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Patrick Nonnemacher Poem
It was the day you left
my world fell apart
lets go back to the day
before you walked away
you was going off about something
but I thought it was nothing
I told you i never kissed her
when will you ever learn
That it was never my fault (never my fault)
This isn't how i wanted it (its going wrong)
All grownup but cant take a hit (living a lie)
Loves not the only thing (hate is next)
But i could never sing (caught in a lie)
you never backed me up enough
you though it was a bluff.
I'm on this mountain, you and I.
This was you last goodbye
so now i'm sitting here
thinking of suicide (suicide lies within darkness)
Maybe I should die
you love was just a lie
now your gone like a suicide
deep inside where nasty putrescence resides
these razor blades are cold (like frostbite)
Dead on the floor;
So lifeless, so still, so sold
I drink this whiskey
Passing out again;
why don't u miss me (you never loved me)
you said that you loved me
I wasted my time;
cause you didn't as I see.
Sudden noises wake me up
i grab the whiskey and a cup
what happened to that day at the mall
i remember it all
i no its not just in my head
that day we first kissed
i was nervous and missed
yet your heart was calm (this whiskeys dry in my palm)
everything blew up in my palm
i just got back up
that day in the rain
i had everything to gain
but instead of being cool
i lost everything like a fool (I tripped over these stones)
So hard and hollow
My life is over
but this time i'm really sober
i grabbed the gun
i put it to my head, oh what fun
you ran through the door
i through it to the floor
i start freaking out
what is this all about
you said you was sorry
and that you was a fool ( you looked just like a kid)
I looked int you eyes
i said never say goodbye
you looked at me (the blood inside me poured)
I saw that it shall be
forever you and me
That's when i never say goodbye!
Name: Patrick Nonnemacher (this is the story of me and my girlfriend)
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The sick sadistic people that torture the kid
Thinking of thoughts to fascinating in sin
Hiding behind a stature of loneliness he hates
A time warp in his chest it elates
Swaying through time with no cause or mentality
He don't want to feel like a congenital abnormality
Piercing his mind with no anesthesia
Mind caught in the lake of amnesia
Grasping towards another minoral fate
Sometimes in this bygone world its too late
Suffering a wraith in his vivacious serenity
So sad and unaware with no amenity
This boy has suffered for a time of days
Like most diverse and beseeching in many ways
But tampered with is his lamp of time
Puppet strings in his head now a mime
The prescription of happiness is a lie
Bury the darkness as a maggot one day be a fly
This is the torture of a teen so young
Now no speech they take your tongue
Its over
Its over
Slit it in his own health
Slayed down for his enlightened death....
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It takes me away
felling sick of my own life, wondering if I should live or die
Swallowing pills down untill I'm done
Stand on this roof till the morning comes
I stand and simplify my hate, Suicide is my only fate
As I jump it takes me away, Flashbacks to the miserable days
then Darkness surrounds me like a lake, It was a dream now I awake
I scrounge for a new scenario to die, searching through my contagious mind
In my mind I must be dead, I cock the gun to my head
As I hesitate it takes me away, Flashbacks to the miserable days
then Darkness surrounds me like a lake, It was a dream now I awake
I pull the trigger on the gun, Blood bursts like a hot crimson sun
Now I can always say never, no more hurt or pain forever
As I lie here it takes me away, Flashbacks to the miserable days
then Darkness surrounds me like a lake, But this time I won't awake
As I drift it takes me away, Flashbacks to when I was awake
then Darkness surrounds me like a lake, It takes me away
It takes me away...
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Did you know the day you saw me
that we would be togther
Did you know that day we kissed
it would be forever
Did you know i was there for you
through the storm
Did you know that i would be
your savior from the pain no more
Through the last supper and last breath
Through the pain and frightful health
Old age and weary nights
Holding love through all the lights
We will be together
You and I forever
It is what we wished upon with that star
If our love shall ever part
The only cause will be one thing
The day we die a eulogy they sing
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Something inside me is yurning
lifleless breath i'm learning
bloody palms
the cold nights are calm
but heres my alibi!
but heres my alibi!
I fear her name..
I fear her name..
DEATH! DEATH!
I have come up with reason
not to go along with her words
so i put this down on paper
but so deep that nothings much safer
the great heroine of each
the pain grows inside me like a leach
she likes my pain
but i'm insane
how can it be so right
but all along so wrong
I fear her name..
I fear her name..
this is nothing but her game
her name is death
but i'm so cold
dead with no soul
she eats at my heart
with 30 seconds left to life
she's way to smart
she knows your name
she has my name
death is silence
its what i fear
for its the last name you'll hear
i have problems my dear
winter nights
she fears thes heights
she may be deaths kiss
and there's nothing to miss
her name is DEATH!
what is her game
bloodshed rain
so cold and in pain
i understand what this true pain is
waking up without a soul;
existing forever, but always alone
i know where sorrow is born
in icy depths of mans empty heart;
her spirit of love to tear apart
i see misery in every face
knowing no mercy, nor joy, nor peace;
only death can bring them ease
i hear loathing in every word
ever breath a burning pain;
lies, deciet, and wraths distane
i feel hat inside all mankind
rotting filth, disease decay;
in ther deffense, nothing to say
i taste the rotten flesh of skin
toxic putrescense, bitter and vile;
evil by nature, the mind of a child
i am the truth in all that you feel
my humanity stolen, compassion gone;
i am that which you know is wrong
i am in misery and darkness complete
knowing no other than that of my soul;
destined for solitude, i am always alone
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I have these monsters inside of my head
Taunting me saying one day I'll be dead
Laughing at my committed sins
The thoughts slither through my skin
Ripping apart the skin of my mind
Demons of our poor lost times
Smell of sulfur and burning death
In my dream i see my death
My soul seeping and leaking from the seams
Now hear my suppressing screams
Swallow all that deep down really hurts
Choking as i die it really works
Not only is a few who feels this way
Some of us die each and everyday
Lost words and so much pain
Beat by parents and left in the rain
We runaway or take pills
Yell and scream wish but it never heals
Its not that we take risky doors
We just cant deal with it anymore
So we cut to feel again
Then we drink and smoke to forget again
Some kill themselves because of pain
Its teens like us lost in the rain....
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We do what we believe to be right
Even when their is no need to fight
Endless taunting make us hard
Why do we even start
Times like these only getting dark
Living life seems much harder
Violent tempers rage through everyday
We push them all far away
We only want to pay our bill
Make sure our family eats every meal
We steal like we have no choice
They say we do but hear no voice
Is this how we want to live life?
Living behind the barrel or bloody knife?
But now we found our second chance
Our only chance to a future again
We all have our destined day
For our children to run, laugh, and play
There flowers bloom now again
To flourish in our only second chance...
Name: Patrick Nonnemacher
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