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Raymond Hamilton Poem
MY heart and mind are at war
My heart and my mind are at war,
Body and soul lost between the hate,
Confused and hurt not knowing what for,
They pull, twist and fight to escape,
The battle of pain sweat and tears,
Caught in the midst of heartache,
My soul breaks free and leaves behind its fears,
The pain is too much for my body to take,
I built a wall and smashed it to dust,
For another, but for what,
I lost my faith and lost her touch,
I am soulless standing here stuck,
My mind has won this war,
My heart damaged and broke,
Still not knowing what for,
I pray and i still hope,
That this war will end,
And mind and heart will coincide,
Hoping my soul and body will mend,
For the rest of me has already died
I am done with the pain of passion,
And done with the love of pain,
All i here is my hearts door's crashing,
For this is what makes a man go insane,
I felt her love i loved her touch,
I kissed her lips and she kissed my heart,
Now this feeling, i feel too much,
Now it’s time for my mind and heart to part,
I will see her eyes in the moon lit sky,
Her beauty in a sky of wonder,
I will shed one tear and let the pain die,
As i lay awake in a world of loveless slumber
The illusions of love corrupted my mind,
The confusion of passion clouded my eyes,
The death of my heart came soon this time,
So now i will love in a world of my demise,
You can’t feel this pain that i feel,
I am done trying and this time i am,
When i write i write what’s real,
So now can you see why my soul ran?
Can you stop and wonder,
How i made it so far, with so much pain,
Can you here my heart crack with thunder,
And can you see i live in a world of rain,
I have sought love found it and lost i
I am tired of pain. so tired my heart is exhausted
i am done now if she comes back then i am here,
if not like i said i have shed my one and only tear
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Raymond Hamilton Poem
Before dawn my thoughts roam,
As day breaks my heart sleeps,
Thoughts of you, thoughts of home,
Coincide with my heart beats,
The malady of my soul,
The woe of my heart,
Now half once whole,
Consumed by the dark,
As I walk with my demons,
Day after day my eyes grow cold,
My heart continues to freeze,
As I travel a darkened road,
I walk through a haunting breeze,
Overshadowed by the moonbeams,
Lost among the stars that I follow,
Faced with my hopeless dreams,
I feel myself become hollow,
As I walk with my demons,
Surrounded by my nightmares,
The echoes of the past haunting me,
Confronted by cold dark stares,
Sorrows chuckle keeps taunting me,
Giving into the death of light,
Falling into the abyss of despair,
My heart is conflicted by this plight,
For I feel my soul start to tare,
As I walk with my demons,
I become numb to my surroundings,
Oblivious of my shame,
This life is beyond confounding,
For it’s hard to live with the pain,
Of walking with my demons
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At night i weep,
in silence i grieve,
how can i sleep?
when it is hard to breath,
During the day i laugh,
with friends i converse,
but the day wont last with the turning of earth,
with dark skies comes heartache,
as the stars flicker and blaze,
there only so much i can take,
of these suffocating days,
when the day starts anew,
and the sun brings the morning light,
i momentarily forget about you,
until the return of night,
when i see the midnight moon,
and feel the stars in the sky,
i close my eyes in this room,
and pray i make it by,
for when the sun is shinning high,
and the heat consumes my fright,
i cant help but wonder why
i must suffer the prison of night
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Raymond Hamilton Poem
In a field of dreams we wallow
in hopeless hope,
In a stream of deceit we
struggle to stay afloat
Without a heart to grasp, the
darkness takes hold,
Yet with a light to love, a story
of love unfolds,
In the slumber of night dreams
become surreal,
In the wake of day reality
becomes unreal,
Floating on a cloud getting high
on emotions,
Walking on water, swimming
the oceans,
In a sky of passion the stars
shine with trust,
In a world of pain, I can see
nothing but us,
In a life of struggle I do my
best to get by,
With you in my life, I breeze
through a natural high,
When times grow rough and
become too much to bare,
Or when times sail smoothly
and love shines fair,
I’ll look to the horizon and gaze
at the beauty of the sun beams
And ill see your smile in the
field of dreams
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Raymond Hamilton Poem
LIE'S ARE BUT DEMON'S OF THE MIND
WHERE FIERY HATE PLAYS
THE ECHOES OF FROM SOUL THAT RHYME
EXPRESSIONS DECEIVING WAYS
A DECAYED BODY AT THE DEVILS FEET
WHERE SINISTER THOUGHTS ABIDES
AS A VICTIM OF THE SOULS DEFEAT
WHERE DISASTER THEN PRESIDES
A DAGGER CUTTING AT THE TONG
THE CONTENTS OF THE HEART
THE DEATHLY ANGELS HAS SUNG
REVILING EVERY PART
A CROW FLYING THE SKY OF DEATH
WITH IT'S WINGS SPREAD AS-WELL
HER SOUL HAVING ALREADY MET DEATH
BY THE OTHER CREATOR'S OF HELL
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Raymond Hamilton Poem
Unforgiven
with one chapter done and another to be written.,
i begain to write. the word " Unforgiven"
and relize my pen bleeds out the old.
and outlines a life worth living,
my story is mine and mine alone to be told,
with rhyme and free verse,
i tell my story with a voice like liqued gold,
my tale is long my exsprances real,
i tell of all i have done wrong,
and of all the feeling i feel,
yet that is in the past. i have a new track to roam,
a new life to start. and a new place soon to be home,
new friends to meet, new hearts to fill,
new dreams to dream, MORE power and Will,
new memories to be made, old one's to replace,
new shadows in the shade, new mask to deface,
new tears to shed, new smiles to smile,
old pain to let lie dead, new ladies to drive me wild,
old friends to help me hold on. new ones to grasp,
new paths to stroll on, a new jokes and laughs,
this chapter in the mind of me, is now written,
for i still write the words. " Sill Unforgiven"
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Raymond Hamilton Poem
What is love but a state of mind,
a wish the heart makes?
Why is that in a moment of time,
a person's heart can break,
A passion like no other,
a pain deeper then the ocean,
A feeling that takes another,
to embrace such an emotion,
What is love but a false promise
a painful demise?
In a blink of the eye,
we fall into its disguise
Heartbroken and alone
we all seek what the heart desires,
we seek a true love
and spark to light the soul’s fire,
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The sun dies and the moon comes to life,....
I lay awake dreaming, what life could be like,....
If I could turn back the hands of time,....
And live life from the beginning with Rhyme....
As tears lay dormant and my cries remain silent,....
My past attacks me with a depression so violent,....
I try and count the stars, but I get lost in my confusion,....
I try to recall good times and end up with an illusion,....
I can’t see what is real and I can’t feel what fake,....
So how do I live when life is too easy to break?....
I laugh, I cry, I stand, I sit, I live, I laugh, I try to forget,....
All the pain but my memories, always insist,....
Push and shove until I give in,....
This demon is to evil, how I can win,....
I lost my heart; I found a block of ice,....
I replaced it so now I shall remain cold for life,....
I try and change but this pain keeps reminding me,....
That no matter how hard I try, I’ll never be free,....
From my past. From this unyielding pain,....
And that I will always live within a storm of constant rain,....
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So as the sun dies and the night sky comes to life....
I try and count the stars, with hope that everything will be alright....
I pray that my pain will cease and that my mind will slow down,....
So until it does, I shall live like there is still pleasure to be found....
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Raymond Hamilton Poem
my life is my pain, my pain is my life,
lost bonds, friendships and love long gone
hate fills my eyes, my eyes are filled with dismay,
my soul dies, heart cracked colors turn gray,
clouded sight, misery laced within my blood
pain is that of delight, for i no longer feel love
my bones get week, heart and soul dies,
alone i walk the street, confused by the night skies
the feeling that bare, are that of pain and fear,
my soul tells me not to care, for love i have shed my last tear
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Raymond Hamilton Poem
Until you’ve ran a million miles in your cell,
Or stared at your reflection in the mirror,
Until you’ve shadowed boxed with the sound of the silent bell,
Or saw the light fade, and the darkness draw nearer,
Until you’ve dreamed of hell and felt flames,
Until you’ve remembered love, and felt her heart beat,
Or when you’ve cried so much you smelt rain,
Only then can you know of what I speak,
Until you’ve felt the failure on your heart,
Or the crippling effects of disgrace,
Until you’ve ran from the light, and embraced the dark,
Until you’ve given up and lost all faith,
Until you’ve painted pictures on your ceiling,
Until you’ve talked to yourself to calm your mind,
Only then can you know this feeling I am feeling,
For what I am feeling is the loss of time
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