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Barrett Allen Poem
In times of joy and in times of pain
words are the only elusive attempt at portrayal
Daunting Contraptions Contracted in a few fleshy pounds
hidden in a bloody swirling cesspool hiding in our skulls
Thoughtless explosions of verbiage fill the pages of
time & space in this place, feeble attempts at nothing
merely interjections of uselessness. We canter down
these halls of life opening doors & closing others,
doors hard to shut are better left open. To breath the
breath of life through these pounding heads of humanity.
Beating its burden of confusion & false hope straight to
the source ... producing order? What a concept in this place
as to say a controlled explosion our existence is
the oxymoron that is all. We live the days like
the pun of some joke that's been forgotten.
We soothe our souls with others expressions, broadcasting
feeling to the masses. Ideas thought for someone else
helpless sheep in this hillside pasture we're spinning on.
Songs of hope & joy inspire & drive others to the end. Confident
that more words will help in the future. Addicted to
others feelings & ideas to produce our own. Mindless bites
gurgle out real life for ratings while we all watch
ourselves and turn back to the box. The box should
falsify our existence but then the black emptiness that
has become our hard existence. Tired lonely
followers dancing till the end ....
Ah the end
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Lost?
Found.
Never has life's cruel temper dealt its deceiving hand as this day
Lost-found in a place, living know not.
Kinship friendship - words, verbiage to describe mortal bonds
While those of the soul grasp bonds endless and dimensionless
Youth is but a stage of dying
Time cruel to its very essence. Time blows through us all as our sight through glass
Its dark fingers paint our walls and carry us to our HOLMES
Its cruelty is its existence. Defining agony, depriving experience
Youth felt emotion lost through existence
Found youth soul existence beyond comprehension
Youth to us all? Youth has been lost but found where else
But where time confronts us all.
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Modern convenience
In nearly every room of our convenient lives we have vessels which facilitate our lack of permanence
Our trash cans make it easy to psychologically remove ourselves from that which we don't care for
To discard is bred in to our nature
We are inclined to depart from that which we are averse
We seek to depart our own existence readily and
embrace the temporary realities given to us
Yes each room does remove reality with very little effort indeed
Each untidy detail hidden and unmanageable just goes away and our minds our taken,
numbed, and subjugated to the whims of those who know…they know our masses
yearn for more when we know not why…we pay homage to the 70" alter day in and out
The prophesy of purchasing power dictated and fed through waves of familiar escape
Watch the disconnected relatable protagonist lay waste to self and loved ones before
your delivery dinner gets cold…then
Find their way back with the mirror of every-man that imparts the pseudo internalization
of realizing the struggle of network dispensation from behind a TV dinner…
night after night'
Then the day comes…when realization and identity is replaced by relate-ability
and internalization…some irrational emotional lobotomy that causes the very light of
our core to dim and seem only to brighten in the false light of promised
escape and inclusion…from 8:00 – 9:00 every Thursday on your favorite network…
be sure to tune in…
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Moving up over through
Into
All I've known is felt through the end
Never a beginning always ending
Falter as I may, myself I hold - alone in company
Tress in to limestone pillars of my great hall
Great as the Norse and proud as well
Threads of time woven with clumsy hands led by blind eyes
Thus is the expanse of the web of life The Great Existence
Not where but it's the being that is. Is what I am and
What we are
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Your sweet breath escapes you and engulfs my soul
Through words spoken as though from some celestial being
Warm emotion floods me, floods my very fibrous core
Love I feel is not a mere four letter
Word that reluctantly man takes for granted, but more a
Monument to the jubilous fire you set my soul alight with
Speak, I cannot, the true magnitude of shear bliss
Endured by my mortal flesh. With the slightest brush
Of your angelic fingers. None can know or fathom
what true insurmountable beauty lies within
green fields of yet discovered highland plains laden with
flowers and sweet honey aroma blows within. Feeble
in my attempts to profess my own meek emotions
turmoil of my own past colliding with the yet to be. I destroy
myself knowing such turmoil I cause in an entity
none like yourself. Meager apology and material possessions
offer no hint of emotion of love and remorse contained
My, love, our love, will endure of that much I am sure. Open my mind
My only wish, to show you things I need you to see. I have known
No strength such as yours you take for granted. Times as this
I've never known but with you only would I have it to spend. Forget
Not the who I was, the who I am, and the who I will be.
My love, our love will endure of that much I am sure
Monotony & Mundane remain the same
caught in this slippery pretty net
we're all falling in and around our own whirlpools
our upward spiral climbs too high - the higher up the further down
Fly the same play the same one with the other
floating always floating
This sea we've created weaved in the merciless
fabric of the time we all flock to certain death
holding the hands of our clocks & wondering why
our own bleed. double edged is the face of
a sundial. With each shadow flicker anguish &
joy death & life exist permanently & are lost forgotten
by time held by life lost by eternity.
Let's all rally hand in hand while the band
plays on
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It must be asked how we ended up here.
For this place is perilous and wondrous and necessary.
Who has brought us here?
Our own self deliverance?
Our own self loathing?
Perhaps
But I believe our way out is still the way in
Subjugation?
Perhaps
"How" is the only justification
The only "reason"
The only "why"
This "how" embodies the soul.
Remember the soul?
This "how" embodies the very essence of all
For it is my belief that this "how" embraces the necessary as well as the unnecessary
I embrace the me that should be cast away.
I have held (cradled) the part of me that does me harm and promises the false….
No more
I lovingly hold that part dear and let it fade.
It must be and it shall.
I must be more
but no more than that.
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Again I am here.
Here to answer for all
Here to rectify and atone
My life and yours seem burdensome
Beyond the scope of acceptance
But somehow undeniably less than acceptable
I beg you to find your toes in these shadows
Know yourselves amongst the dead!
The thought is unbearable… and laughable
For those that know.... the dead speak not
Their dark places and hidden spaces are not privy to this realm
We hide ourselves in subjugation to clear drink and family but…
Those that know behave as such...
...Believe in the life hereafter…
Because those who are hereafter
must believe despite it
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Until the end, I fight
I fight until the light is no more
and the perilous night does begin
& when my day is gone & future masked
I climb my mountain with head hanging low
Low for now, I killed and desecrated all held sacred
Slain the last foe & as the day breaks again
I gaze at fields of red fury
Fury misunderstood all dead to understand
Mountains ahead and behind, in this valley of
Presence. Engulfed by injustice and punished
In personal strife, I cry,
not out but in I cry to hear
inside, inside where I've tried to hide
and defend on this field of red
with no more to hide & more to
hide from. I perch on this mountain I've made
& expose myself to all, with none to tell
I'm free, lost to live, lost to die
Never to love, never to fly. Only wallow for
It turns to night and shadows comfort me my friends
Till the end
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Resting my eyes i sat a while
lids locked. muscles sliding to rest
toes & feet washed rough on stony traverse
boil to a constant roll...burning breath in exhausted lungs
tome creaks by & calm trickles
eroding the barren skin
turning the serene oasis
light gently slices away
falling softly piece by piece
to the empty ground beneath my feet
lull to the dead beat stand still
the fast tempo kinetic air inside
pounding life force
choking for a sideways glance unattended
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Living today in the wake of yesterdays yesteryears,
following the footsteps not walked for a while.
Finding hope in the pages of time unwritten fearful
that hope is all for nothing
Offended by all of the offenders that crowd my sullen day
All along the way I know in advance
that the way I've lived most is
the last way to live,
knowing the way is hard to find when the
days amount to nothing. Production slows
as the motion becomes all to apparent,
apparently just going through the motions.
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