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Jasmine Morales Poem
A bitter life ahead
Depression only predicted
Living in an endless tunnel of darkness, with no light of happiness ahead
The want, the need to reach the bliss that lies at every tunnels end
A bitter life if this don't recede
Only loneliness and a future of misery
When will this all end?
The day when I won't have to drag anymore people into my world of darkness
I sometimes put on a mask of happiness, when I don't want anyone to see
I bring a cloud of darkness every step I take
I want this abuse to end
To no longer feel as if my world is collapsing
To rid of the marks resulting
Only darkness and loneliness
When will the sun shine again?
I walk through life as if in a nightmare, going through my days as a manchine
Going through life's actions with no feeling
No feelings of enjoyment, happiness or any other
Only sadness and anger and too much to feel
I am phisycally numb, walking limply, bitter
Will there be happiness in the forseeable future?
Copyright © Jasmine Morales | Year Posted 2006
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Jasmine Morales Poem
I know what I want but my courage fails me
I run away from myself not wanting to face reality
I hide in the shadows hoping everything will fold out slowly
It forces me to think constantly
My mind never rests, not sure what is really best
Should I continue run or should I start having fun
Am I denying myself what I really want or am I wanting what I can't
Why can't I ever move on
Seems as if my heart won
These thoughts fill my head, all night as I lay in bed
All night as I lay in bed
What is the price I must pay
When will it be my day
How do I know what is really best, my heart is being put to a test
I want to figure this out , whatever it may be
If a verdict come, will it be me?
All these questions in my mind
When will they be left behind
To finally rid of this commotion
And stop this rollercoaster on my emotions
Copyright © Jasmine Morales | Year Posted 2006
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