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Emma Kalliway Poem
When you are in high school
And you want to grow up to be something you consider even a little bit significant
Your life turns into a list of priorities
And if your priorities do not result in a good enough gpa
Or can't fit into tiny boxes on an activities chart
Then they aren't worth your time
When you are in high school
And you want to grow up to be something you consider even a little bit significant
Your parents and teachers and counselors opinions will consume you
When you are in highschool you create your own consequence filter
All of your obligations go through the filter
The ones with the biggest consequences you do first
And the smallest consequences go last
Usually the smaller consequences ones are
Eating enough
Sleeping enough
And keeping check on your mental health
When you are in high school
And you want to grow up to be something
You lie to your parents a lot
You tell them you’re fine
You tell them you go to bed at 10 every night
You tell them the worst part about your day was a class you don't like
When in reality it was the overwhelming stress of pleasing the adults in your life
When you are in high school
And you want to grow up
You earn an obsession with numbers
Including your
SAT score
ACT score
GPA
AP test scores
Every big lest
Every little quiz
Every assignment you put in a basket
Every notebook you spent diligent hours perfecting
Because all you work doesn't matter if the numbers aren't high enough
When you’re in high school
And you want to grow up to be something you consider even a little bit significant
do NOT stop and ask who you are doing all this for
You aren't doing this for yourself
Just go to class walk through the halls get the good grades
Score high on the SAT, ACT, AP
You can live for yourself
When you are doing something significant with your life
Copyright © Emma Kalliway | Year Posted 2016
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can we just talk about all the famous male chefs?
like hi guys , could you go back to the garage where you belong and fix my car?
next thing you know men are going to want to be fashion designers and hairstylists
when everyone knows men are only good for being lousy politicians and chopping firewood.
men will be walking up the streets wearing glitter instead of saw dust
make up instead of beards
guys
quit acting like you are worth more than your penises and broad shoulders
does it make you uncomfortable ? men?
being addressed like that?
because if that little bit does imagine this!
men sit with your legs crosses
men don't take up a lot of space
you only deserve so much room so make yourself small
don’t speak up unless you have something important to say
and don’t assume what you have to say is important
men learn how to sew, cook, and clean
men worry about your weight
worry about your hair
worry about your cloths
if you want anyone to respect you make your voice deeper
if you want women to acknowledge you
dress and stand like women
men your bodily functions are gross try and hide them
BE PREPARED
for people to tell you they accept all of the body types
but think that about 5 body types are all of them
be prepared to walk up the streets and tone out
“heyyy boy what's your hurry?” “ damn , that ass though”
also when walking up streets
be prepared to hold your keys on clenched fist with the other in your pocket clenching pepper spray
there is a 1 in 6 chance you are going to get raped on your way home from the office
men,
next time you want to joke around and tell a girl to go the kitchen and make you a sandwich
you had better put on a skirt first
this way she will be able to acknowledge that you are talking to her
Copyright © Emma Kalliway | Year Posted 2015
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Those sinners in that night club in florida, if you ask me, finally got what was comin for them
When my father said this to me at our dinner table i could have cried
I could have spoke sermons to him that i have spent years working on
These was the chance i had been waiting for for five years
To tell him everything i knew about being gay in the church
This was the moment that i had filled 27 documents on my google drive for
But i didn't say anything
I Scoffed, shook my head, and ate my green peas
This was my chance to say
Dad The bible says
that we are all created equal in his image
The bible says
thou shall not judge
The bible says
no sin is greater than another
Dad if it is true that all sin is equal
doesn't that mean that you judging someone
for committing what you believe is a sin
is equal to them committing that sin
Dad I have heard you say you can not love another man as a Christian
because they are gay and gay is a sin
But you love your children who disobey you
and disobeying your parents is a sin
This people in the night club got what was comin for them
But you wouldnt say that if someone shot up an elementary school
when he the man who is gay
and you the man who judged him for it
are standing together at the pearly gates
god is not going to see you as your sexuality dad
he is going to see you as a sinner
and he is going to forgive you
the bible says forgive dad
not once not twice not seven times
but infinitely
the bible says
love thy neighbor as thine self dad
it does not say
love thy neighbor as thine self unless thy neighbor is gay
according to the bible Jesus did not die on the cross to save straight people
he died on the cross to save sinners
Jesus did not come to earth
to save people who are perfect
he came to save sinners
he did came and spent his time with prostitutes and tax collectors
the bible says we all deserve hell and damnation
it doesn't say some sinners deserve more hell and damnation than others
when he was born the gay man and you were the man who would judge him for being
gay
Neither of you was born better dad
And neither of you was born more pure
Jesus did not die on the cross to save straight people
he died on the cross to save sinners
Dad There is no segregation of sin at the pearly gates
You can not teach a religion of love
If what you preach is hate
But i didnt say any of that
I scoffed
I shook my head
And i ate my green peas
Copyright © Emma Kalliway | Year Posted 2016
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Howard Schultz CEO of Starbucks say
"Starbucks should be a gun free experience"
He announces that guns will no longer be permitted in Starbucks stores or in outdoor seating areas
Howard Schultz CEO of Starbucks tells people buying stocks with him
that if they don't want to support him in his support of gay lesbian marriage
to take their money somewhere else
For so many people Starbucks is about coffee
and coffee is not about rather or not you want to carry a gun with you
and coffee is not about rather or not you want to marry a man or a woman
and coffee simply is not about politics
But For Howard Schultz Starbucks is not just coffee
it his his lively hood
and if he wants to say
My lively hood does not want you walking on it with a gun in your holster
that is okay
and if wants to say
my lively hood says you can marry whoever you want
if you don't leave my lively hood alone
he can and that is okay
people are angry at hie
for concerning his business with moral issues rather than money
but is it not true that if he wants his business somewhere he can put it somewhere
him telling people to take their money elsewhere if they don't support gay lesbian marriage
is like him saying
Who you want to marry is more important than how much money i am making
and him saying if you want to carry a gun don't come to my store
is like him saying
i care more about the comfort of the majority of my customers
more than how much money i can get from you.
coffee is universal
different people enjoy coffee
teenage girls and boys like coffee
old people and young people like coffee
my four year old brother sits in my lap in the morning and says
sissy Emma love you can i have some of your coffee
straight people like coffee and gay people like coffee
Christians like coffee and pagans like coffee
republicans like coffee and democrats like coffee
coffee is simply not about politics
for those of us who are not using it for lively hood
so we should not make it be
Parents who like guns and want their kids to go to school
take their kids to school
even though guns are not aloud on school grounds
so people who like guns
who want to buy their coffee from Starbucks
should still buy coffee from Starbucks
if you like your coffee from Starbucks
you should buy your coffee from Starbucks
rather or not you want to marry a boy or a girl
for you, coffee simply is not about politics
Copyright © Emma Kalliway | Year Posted 2014
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Every summer in august my family gets into nicest car
And starts our five our decent into my sage scented hell
Granite, Oregon
Granite is a bustling city with a population of 13
All of whom live in shacks made of wood that came from trees older than this country
This 13 is Made up of, hermits, hunters, and war heros
And luckily the only three people my family has ever met are the hermits
We know the lady of the lodge who keeps it clean in return for a place to live
And enough money to fund her meth addiction and we know her parents
Bat faced mom who smells like cheap perfume
And beer bellied dad that smells like cigarettes because once a week on saturday he dirves to the nearest town
Half an hour away
To buy enough to feed his weekly fix
If Granite were a color it would be brown
The only road is dirt
And the only grass is dead
Even the evergreens in granite are either burnt, or beige
There is nothing beautiful in granite.
It is not the escape from the city my parents think it is
Our family goes to granite to become wholesome
And leaves empty
The reason those 13 live in granite
Is because there is so much going on in their own minds
That the only place they can stand to be
Is a place where there is nothing
And that is what granite is
It is a small, insignificant, terrifying nothing.
It is where broken people go, so that they won't matter
Not to each other
Not to anyone
Copyright © Emma Kalliway | Year Posted 2016
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Hold on to your seat kids
for you are about to meet me!
I am the super hero who can be
any thing you want me to be!
I can make you be a bear
or a giraffe or a hound!
I can make you be famous
or fly all around!
I can be your best friend
when you feel you have none,
and even on the rainiest days
I can bring you the sun.
I am always here for you
at your beck and call,
I'll be the hero you need
to be the ruler of all.
But just so you know
I can be the side kick too
because maybe sometimes
the hero is you!
I can be the hero you need
to make your dreams, too
and let you be the one
that makes them come true.
I can be there for you
day and night
I can shoo away your troubles,
worries, and fright.
because I have no here lair
or home or station.
My super here name?
It's imagination.
Copyright © Emma Kalliway | Year Posted 2014
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When you live in a house with a man who your mother loves
be grateful
When you live in a house with a man who has been providing for you and our mother since you were six
thank him for everything he has given you
When you live in a house with a man who you have had shaky feelings about since you were six
make sure that if you ever cry do it in private
because it kills you to see your mother not get along with him
When you live in a house with a man who with just one look can make you feel like scum
try to do better and be upset when you are alone
When you live ina house with a man who makes you want to feel alone
find a place to go where you can be alone
When you live in a house with a man who makes you bite your lip so hard you bleed because you don't want to cry in front of him
don't complain about the blood to anyone
keep it a secret keep everything g a secret
When you live ina house with your man who makes you want to bottle every last emotion inside of you and your mother asks if you feel like you are getting along with him any better and there are so many things you want to tell her about how he makes you feel
don't
say you are doing fine
When you live in a house with a man who makes you feel like his burden
apologize
when you live in a house with a man who makes you feel like a problem
apologize
When you live in a house with a man who makes you feel like nothing more than a burden a problem and a waste of space
refrain from telling him that you did not ask to be his burden and that you do not want to be his burden
refrain from telling him you don't want to be considered a failure
do not tell him you are trying your best because obviously your best is not good enough for him
do not tell him anything about how he really makes you feel because he does not care anyways
do not tell him anything
because if you live in a house with a man who makes you feel like nothing more than a burden problem and waste of space
he does not deserve to hear anything you have to say
he had his chance to care
he gave it up
so do not even let him know that in return you have given up on him
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Three men standing bearded and beer bellied around a fire
Repeat the same phrases regarding politics and morals
Think they make a difference preaching to the choir
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