered and sparkled all the hyped
Happy to be wanted, loved and cared for
You were his almost wife
But, "almost" isn't real and death is no
Soothing Companion thereof
And from your grave you now wear a Crown
Of the Savage, Black Heart Love.
More powerful than before-
And with my pain I will set the world
On a new track and my enemies shall bow
At my mercy. Selah.
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I wish that I could be normal like you
Love one man wholeheartedly
And, Smile through and through
I wish that these scars were not
Attached to my spirit and soul
That I could let a man "see" me
But, not as a half as a whole
I wish that I could be normal like you
And welcome the Sun
Hear, the love of my life
Say That I am his blessing
And that I am his only one
Time shifts, endless captures
Wayward motions cripple
Sway and stick like glue
But, I can never be "normal" like you
Love is a peculiar oddity that creeps
And dives as it may
And even if I shared my love
I know that He can not stay
For man is but a fickle a creature
Undocumented savage, they speak
With no accord
And to my heart, my self esteem
None of their in-between nature I can afford
But, I wish I could be normal like you
And dance with his dreams and reality
So, that he would always comfort, love and protect me
But, the men of courage, WARRIOR BOSS KINGS are scarce.
Yes, very few
And I can never be "normal" just like you.
But, I'm glad that you're happy
At least one of us gets to be.
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Tis a cruel time to forget the date
When life was full of joyful
Abundance. Oh, but to sweep
And in your arms I found freedom
In the peaceful way we sleep
Your words melt the disdail in my
Bones; nestled apathy
I do explore
To find a quiet net of safety
Rest my mind; future love
Set the mark. All the while
I crave more.
More moments to smile
More moments to laugh
I'm obedient in your wayward
Textured flow; but oh sweet
Rapture. Mix with pleasure
Oh might. To steal a kiss
In the late of the night.
I am happy. Yes. I am satisfied
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Dear Abba Father,
Your people are searching for water
Their thirst lingers on their tongues
And I know, that I have read your: WORD
And that You're the Healing One
Please bring them peace
From their own lack of immortality
Help them understand that you
Live in them; active and free
Your love is captivating
Your comfort floats beyond the way
And even when they hurt themselves
You still ask them to stay;
Stay where this is protection
Stay where there is peace
Stay where there is no more restless nights
Begging to the air on their knees
You already know their calamity
Their ills, their wickedness barks. Oh! The creep
And yet, you shelter and engulf them
In your Compassion as they lay their heads on their pillows
To sleep
You are worthy.
All glory and honor will always belong to YOU
In the Supernatural, Mighty and Powerful name of
Jesus Christ, Yeshua. The Son of the Living GOD
I pray. Amen.
Forever
And Ever
Selah
August 17, 2016
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Once, I was an angel.
Heard symphonies. Had no cares.
Never had to worry.
But, pride ensnared my heart
And constricted my spirit unjust
And I fell from glory and into the world of
Lust
What ungodly creatures are bound to this
Hell? What luxurious prison have they created?
With lies for epic and magical stories to tell?
All distractions from the reality of what is to befall
That GOD will be known in all his excellent glory when the trumpets call
And while here on this earth, man spit on me
Told me I was unkind, tried to beat the Love of GOD
Out of me over and over with time
Laughed as I bled and turned black and blue
And kicked me as I tried to rise from the muck and grime of their dew
And hate filled my broken my heart
Black tar, eroded all hope, compassion thereof
Until, I emerged from the ashes of Hell, the dirt and sin
As a QUEEN GODDESS through mercy, grace and love
And I will see their faces again. And fear of GOD
Will strike their hearts. As though they have seen a ghost.
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Monsters Know Love
I'm not afraid of ghosts
Nor goblins, nor demons of the like
I'm not afraid of rejection
Nor hateful words that sting and bite
I held you in my arms and I tasted freedom
I smiled into your eyes and I felt home
I have a heart. I'm alive. I'm not a monster anymore
They fear me. The rush of the blue and wide
And they can't speak the language of the intellect
My lonely heart died
I broke it down as much as I could bare
And still they tilted their heads and gave me a blank stare
They can not see me. Beauty and Wit blind them
All the more to be And as I much as I want LOVE
They can never get that close to me
I am the rose with thorns of poison
My loneliness an impentrable shield of pain
Thick that tar. I am sorry.
That my guard stands as it may
But I wish on my life you could SEE ME
My heart that sings songs of love
My mind that creates adventures
My lips that caress the worries from your brow
I wish that you could understand me
And love, comfort and protect the imperfect me somehow
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Intelligence is my shield
From the great wide and blue
But, there are times that I wish
That I could get close to you
I'm out here alone. My King
Why do you leave me stranded?
Seeking for a peace beyond my control
A love that only you can provide
You being the only man that can touch my thorns
And not die
It's in my nature. It's my will. To protect my heart
From the destruction of my spirit. The overkill.
I search for you to protect my heart and my mind
To share your knowledge of how order is true
To kiss me gently when I get out of line
And pour your love into me as I will into you
But, you have yet to be seen
Whatever keeps you distracted from finding me
I pray that you are released from it like that
So, you can come find me and I can receive
The love that I have for so long yearned to have back
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