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Lashea Howard Poem
you dont always know what a person is hiding inside
if only you knew the things i hide
like that fact that i was rapped at the age of five
or that i have no self-respect or no pride
people like you are so quick to judge
people like me who has had it rough
but i dont blame you i blame me
because i believe the stupid thing you say about me
the way you make them seem so true how could i not agree with you
i hate to say it but i used to want to be just like you
cracking all the jokes and passing them around like notes
i always wanted the posy that you have behind you
adding ther commets trying to be just like you
but you know what they cant and neither can i
because your just a selfish witch and i wish you would die
or better yet how about me, then it will all start making since you see
you and your friends bullied me and i couldnt take it anymore
so i minused my self from the scene
just for you will know this is what happens when you be mean
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Lashea Howard Poem
you left me laying in the cold
was it my fault why you had to go
please tell me soon you will be coming back stay
because i can not take another day
without your touch or the smell of your cologne
call me insane but i just cant move on
was it because i was talking to a man
baby i promise he was just a friend
if thats what it is baby i take the balme
anything just to get you home again
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Lashea Howard Poem
here i am hiding again
behind this mask that i live in
but its just a display
so that people wont ask
whats the matter or
why you look so sad
theres so many answers
to that one little question
if only these people was inside my head
then they would know why i want to be dead
not because life has gotten to rough
or because the people are getting to tough
its because i dont know what else to do
and id rather die then sit around looking like a fool
oh but thats the side i have to hide
sheld away and pretend to have some pride
even though life is killing me with every stride
so i place on that mask everyday
until i get home and i sit and cry
only wishing some how i could just die
but i cant show this side of me
because they would want to lock me away
and throw away the key
so instead i wear this mask
to hide all the things i feel inside
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Lashea Howard Poem
Im not your walk in closet you cant just use me
all my life i had people abuse me
but not you please say its not true
all the things they say about you
deep down in my heart i know that
you want me just as much as i want you
somethings are better left unsaid yes this is true
but let me tell you one thing boo
yes i am madly in love with you
and would never want to leave you
but if the things they say about you are true
then i guess im going to do without you
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the day drifted away
as i sit here and sufocate
on the tears screaming to be freed
i just dont understand
how could you do this to me
just let me go,let me be
i sat around and i believed in you
i beileived in us
i guess thats what made me a fool
but but now that the truth is finaly out
i stand here waithing for my knees to give out
why would you do this to me
is it because you see right threw me
right to my soul
where once was a heart of gold
but is now a cold stone
never again will i love the same
and all i have is you to blame
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