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Jillian Veitenheimer Poem
From the sky it falls
As do many others
Where will it land?
Only calculated formulas can tell
As it is suspended
And hurled down
It is confined and alone
Not bound to another
Some will land in an ocean
Others lakes, ponds, creeks, puddles
Even into earth beneath the trees
Left to find another source similar
A journey short for some
And tedious and suffocating for others
To be hurled into acceptance
Or to travel until it is found
When we splatter from above
And bind with another
What will you wish fo
An ocean of options
Or a rainforest floor
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Burn upon my heart
Your words of venom
Lash upon my soul
Your thoughts of ice
Stab upon my mind
Your emotions of chaos
My pen flows from chaos
Controlled ink of the heart
My parchment sliced from my mind
Untouchable by mortal venom
My warmth to thaw your ice
Thick and bound to your soul
Yet my soul
Consumed in all chaos
Not a hint of ice
In any corner of my heart
Veins flow free from venom
Unleashing the will of my mind
Unbreakable is my mind
Beauty is my soul
Unchanged by your venom
Grace in the chaos
Which surrounds my heart
Guarding from you ice
My hate for your ice
May sometimes blind my mind
Your bitter heart
Your empty soul
Crashing in chaos
And dripping in venom
How you drown in venom
How you suffocate in ice
Swallowed whole in chaos
Darkness engulfed mind
Blindness endangered soul
And emptiness in place of you heart
My words of chaos, flowing from my soul
Untouched by your venom, and lonely heart
They will melt the ice, which controls your mind
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Head rested upon the pane
Eyes watching the drops
Smacking upon the glass
How they slide down
As if caressing
Yet mirrored is the image
Upon my face
Where are you?
My body rests upon the bench
Eyes gaze at stars
Bright upon the dark sky
How they shimmer above
As if trying to find the other
Mirrored is their loss
Upon my being
Where are you?
My fingers rest upon the ivory
Eyes reading the music
Beauty upon silence
How the notes sound
As if reaching out
Mirrored is their need
Upon my heart
Where are you?
My soul rests upon time
Eyes searching for you
Pressing upon your soul
How the hope brews
As if I remember
Mirrored memories of dreams
Upon my soul remains the imprint
Who are you?
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All I hear
All I see
Is not meant for me
All I want
All I know
Is I cannot let you go
Driving forward
Moving back
Only one thing that I lack
Hope is clinging
Holding tight
I wish you were here tonight
Dry my eyes
Hide the pain
Overwhelming to contain
For all I hear
All I see
Is not meant for me
All I want
All I know
Is I cannot let you go
Memories set
Heart is bound
Now all must be drowned
Keep your distance
When so near
No emotions can appear
Burning love
Hidden flame
Love is such an evil game
All I hear
All I see
Is so perfect for me
All I want
All I know
Is how it’s meant to go
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Can you comprehend the surveillance?
Recognize the Cyclopean that is manipulation
Suffer as fingertips osculate the doll
Your existence in cadence with its animation
Answers painted upon the walls of elucidation
Yet enveloped within a sadistic façade
If only mortification was your apparatus
Feasible would be your liberation
To fracture your damnation of kismet
Your oblivious disposition maintains insurance
Of my authentic ipseity concealment
Penetration of veracity remains abeyant
You confine my chassis to a line
An unhindered, forward faced, entity
Blasphemy, impudence, and your curse
Liquescent, manumitted, and your marquis
Flashbacks of lifetimes past, occurred moments ago
Destiny of a soul, iota of my jest
Your obstinate and averse species
Enslaved to stigmas of my amusement
My merited eponyms you endow to others
Fate, karma, spirit, soul mate, life and death
All components, all puppets in my phenomenon
For I am the Master Puppeteer, I am Time
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FYI: I justed wanted to try some onomatopoeia, my first time really using it.
Thump thump thump
My feet upon the stone
Ba-boom Ba-boom Ba-boom
My heart as I run
Clank clank clank
Enemy armor upon the stone
Huff huff huff
Enemy breathing as they run
Shing!
My blade unsheathed
Clash!
Goes our swords
Thud
Falls his head
Thump thump thump
My feet upon the stone
Ba-boom ba-boom ba-boom
My heart as I run
Squeal
Goes the princess
Smooch
Upon my cheek
Da da dun da da dun da da dun
Goes the end credits
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In the womb
A baby grows
Listening to her mother’s voice
Soothing her
She smiles and moves
Little does she know
What her future holds
The day arrives
She is born
Wrapped tight and cradled by her mother
Looking up at her mother
Who wears an exhausted smile
The baby is comforted
Little does she know,
What her future holds
As she grows
Her mother tends to her
Feeding, changing, rocking, singing
All out of love for her little girl
The baby coos and cries
Little does she know,
What her future holds
Some years pass
The daughter falls and skins a knee
The mother is there
With a kiss and band-aid
And all is okay
Little does she know
What her future holds
Soon its time for school
The daughter cries
Not wanting her mother to leave
Finger-paints, songs, the alphabet, counting
Her mother hangs all on the fridge, proud
Little does she know,
What her future holds
Before long she is a teenager
Her life epically changing
High school drama, boys, grades, clubs
Barely does she see her mother
Who raised and loved her so
Little does she know
What her future holds
The day comes to kiss good-bye
Tears streaking mother and daughter faces
An adult now the daughter struggles
Missing her mother, wishing she were there
Calling everyday and regretting earlier years
Little does she know,
What her future holds
Little does she know,
That as she grew,
She grew apart from her mother,
Little does she know,
That still and no matter what
Her mother will always love her
Little does she know,
That as she ages
She will always need her mother
Little does she know,
How much her mother truly did
How much her mother truly loves her
Little does she know,
She will one day wish
She were exactly like her mother
Strong, loving, guiding
Little does she know,
What her future holds
What her purpose in life is
But as long as she can be like her mother
She knows life will okay
That she will succeed.
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A sweet grain
Softly tasted upon my life
Turned over in my body
To enhance, increase, its longevity
Beginning to dissolve
Wishing it’d stay
Slowly gone
A small taste lingers
Moments pass
The memory of deliciousness escapes
A craving formulates
A need, a want, an essential
This time it’s different
One grain is not enough
A more fulfilling amount is needed
To sate my hunger
An addiction forms
Repeated actions and results
Until the resource disappears
In the end rehabilitation
Relapse shifts life
The bliss outweighs consequences
Its flavor engulfs me
Unable to escape this love
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Do you hear the horn of the train?
And the pitter patter of rain?
Listen close do you hear a sound?
Only silence, will she be found?
Who is fragile, who is of strength
How can one know another’s length?
Blind to the mask which hides her tears
Binding her to demons and fears
A fake light remains as she falls
Even while her broken heart stalls
Darkness commences in her soul
Blood loss spirals out of control
What an alluring crimson paint
Overworked artist starts to faint
Do you hear the horn of the train?
And the pitter patter of rain?
Listen close do you hear a sound?
Only silence, will she be found?
Why do some dance falsely with death?
Unable to force their last breath
Her unspoken words of pureness
Soaked deeply in her loneliness
The jagged line of her escape
Leaves the unsuspecting agape
Drawn up on the median vein
Just a few more moments of pain
Eyes flutter and seconds pass
Then gently falls the broken glass
Do you hear the horn of the train?
And the pitter patter of rain?
Listen close do you hear a sound?
Only silence, will she be found?
Then gently falls the broken glass
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Our inner demon,
Which binds us to life.
Caressing our mentality,
And blinding our senses,
Rebuiliding after destruction,
Light in the dark,
A hand held,
A life saved.
As it grows,
We become weak,
Oblivious,
And illogical.
It drains our negativity,
To the point of idiocacy,
Its sweet kiss,
An addiction of our mortality,
Gently laying us down,
In the nest of wish.
It covers up the murder scene,
And dumps the body of truth,
Deep in the sea of forgetfulness.
We crave its touch,
Let it rape our thoughts.
Letting it seep the entirety of our soul,
Possessing our freedom.
It is our inner demon,
Which binds us so tightly to life.
Lose it,
Lose life,
It is our inner demon,
Which binds us forever to life,
It is our key essence,
Our secret to living.
It is our inner demon,
Which binds us to life,
It is our moral weakness.
It is the demon,
Hope.
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