How great it feels like to be back,
Back to my country,
Back from where I was born,
Back from my homeland,
Where I was raised.
It feels like twenty years even though,
Its only 5 years.
Without seeing my homeland.
I’ve been dreaming about it,
Dreaming about coming to my country,
For so long!
Your Silenceis keeling me!
i don't understand why,
i would like to know what's on your mind,
when something happend, and all you do is ignore me.
i would prefer you talk to me,
even though words that come out of your mouth is like fire.
I know if you talk to me, you'll hurt me,
but there is a question that i would like to ask you.
Why do you shoose to stay silent?
We’ve been best friend for so long,
But now you decide to leave me,
I know you didn’t want to, but its destiny.
People used to say we will die together,
We always do everything together.
But look now you are gone forever.
You leave me with a pain, that cannot describe,
My eyes cannot stop watering; it’s like a River that never dries.
I want to be the strong girl that you want me to be.
But, it seems like every time I try to be strong,
Something is always in my way.
I want to be the perfect girlfriend that you ever had.
I want to be the one that you want,
Or the one that you’ve been dreaming about for a long time.
I want to be the perfect women for your,
Especially for your sister/brother.
I want to from your high school sweet-heart,
To your college lover, To your Fiancée,
The one that you want to be your children’s father/mother.
To be with you for the rest of your life,
But I have one question in my mind,
One question that I keep thinking about every day.
Do you want the same thing?
The same thing that I’m hopping for,?
Do you want the same thing that I want…?
Maybe I’m just dreaming about what I want,
Maybe it’s just a fantasy of mine…
I could stay young forever,
I could go around the world,
I wish I could,
Be loved every day.
The world could be a better place,
My life could be perfect,
I could re-wind life,
People would listen,
So then they could understand me more,
I could be free!
I had the power to stop the world from bad things.
When I don’t see you I feel lost
I feel so lost when you are gone.
Don’t you ever leave me
don’t you ever cheat on me
just love me.
As I gave you my heart
don’t you ever break it
because if you do
I will be cold like a cold water in a blizzard
I will be numb.
I will never love again,
I will just be cold and heartless.
Too many have hurt me in the past,
and I just let them get away with it.
Just love me forever.
If you hurt me,
I will just give up in love,
hold me tight, make me feel right.
Make me feel the happiness that I never felt before,
and last, love me like you’ve never loved before.
all I want for Christmas, is to be happy.
For the last 15 years I’ve pray god,
to give me the biggest laugh,
that I need in my life.
I’ve been smiling, so the world
would/could be satisfied.
I tried to smile, laugh,
try to please people.
But it still hurting inside,
because I’m not happy.
Sometimes in the days, you’ll
see me talking, smiling,
to people, because if I don’t,
they’ll have to ask “what’s wrong?”
Which is my biggest fear.
If I could have this wish for Christmas it will last me forever