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Sandra Shokry Poem
Behind your earlobe there was a birthmark that had the shape of palestine
But they taught you in there that it was called israel
In the hearth of your chest lied a heart full of vitriol
Out of your choice they altered your pulse, degraded your work
they treated your sixty beats as the clock ticking away sixty seconds
They manifested you as a clockwork
You sought the sabbath like a reaper
sought the harvest
All of your zest was sucked out
To fuel their comedown machine with it
They enforced you to live behind the doors
To love a country that was never yours
Ought to learn the rules of a game you loathe
Ought to learn crescendo and decrescendo , both
On a monday , i peered through my window and found you burning your paintings , your art
The art that made me fall for you like the snow fell on everest , didnt they teach you that too?
Snow fell on the havocked cielings of the kids of indochina too ,yet you never knew
The next week you were hypnotised by your mother's gramaphone's blues
Immobilized in your second prison awaiting divine intervention or cues
On wednesday clamor rose in your cell and into your cells
Both of your parents , ignited coals but luckily cathedral bells
Covered your yelps
I saw you from a nigh distance
As the one between helsinki and tallin you knew from the geography book you were blandly eyeing
You had a globe but your thoughts were never airborne
You had a soul but you deemed it way fainter than the infamous coals you stared at
Thursday morning i resumed my ritual but you changed your entire course , mine aswell
Your books towered beneath your feet
Which hung limply in the air
Your birthmark was covered with the noose you tied around your head
The geography book became your execution platform
The thing was , i had the exact same book
And im about to ensue you but first let me burn my poems.
Copyright © Sandra Shokry | Year Posted 2016
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Rays of sunshine of a thousand suns fill up my heart and lungs
Polaroids arent the only things i have lost
Wars arent the only things i have won
filters on my tongue and screen blur the scene and block the scream
I raise bars and delinquents
Novas shine for my rejects
They're televising our revolution while shedding our blood
Drapes cover my mouth and eyes
They despise , analyse and paralyse
But never dare to relinquish my shrine
The shrine in the depth of my mind is your home
Overseas it's just your confine
Poignance is in resonance but it pauses just for you
your hopes freefalling with aches and i deem solace yet ask
Do you ever count the waves that crash down to build you?
Copyright © Sandra Shokry | Year Posted 2017
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Sandra Shokry Poem
I dwell in the stars
I swallow the celestial beings , haunt the supernovas
if you look up far
You will find me ,the bate of parasites
Watching out for you on your vagabonded nights
I dwell on the seaside
I inhale nautical air and swing on riptides
Kaleidoscopic Seashells , oysters I gathered by morning
Heartaches , ashtrays flood me by night
The same night of the darkness that blinds you , unwinds you
I dwell in the forest
Mounted cedars and stung by pine
All i do there , all i do anywhere is leave my walls uphill
Your relics in my shrine
Your odor in my wine
I sought the forest fires , they told me they purify and rewind
I dwell in all of your whereabouts
But i dont dwell in you , yet.
Copyright © Sandra Shokry | Year Posted 2016
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Sandra Shokry Poem
All the neon lights at sight
Wont fill the void in your bed
Im the void
All your marxisms stand corrected
The anarchists rejected
Will your sullen doctrines console you at nignt?
Weather the storms , joan
Cannot withstand solitude?
But The buendías can
Recall your faze , your pop culture phase
Modern artists , french new wave
Our youth was a maze
Albeit as not as bleak as our present
The Scandinavian weathercasts that daily swallow us
You were never a Hamlet , Orpheus
I was never an Eurydice ,
but rather an Ophelia
Hey nonny , nonny
I spread the flowers on my grave
They way i always did since birth
The sun also rises but im eclipsing
Elapsing
Collapsing
Help me ,Hemingway
Where do our saviors vanish
When we dont ask to be left be ?
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If i could summon you to my perception
Or host you whole to my being
Only then
Only then would you fathom the wreckage
And take a dip in my alcohol thoughts
Or come watch me redeem my aggravating flaws
Hues from my mouth dripping void , dripping scarlet
Like the letter except that im unwritten
And the sounds of ill relief form an orchestra in my ears
They are diamonds , not tears
Pulled triggers not passing years
Im only dreaming when my my head hangs low
only winning when my mind is stray
Im more familiar with the shattered glass yet your touch cracks more of me
Be the muse to my blues
Or just be , thats enough for me
Pour gasoline to the inferno
Hang me by the neck like your dartboard , aim the dart
I'd rather you be the wretched end of me than anybody be my clean cut start
They'd offer you umbrellas in the rain
Then you'd have me asking if all is resolved by my lipstick stain?
During the harvest they'd help you with your grain
I, my eyes'd mist
pleading in your arms wondering whether your love for me was washed by your terrain
But darling , if you chose the vodka off the rack of the champagne
You'd have to accept the bitter warmth of it , hauling at you like acidic rain
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If i were to adapt to your absence shall i burn the polaroids?
If you were to leave me shall you drink your nights away ?
I stand corrected while you stand alone
and i have been cocooned all night in your jacket
my dear open bracket
What type of medicine have you been hooked on this week , any week ?
Which bone did you break this month ?
My resilient home , my melancholy syndrome
Where are you when you are right beside me
I ponder when you are that yonder
I have been screaming all night
My love , my inertia
Im staying vertical although not afloat.
Copyright © Sandra Shokry | Year Posted 2016
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