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Best Poems Written by Tamina Koelmel

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I Love You But

I love you but I need to let you go
You are poison to my heart and death to me soul
You fill me with promises of happy ever afters
In reality they're words of ever ending disasters
You say you love me and I'm your soul-mate
You told me when we met it was nothing but fate
You've proven yourself to be nothing more than a liar
My love for you is no longer a burning desire
I love you but I need to let you go
I feel all alone like a one man show
I've degraded myself putting up with your lies
How can I be in love when it's you I despise
You've stolen so much, mainly my heart
It's hard to walk away, it's hard to depart
I love you but I need to let you go
Our time has come to an end I want you to know
You've hurt me so many times and put me through hell
You keep saying you love me, but I can't tell
I've cried my last tear for you tonight
There's nothing you cam say that will ever make it right
Though I am broken and my heart may heal slow
I love you, but I need to let you go..

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Lost

I can no longer make out who I am anymore
I've lost myself; I'm not who I was before
I walk around with this smile on my face
I'm acting the they want me to, and to me that's a disgrace
My emotions have been stuffed away no longer my own
I'm trapped inside myself, my true feelings yet to be shown
I have a voice, but I'm not able to be heard
I sit alone, unable to speak a single word
I hate these feelings inside me, these feelings that dwell
They have my soul on fire as if I'm living in hell
I want to scream so I can get this anger out
But instead I hold it in, and myself I begin to doubt
I don't know who I am; I have been shut down
It's hard to have an opinion when my speaking has no sound
I whisper my frustrations into the wind
But it only helps for a moment then I'm angry again
Where did I go wrong, how did I get here?
I'm tired and lonely, my life no longer seems clear
There's so much aggression stored inside me
I'm ready to break away; I'm ready to be set free
My body is overflowing with so much rage my mind can't conceive
It's only a matter of time before I breakdown without a moment to grieve
Inside me there's this feeling only described as hate
A feeling I didn't possess until I walked through this gate
Now I've lost who I am, and who I want to be
I am lost in myself; I have now lost me.

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Hold of Me

My thoughts are starting to consume my mind
I search for inner peace but do not find
It's like I'm constantly struggling to be free
But these chains keep tying me down taking hold of me
I'm bound by these walls trapped behind these doors
Will it ever get better, what am I destined for?
I had so much going for me once upon a time
Wasn't in need of anything before my crime
Now I have to depend on my family to provide
At least till I'm free, till I make it to the outside
My days are getting longer, my patience running thin
I try not to let my anger become a sin
I'm fighting these demons trying to take over my thoughts 
But I remind myself my sins have already been bought
It's Satan I tell you trying to take hold of me
He see's my faith in God has turned completely
Satan is in my ear trying to redirect my path
But it's in Gods will for him to feel my wrath
I have put the word first which has made me stronger 
The devil doesn't stand a chance any longer
I've handed it all over to the Lord you see
I will not allow the devil to take hold of me..

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Still There

I turned my back on you and went astray
I didn't need you anymore, so I walked away
I never even saw you, it's like you weren't there
Every time I tried talking to you, I was speaking to thin air
It was so easy to blame you when nothing went right
So I left you, out of mind-out of sight
You said you loved me and you'd always be here
You told me to ask and you would appear
One night while I was crying I felt a familiar touch
Then a voice whispered, "I never left, I love you to much"
You were with me the whole time, right by my side
Heard every prayer I prayed, felt every tear I cried
Even though I couldn't see you, you still held my hand
You are a merciful God, and now I understand
So I pray to you tonight Lord to forgive my doubtful heart
I'm praying to be saved, I praying for a new start

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Insane

My thoughts no longer seem to be my own
My identity is someone else's, someone unknown
I have anger inside as well as much pain
Could it be that I'm beginning to go insane?
I find myself wondering inside my own head
Wondering if this is life, why can't I be dead?
My soul feels empty with not much else to gain
I feel nothing else matters, am I going insane?
I close my eyes at night but can't find the peace to sleep
I'm dying as I lay here with my thoughts running deep
I'm alone in here, nobody knows how I fell inside
Why can't I disappear, runaway and hide?
All these emotions and thoughts are invading my brain
I ask once again, Am I going insane?