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Best Poems Written by Autumn Bell

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Darkness

I’m all alone in a pit of darkness.
Nothing can save me anymore.
I’ve lost all my hope.
And love always seems to fail with me.
No-one seemed to care about anything to do with me.
No-one believed I would do this.
They thought it was just jokes.
Well I guess I have proved them wrong.
And with this short, little paragraph, I must leave.

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I Never Meant To Hurt You

My dear, my love
My one from above
Ill only love you
But now, we have to be through
I know I said I would never hurt you
And I don’t want to, but this I must do
You said you wouldn’t hurt me
But you were wrong, you cut me deep
Im crying a river, a flood
My arms are emptying of their blood
I don’t want to do this
I shared with you my first kiss
But now im hurt
I will no longer look to your comfort
You were my best friend
I thought it would have no end
But now, it’s come to one
Ill never let you call me Hun
You tried to give me a ring
But now, back to you will I bring the retched ring
Now, with my tears blocking my sight
My soul will take its final flight
It’ll fly to you to get my heart
Every single last broken part
Ill never forget you, my first lasting forever
And a day will I be cursed with what? Your memories
But im a Aquarius and you’re a Aries
Not a match made in heaven
The days will only last up to seven
Look, I never want or meant to hurt you
But I can’t just make do with you
You hurt me without realizing it
You messed with the bulldog and got bit
I thought I was in heaven but was in hell
At first, I thought you thought so as well
But now, the truth has caught up to us
And because of it, I had to stop before it got any worse
And thus, I told you this, but I don’t want to hurt you
All I feel now is just a deep blue
All around me, my world has come crashing down and id kill to exchange this frown.
I would have even set aside my beloved crown at one point just to make you happy, and I hate to disappoint but, I made you a promise that I must keep so, from me you wont hear another peep 
You can live your life away from mine and your love, ill have to decline.

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Corrupted Love

I don't want more of your love
but I'm contradicted.
I don't need anymore of your love,
But I'm addicted.
I can't get a hold of myself,
I want to break away.
One part of me wants to go,
The other wants to stay.
You have taken over me,
You won't let me break free.
I go and beg and plead.
Your love is all I need.
You caught me in your trap.
Inside your spell.
Is this love going to be heaven,
Or am I going to hell.
Your spell has been cast, 
got me in a trance.
And now I can't get you out of my head,
I need your romance.
You have taken over me,
You won't let me break free.
I go and beg and plead.
Your love is all I need.
Now you made me turn into an animal,
I don't want anymore.
But you make me keep coming back,
I keep wanting more.
My heart has now been tainted,
Into corruption.
You made my heart go into chaos,
Into disruption.
You have taken over me,
You won't let me break free.
I go and beg and plead.
Your love is all I need.
You have taken over me,
Is plain for you to see,
I am yours to take,
To make my heart break.

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My Apology

This is to the guy that I went out of my way to get noticed by
The one who I trusted, the one who told me lies
The one who made me feel like I was the only one
The one that was through with me when the sex was done.
The one that made me feel like I was impossible to love
The one who called me over when he just wanted to bust
The one that made it clear I'm not the girl he wanted me to be 
I tried and I failed so this is my apology

This is to the one who gave me life the one that gave me birth
The one who complains and looks at me like I'm the worst thing on the earth.
The one who emotionally beats me down 
The one whose suppose to lift me up from the ground
The one whose suppose to bring to my face nothing but smiles and laughs
The one who brings everything that is the opposite of that
The one who constantly compares me to others 
The one who makes it so difficult to love her
The one who says I'm not the daughter she expected me to be.
I understand that and this is my apology

This is to the sick bastard that crept into my room
The one who gave me those thoughts of ending it soon.
The one who lied and said I was crazy in the head.
The one who had denied creeping into my bed
The one who left me scarred for life
The one who is responsible for my silent cries at night.
The one who says I've changed his life
Cause I've caused problems between him and his wife
The one who said I should have kept quiet, I should have just let things be.
He's right, nothing positive came from it, so this is my apology.

This is to my friends that say I do nothing but bitch and complain
The ones who left because they say I've changed
The ones who didn't stick around in my time of need
The ones who gave me more of a reason to grieve
I understand I'm not that girl I use to be
And for that this is my apology.

This is to the girl with the low self esteem
The girl who cries so terribly
The one with the forced and fake smile
The one who hasn't been happy for a while
The one whose afraid to trust any man
The one whose afraid to let any one in  
The one whose past up many chances at love
Because she finds people hard to trust
That one that was robed of her purity and self-esteem
This is to the girl I'm embarrassed to be
This is my apology, to me

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Pain In Your Eyes

I can see the pain in your eyes, 
its right there, 
reminding me of what I've done.
I am the betrayer, 
I put this hurt on you, 
and you never deserved to feel this way.
I don't have any excuses; 
I can't say it was a mistake, 
because I knew exactly what I was doing.
The regret I feel chokes me; 
I have no words I can say, 
nothing that can erase what I've done.
I wish you'd hate me,
I wish you'd turn away,
I wish you'd say you never want to see me again.
Because sitting here, 
watching you accept this 
is killing me.
I know you deserve better, 
I know that better should have been me, 
but it wasn't.
I can say I'm sorry, 
but even though I mean it, 
they're just empty words.
No one likes a cheater, 
no one should.

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Daddy Can You Hear Me

Daddy, are you out there?
Daddy, come home
Daddy, please meet me 
Daddy, are you alone? 

You missed all my smiles 
you missed all my tears
you missed all my laughs
you missed all my fears 

I hope you come find me 
and see who I've become

do you ever think of me?
Do you ever wonder?
Do you know what I'm scared of 
lighting or thunder?

have you forgotten 
who I really am 

would you ever love me 
would you ever care
would you ever hold me 
like a teddy bear

do you want to know me 
do you want to see 
the person who I am 
and the person I'll be

do you have a picture 
that you hold in your hand 
or are you too scared 
to know who I am 

Can you write me a letter 
and tell me who you are
so I can see who my dad is 
and see if he's a star

well, I hope I get to know you 
and you get to know me
cause I really want to meet you
and the person you have been.

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When We Were Young

When we were young,
We never questioned reality.
When we were young,
We just believed in the world.

When we were young,
We never noticed the stares
Of those who'd lost their vision.
We played without a care,
Oblivious to their confusion.

When I was young,
I never noticed the way they looked,
The way they longed for my innocence.
Yet they tried every trick in the book,
To save me my grievance.

When we were young,
We did not see the beauty,
The smiles, The laughs.
Life without Duty,
Life without Social Class.

When I was young,
Things were different,
Now I watch and long,
Wish I was that innocent,
Wish I lived in a world with no wrong.

When we were young,
We wished we were old,
For age we often sung.
Now we know the world is cold,
Now we wish we were young.

We are not young,
We always question reality.
We are not young,
We can't believe in the world

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Day and Night

I ponder away day and night through sleep
Not knowing what happens after this day
My mind runs away from fears and then leaps
I don’t know what journey happens today
I run from nightmares that haunt me the most
Not knowing that they’ll never leave my mind
I try to fit in but my life’s a roast
People defining me without a bind
I love everyone but do they love me back
It doesn’t seem like they are even grateful
I wouldn’t know cause love is what they lack
They don’t stop to see the world’s beautiful
Why won’t they stop to see the world’s beauty
I think it’s because they haven’t found love

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Guilty Pleasure

My sinful lips already committed forbidden pleasure,
pleasure that can never be revealed
Wishin’ to rewind through time of prevention,
while bein' deleted from my present... 

As their bodies became whole,
Electrifyin' lights sparked within' each vessel 
Formin' unique passion marks,
as our lips danced along each others skin
Like tango music,
Our sounds romantically spiced the room
With an agreeable minglin' of seduction...

The sweetest fingers roamed, 
Caressed,  
quenched my thirstin' physical needs
While spiritual sins are being created with a knowledgeable lover
Showin love and affection...
Feelin' lower than loam, 
guilt drastically took its place as the aftermath
This romance jus' recently starting….

Why couldn’t I’ve said?
…Wait! Put those flames on ice!
This isn't what you will want, 
Jus' hormones caught in the moment...

Lookin' back,
Wantin' to reverse the hour glass
This event could've been delayed until its rightful time,
With that rightful someone
But my sinful lips already committed forbidden pleasure...

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Boys

When you liked a boy 
he showed he liked you too 
When he pulled your hair 
and stuck it all in glue.

At least, that's what mother said, 
"Boys will be boys," she'd say. 
He's definitely got a crush on you 
if he's mean to you every day. 
  
When a boy likes you too, 
he'll tell everyone that you're weird. 
You'll sit in the bathroom crying 
with all of your makeup smeared.

At least, that's what father said, 
"Boys will say crazy stuff. 
It just means he's taken a liking 
and thinks you're really tough." 
  
When a boy thinks you're pretty, 
he'll punch you until you're not. 
Then kiss the rising bruises 
like you had never fought.

At least, that's what the doctor said, 
"His mind's not in the right. 
He'll like you with this medicine 
and soon you'll never fight." 
  
When a man wants to marry you, 
he'll force a child into your womb. 
Then every night he'll want to kill you 
and threaten to do it soon.

At least, that's what you like to say 
when the pain pills don't take the pain. 
"Boys will be boys," you whisper. 
And then the next night, do the same. 
  
When a man really loves you, 
he won't show up when you're due. 
He'll give you a beautiful daughter 
and then just disappear from view.

At least, that's what people tell you 
when you're raising her on your own. 
Every night singing lullabies, 
then sleeping by the phone. 
  
When a boy really likes her 
and she likes him too, 
He'll trip and hit your princess, 
and you'll laugh like you never knew.

Knew that boys who like you 
won't abuse you like their toys. 
But still, you find yourself saying, 
"Boys will just be boys."