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A Beautiful Mind

Running, chasing an illusion a blurry vision stretched out over the horizon, and u were anything but perfect in that beautiful mind.
Misty fog, clouds surround the  night skies casting shadows beyond the moonlight.
Silent tears roll down a gentle face, landing on ur rosie cheeks of fate, cautious not to hit the ground.
Two icy hands, hold all its silence at their palms, unaware of the pain this blurry illusion placed across the unfortunate mind.
Pain, grief, anger many emotions we once encounter, one too often, or not at all.
Hurt, it's like a misspelled word unsure how to correct it, the mind plays its ingenious games capturing thoughts held within.
Ur mind becomes a prison and ur the prisoner locked behind the solitude once called ur mind.
Screaming, pounding, begging to be free from this HELL ur mind has crafted, trying to escape urself with no doors open.
Has the insanity stopped?
Will u ever be that person?
Time seems to stand still, but the seconds keep on ticking louder, louder and louder until no sound.
Is it over, are u able to breathe?
Deeply Inhale then Exhale the bad once trapped within, no more running or chasing illusions, ur mind is at ease.
Calm, patient, tenderness feelings hidden lost in a distance of ur own understanding, moonlit skies, dancing stars, the wind plays music in ur mind.
Does happiness last, even if it's not meant to be?
Ur mind will play tricks to keep u fooled, don't play along or u will end up lost.
Running, chasing an illusion a blurry vision stretched out over the horizon, and u were anything but perfect in that beautiful mind

Copyright © Chadona Agbogidi | Year Posted 2017



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-worthless-

A crucial stab right through my heart, a low blow swiftly directed to every inch of my body, one hitting harder than the last, Layn bruised,ice cold, numb at the core, you've managed to damage my inner soul. Empty, confused, lost beyond words stuck on the tongue, afraid of unspoken thoughts crossing my mind. Shattered, beaten, alone to die, suffering from past trauma you caused in my life. Tortured, scared, touched, with no hope I'll survive. Demons surround a world you've created, chaining me down, forcing me to play along. Double sided twins, evil to no end, poisonous snakes slithering deep within, eating from the inside Decay The Flesh once a body, is no longer left. Worthless, I become in your image, like staring into a mirror, same DNA, smile, the thought kills you. As you sit and remember I'm your daughter. Worthless, I've become of the feeling of ever calling you my mother. A crucial stab right through my heart, a low blow swiftly directed to every inch of my body, one hitting harder than the last, and I'll be the one left standing alone, because you chose to walk out the door. Worthless, is what your conscious will hold.

Copyright © Chadona Agbogidi | Year Posted 2018

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Wrong Advice

Dear Mr. Know it all,
So u think u kno everything went it comes to love, do u? Like ur some kind of love doctor, who graduated from the clouds of love school. Let me be the first to tell u that u don't know anything wen it comes to matters of the heart. U think playing with someone's emotions, telling them u love them is true love, well guess again love doctor ur wrong, wrong for thinking that no one will get hurt. Too, late to take it all back now Mr. Smooth, u really did it this time. How are u ever going to fix a broken heart? That's just it u can't mend it back together once u've torn it apart. No glue, stitches or tape will ever undo wat has been done, so please stop trying to act like ur concerned. U've done enough trying for years now still have not gotten anywhere. It's become a pattern, a vicious cycle that keeps on spinning out of control. Rock bottom,  crashing hard to the floor and unpaved path leads to no where. A sad man stands alone, confused, cold with nothing left but himself. Looking at an empty road ahead,NO light, NO direction just the sound of ur own heart beating. Once a man who had it al, suddenly realizes it's all gone. Does the pain start to kick in? Do u feel the empty space? Nothings left of ur sou, ur drained to the bone. Praying u can still go on, have the strength to make it one more day. Gathering wat u have left to stand up and fight this battle. Thought u were stronger then that, but ur nothing wen u feel like u have nothing. So the next time u go thinking u know it all, just remember wat I've explained, how I drew u a clear picture of wat I've felt for so long deep inside this place once  called a heart u managed to destroy it all. Thank u love doctor for all the wrong medicines, I finally overdosed on this powerful posion u so happened  to call love. Dear Mr. know it all, So do u still think u know love?  Cuz, loving u was wat lost a life of someone who took ur DAMN advice.

Copyright © Chadona Agbogidi | Year Posted 2016

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Til the End of Time

When loving u is right, but it feels so wrong, til the end of time. 
Wrong in every way unexplained through the unspeakable tongue, tangled at the lips.
Afraid to speak a word, for it too might be wrong.
Was it wrong the day we met, or just the wrong timing.
Did talking everyday become the wrong emotions to soon to handle.
Saying I love u wasn't easy, it seemed natural the way it flowed through the distant rumble of my heart.
It too became wrong, those words thrown around cutting a deeper wound.
Making me ur wife, memories that will stay locked away in my mind, chained tightly for none to escape, chances of being FREE might spark a ROMANCE that may end wrong as well.
Bottled up, sealed with the love lost between two people.
Wrong in every way,two people once a passionate duo, now have nothing left.
NO feelings, NO love, NO understanding.
Time ended fast, never looking back running from the past.
Having NO words to say, only unspeakable mysteries stuck on my tongue, the taste of WRONG brush over my lips.
When loving u ended up wrong,now it will never be right, and till the end of time no longer EXIST.

Copyright © Chadona Agbogidi | Year Posted 2016

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The Great Pretender

You pretend to LOVE me, wen u whisper soft sounds that echo through my mind. Turning them into sweet unforgettable memories, praying there's enough space to hold them. You pretend to KISS me, wen u kno ur mouth matches mine,creating a wave of excitement a pleasurable feeling ur soft lush lips intake my breath swallowing my air. You pretend to HUG me, wen ur arms are wrapped around me, ur warm sensations draw me close, hearing ur heart beat race, pounding steadily against mine. You pretend to CARE for me, wen u say you'll always be there no matter wat. That caring for me is wat u do best. Caring is treating me wit the utmost respect n honoring the way I feel. You pretend to be a MAN, wen u tell me,"BABY,I GOT THIS" making me think everything is fine . Working hard to support ur FAMILY, never was an issue, u always did wat u had too. You pretend to be my HUSBAND, wen from the moment we said "I DO", WE took an oath, to always LOVE, HONOR n CHERISH  one another till death do us part. PARA SIEMPRE UNA DIA is tatted in my heart. You pretend to be all the things I ever DREAMED, wen am weak, u were strong, wen I was dwn u picked me up, wen I didn't want to smile, u were my laughter, wen I felt empty inside, u filled my heart wit JOY. You pretended  to b all the above, in reality I must face the facts, that everything u ever did or said were nothing more than ur LIES, ur LOVE, KISSES, HUGS, how u told me u CARED, an illusion to keep me near. You played me once again n like a FOOL I went along, dancing, singing to all OUR songs. Praying the music wouldn't stop, holding u tight within my grasp, to feel I'm holding nothing more than jus  a memory of my past. DEAD DREAMS are the only thing left n u were no more than THE GREAT PRETENDER...

Copyright © Chadona Agbogidi | Year Posted 2016



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My Misguided Thoughts

I sit here wondering, concentrating, trying to take it all in. 
 What happened to the life I use to live?
 I'm stuck, torn, confused, empty inside, lost without  trace of insanity to grab.
 Time seems to just stand still, but slowly fade away.
 Pain, grief, anger, sorrow where do I begin.
 Maybe if I ran and hid my tears would do the same.
 So much I have to say, but the words drift as silent echos in the window.
 Who am I, what am I doing in this hell-foresakend body?
 This bitter world is never sweet, trying to manage standing on your own two feet.
 If you should fall and get a bruise or two, remember these are often made from matters of the heart, which is harder to consume.
 Yes, you played a part, that was not the issue I hated the crying games. 
 You thought you'd fool my heart, when we danced you gladly sang the songs.
 I tried closing my eyes, tightly plugging my ears, then the music stops, silence is all that's left.
 Please don't whisper or hold my hand, don't run your fingers through my hair just be thoughtful, turn and quickly walk away.
 Don't look back it's now the past, do me a favor throw those memories away, make sure when you open the door to leave, you remember to close it too.
 I'll stand alone till your finally gone, sketch out a plan on living on my own, the days and nights come and go, just like the memories before will all disappear.
 I've felt enough, seen it all don't be surprised if you never receive a call.
 Fairytales, romances, are nothing as they seemed, happily ever after only exist in dreams.
 You say wishes are suppose to come true, I think mine got lost a time or two, life is not easy don't give up.
 You'll start to reminisce as the tears will manage to fall, struggling to deal with it all alone.
 Letters of their lost words you'll get in the mail saying, "I loved you, always will" be strong as you read them all, when your finally done tear them up, burn them up if you'd like.
 Send a letter in reply, explaining to them to simply and kindly, "Go to Hell," no longer will you have control of my misguided thoughts.

Copyright © Chadona Agbogidi | Year Posted 2017

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Damaged

Sitting, thinking, can't believe my heart jus keeps giving in...lie after lies u keep on telling... Is it another... Does she make u smile, laugh, do all the things I do... R u happier now dat she's a new thing... Don't say it's not true cuz u would jus b telling another lie... Does she hold u tight wen ur laying next to her at night...n I'm curled up next to an empty spot where u use to b... Does she say she luvs u every chance she gots... Does she stare at u for hours on end thinking how she fell n luv with such a man... Do u play with her kids if any n pretend ur a happy family... Do she argue wit u cuz u forgot to phone her n tell her u will b home late... R u better of wit her n I should jus count it as a lost... Back burner as the kettle gets hot someone is liable to get hurt... N dat someone is me the one U have seem to forgot... Cherish her, luv her for she may too b all u got... Hold her till the end n swear u two will always remain friends... Even wen times r hard kiss her softly n whisper u have n will always b my one n only best friend... Kiss her once more n hug her tight n let her kno  u were once the cause of a girl a damaged girl who still holds ur luv deep n her heart... Jus some girl who remains forever damaged n ur the one to blame

Copyright © Chadona Agbogidi | Year Posted 2018

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A Friend

Friend, friend so close, but far away like distant calls we make along the way.
Friend, friend so sad like the thunder, I hear your cries.
 Friend, friend please don't shut me out, open up let me in, I'd be the best's friend to ever come about.
Friend, friend cross my heart and hope to die, I'll always Love you till death do us part
 Friend, friend I swear since day one I've always been there from the start.
Friend, friend please don't let our friendship drift apart.
Dedicated to a really good friend: ANDRE CASTRO

Copyright © Chadona Agbogidi | Year Posted 2019

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Empty Soul

Sitting here staring down this empty soul, the feelings keep ticking and ticking with no where to roam.
My life's a mess and I'm the only one to blame. Life lessons we learn and break them along the way.
 Burning desires with nothing left to find, but this lost hope of your dignity, who caresless.
Anger fills my need to fill the voids, hot flashes, cold sweats, night terrors, screaming demons start to emerge.
 Past trauma so called your life, let them in or dispose of yourself, back to reality and there I am sitting staring down at this empty soul

Copyright © Chadona Agbogidi | Year Posted 2019


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