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Fatima Alzadjali Poem
Mom
I need to hear your voice when I'm alone and scared
You tell me to be strong but I'm just not prepared ,to deal with these things
My mind is full,
I'm lost and so confused , my only escape was you and now I'm stuck and don't know what to do!
"I CANT be without you!!"
I need you mommy your my rock"
but you say ...........
"BE STRONG BABY"
and inside my mind it locks
but can't help the tears I shed every time that I'm alone,
I miss u ,I love you and just want you to come back home .
I can only try,to walk and talk like you
but reality is .....IT'S HARD
and I'm just use to having you ....... ????
Copyright © Fatima Alzadjali | Year Posted 2016
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Fatima Alzadjali Poem
Sitting here thinkin about some real sad sh#% ,
but I'm out of my feeLings.
guess I'm close to not giving a f*%#
But only time will tell if I step up,
rebel against stayin in a broken relationship when im unhappy.
sacrificing to be "what is a good parent " that raises there child with two parents around.
yet when no ones around cries alone in the dark where no one can see.
but the biggest game is to let everyone believe ,
I'm in a happy place , but I'm losing my mind.
I usually don't give up , but don't think ill make it this time.
I'm ready to be real and have something real beside me.
make me feel all the things I've only hoped and wished for maybe?
possibly..Know what real love is ,and how it would never break my spirit nor put me down, feeling unworthy dirt, rocks , spit on the ground.
and maybe then I can feel beautiful ....., and not just physically cause my spirit needs it as well, but like I said before its a working progress and only time will tell!
Copyright © Fatima Alzadjali | Year Posted 2016
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Sleeping sound, when I got this feeling.
Woke up out my sleep cause somewhere he's out being deceiving,
eyes pop open tryna get my thoughts together
don't know if I should go back to sleep or go catch him creep'n in this cold ass weather,
back and fourth ideas switch in my mind , I'm feeling colD but confused
this time I won't be so kind.
I jump in my car thank god for GPS
found his ass parked fkn a b%#*^ next to that ups !
Opened her car door and let my adrenalin play, I hit him while holding her then all of a sudden my mind went grey.
I said a few words took that b*%#+ clothes and walked back to my car
tried to feel some type of way but I didn't get far !
Angry but numb I go home and begin to write ,
all I can say is I'm feeling cold and I now see the light
but goodnight !
Copyright © Fatima Alzadjali | Year Posted 2016
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