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Melissa Woodbury Poem
I'm in rehab
Cuz I gotta get away from my drug
It did me wrong
And took me down for way too long
I loved it so much
And still do
But I gotta get away
I was so addicted
people could see my pain
But I thought I was fine
That everything would be all right
My drug
Abused me
And used me
And I just hoped it would change
I thought you would protect me
But you were the one that hurt me
I thought you would keep me safe
But you were the one killing me inside
You should be illegal
You made me lose my mind
It's so hard to sleep
When I know
you're still walkin these streets
Why did I take you for so long?
Why did i think I was so strong?
To be able to take you
It's messed up my life
Cuz I wasted so much time on you
Thats why your my drug
I wanted you
Even though you weren't good for me
And I couldn't see it
Cuz I was trapped
In your love
Now I need rehab
To learn to live without you
I need to learn to be happy again
My body is callin for you
My heart is screaming your name
But you dont hear me
Cuz I'm in rehab
My body is shakin
Cuz it's used to you
I'm learning how to eat
I'm learning how to sleep
And just be myself
In rehab
You learn to deal
With the pain
And even though it hurts
You see
Youre not the only one in the rain
So I know I can get through this
Gotta pull myself up
And kick this
No more shots
No more drugs
Time to heal
And finally be free
You don't wanna lose my love
But I don't wanna lose my life
You're a bad habit
That i need To break
Please let me go
Please stop trying
I need to go
Copyright © Melissa Woodbury | Year Posted 2013
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Melissa Woodbury Poem
I used to dream about our wedding
Our family
And just being together
Cuz I was so in love
But it's fast how things change
Don't ever lie
And say that I never tried
I told you I loved you
I cared
I gave you my all
But it was never enough for you
Every time you ignored me
I felt like
Giving up
every time you said something harsh
It felt like
youre throwing bricks at my chest
Whenever your going through something hard
You take it out on me
Like I'm a punching bag
And I take it
Even though every punch
Goes right through my chest
That I can't breath
but i still try to be nice
Cuz I don't wanna fight
And you never apologized
For all the hurtful things said
But that still wouldn't get all the knives
Out of my heart
Cuz I would still have all the holes
I don't know what's worse
Fighting with you
Or walking away
Cuz I know it will never will work
They both hurt
And give me so much pain
All you do is ignore me
I should be over you by now
Every time I think we're gonna make up
But will end up worse than before
It's like we're at war
So you win
I can't do this anymore
I let you keep stabbing my heart
Until it couldn't bleed anymore
And now I'm here falling apart
With a cut up heart
I can keep on crying
But what for?
My mind used to tell me to let go
But now my heart needs to move on too
so many holes
And I finally realized
That they can't be filled with you
My hearts been locked up
Since I fell for you
So it's time to be free
And throw away this key
And get rid of all the agony
All I ever wanted was you
But you never made it that easy
It's easier to be without you
Than keep fighting with you
Cuz I remember every hurtful word said
And I remember every tear drop shed
We can never go back
And we can't go forward
Unless we're alone
So I'll start walking
Even though its cold and dark
I know in my heart it's the best thing
And one day I'll be happy again
Copyright © Melissa Woodbury | Year Posted 2013
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Melissa Woodbury Poem
My love for you feels so right
Cuz its feels so natural
So fresh and pure
I feel like all the wrong guys
Led me to you
I’m falling for you
And falling fast
But something is stopping me
And its not you
Its my past
I’m so scared this won’t last
Maybe if you knew
My story
My life before you
You would understand
Cuz I walked through hell
Cuz no one would
Treat me right
Broken promises
Left me broken hearted
But I have to let it all go
I have to take a chance and hope
Cuz I want you to be the one
That wont hurt me
I want you to be the one
Forever in my arms
And be the one to show me
My past was all worth it
Cuz it led me to you
Copyright © Melissa Woodbury | Year Posted 2013
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I have cuts
Left in my heart
But it just gets deeper
Every time a day goes by
That I don't hear from you
i have scars
Left on my heart
I thought with time apart
My heart would heal
But it just makes it worse
Cuz my heart Needs you
It needs you like a flower
Needs water
Your the one I need to live
I feel alone
Like a part of me is gone
My hearts bleeding
My hearts in pain
And no doctors can save me
Cuz they all think I'm fine
Cuz they can't see the pain I feel
But You can save me
You be the doctor
And fix my heart
Stop the bleeding
And kiss my scars
Then take me home
So I'm not alone
And stay
And tell me you love me
Like you used to
Copyright © Melissa Woodbury | Year Posted 2013
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