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Catherine Oconnor Poem
Waking up in the early morning light
To the mellifluous chirps coming from the birds outside the window
It used to be so peaceful to me
But now I wake up and it is like a burden upon my shoulders.
A burden so strong it's like my already aching body is slowly losing the capability it once had
My mind was once filled with so much hope
And now all of this despair is taking over
Depression is like a prison and I'm sentenced
25 to life
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The night sky is black, just as black as the coffee that I am drinking.
The air is frigid and the world that surrounds me is silent.
The sounds of the slight winds and passing trains around my presence are the only noises that I can make out.
My body begins to feel tense as if it's the devil himself wrapping his arms around me
The voices in my mind are slowly getting louder and my eyesight is getting blurry
My thoughts are getting incomprehensible
My breath wreaks of whiskey and cigarettes
Booze will just give me a hangover and these pills will just make me want to take more next time.
I began to drag my fading body down the train tracks
Death is inevitable
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It was a Thursday evening when I first gazed my aching eyes upon you.
I watched her from across the room as I felt my heart begin to race
Hair like the ocean-beautiful
A smile that can't help but rail me in
I will remember the way those sunset eyes looked at me
I am captivated and cant turn away
My face gets all red and my hands get all shaky
It's just a conversation
But I am astounded and can't find the right words to say
From the way she looks falling asleep at night
To the way she looks in the morning
I soon began to realize that this is the face I want to see when I'm fighting my alarm clock each morning
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Catherine Oconnor Poem
Before she left during that frigid night in December
She places a dying rose
With her suicide note
A rose that was once so pretty
To let everyone know
That even the most lovely
Things in life come to an end
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My mind is racing, the world around me is spinning.
Time is slowly passing by.
I think I am in that place again, I tell myself but I'm not really sure where that is.
It's been four months since I last felt your lips against mine.
I started smoking cigarettes again but I can't burn the taste of your lips.
It wreaks like whiskey and false hope.
It's like i'm drowning but I just won't die.
It's been four months but i'm back where I started.
I'm staring at these blank walls around me
It's like they Are crashing upon me yet I don't want to move.
Everyone around me is living while i'm losing grip of reality, As I fall to the ground.
I wake up 6 hours later. I guess I need to take more next time.
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Your kiss is like a drug and I want to overdose
Infatuated by your love, captivated by your smile
Eyes like a sunset and I am lost
Like my last sip of whiskey your name is burn to my lips
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There is something about the way the frigid air feels against my aching bones.
Or the way the sheets slightly glide amongst my open wounds.
The darkness feels like the devil
And I'm face to face with him
He wraps his arms around my neck
As if it is a rope slowly taking the life out of me
As my last breath leaves me
He whispered in my ear
"It's time to go"
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Like the way her long brown hair flows
To the way her eyes shine
I am captivated and can't turn away
From the way she looks early in the morning
To the way she looks when she is falling asleep late at night
I am stunned
My hands get all shaky, my face gets all red, my throat gets all dry
And the words I am trying to say won't come out
I get all tongue tied and I just can't find the right way to say
I love you
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Late nights i'm up stressing
These nights seem to drag until the early morning dawn
When im not speaking to you.
When you're on other line it's like the early morning dawn comes too soon.
I haven't felt a damn thing but when I came across you it was like a head on collision I could not avoid.
These walls I built around myself came falling down.
Like the way the waves meet the shore these built up feelings cannot be diverted.
Your mind is a beautiful place in which I wish to not visit but live.
Your thoughts are like my most prized possession, I will treasure.
I'll look in to your eyes and that's when i'll see my future.
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