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Cristy Quinn Poem
Don’t believe what you may see
for your eyes they do deceive thee
everything they say
poisoned with half truths and lies
only rumors to stifle our way
I couldn’t have done those things
none of that was real
just horrible awful dreams
there was no color
only lack of light
that could not have been me that night
It wasn’t like I had a choice
no not even my own voice
I wasn’t in control
the darkness took me over
trapped me in a room so cold
then it locked the door
You just don’t understand
the shadows they sometimes need me
their call I can’t defy
they whisper what I need to do
to them I must comply
it’s not me, its them to blame
the blood is on their hands
Know the beating of my heart's what’s real
it’s the only thing that is
beats each beat for the love I feel
together it says, forever it says
always, you are mine
I’d protect you with my last breath
put it all out on the line
I never would have hurt you
that’s the one thing I wouldn’t do
It wasn’t me, it couldn’t be
it’s not my fault, I have no guilt
this burden it won’t be mine
the devil made me do it
it was to him I built my shrine
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Abandoned and forgotten
left to rust
no longer valued
no longer cherished
not much to look at
well, not anymore
just a bunch of old nuts and bolts
piled up on the floor
Once so full of life
a true sight to be seen
oh… such strength, such power
all polished and gleaming
Intelligence unmatched
I filled them with pride
from entertainment to security
I was there to provide
Paid the bills, did their taxes
walked the dog, washed the cars
I could calculate the distance
from here on earth to mars
School work and parties
played games, performed plays
full of laughter and fun
oh…those were the days
But nothing last forever
or so that’s what they say
nothing but maybe memories
and even they will eventually fade
So as the minutes turned to months
then on to years
it all seemed so fast
like the spinning of gears
Seasons changed
as time too quickly ticked by
my family they grew older
and then eventually all died
moving on to a place
I’m never to follow
not just buried in the ground
but somewhere more hallowed
And here I am left
all by myself, completely alone
in a quiet too quiet
as darkness descends
no one around to wind me
power wound down long ago
here I sit and stare blankly
with not a soul…not a sound
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I took a walk in the city
watched the people that I passed.
Took a real good look
then started to do the math.
Not many paid the time
to give a smile or even a nod.
Barreling right through my path
chins tucked down, ears plugged in
barely stepping to the side.
How is it we’ve become so disconnected
from our fellow man...
plugged in
turned on
zoned in
turned up
tuned out
Too bothered with our devices…
checking in
chatting up
updating our pages
Distracted from the world around us.
I pondered all of this as I went
the lack of courtesy of years gone by.
Realizing how accustom we’ve become
with just civility, even on that you can’t rely.
When now a simple please or thank you
has become a rare affair.
So as I walked the sun got higher
the morning streets filled up.
And a woman caught my eye
with large boxes piled high.
I could see she only managed just
so I did a quick check round.
There were plenty men to spare
But not a single one offered aid
not a helping hand was found.
None could bother to be delayed
as they continued on their way.
Gone the days of curtsy
a tip of the hat is just not that
of something you still see.
Chivalry is dead they say
and I’m starting to believe.
The manners that once were
are gone and never to be seen.
That what started as a silly game
a way to pass the time.
Quickly turned my day a sour,
damaging my confidence
in that of our mankind.
I decide to treat myself
before heading home.
A little coffee pick me up
is sure to get me feeling fine.
As I reached for the door
there’s a hand that brushes mine.
Looking up I see a handsome guy
with a flash of smile in his eye.
“After you!” he says
and gestures to go ahead.
I thank the man, somewhat stunned
and make my way on by.
Warm with its creamy taste
I savor my hot treat.
And think maybe, just maybe
death has yet to come
to common decency.
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Can you feel them itching
Songs begging to get out
Can see his fingers twitching
Just moving all about
there’s music in him
for that, there is no doubt
rhythm and words just bursting to escape
laughter and the sadness
all his love and eternal heartbreak
so much to write about
it’s way too big to contain
emotions taking over
like colors on display
Can you feel them itching
Songs begging to get out
Can see his fingers twitching
Just moving all about
sending all his wheels a spinning
manic energy takes control
it's creating something magical
as he lets his many talents flow
all the pain and anguish
they paint the pages with his tears
with talk of love and betrayal
of intensity in loss and fears
his depth of hurt, it’ll gut you
bleed you at your core
it’s a wonder he’s still standing
how is it he could take much more
Can you feel them itching
Songs begging to get out
Can see his fingers twitching
Just moving all about
outside his art, you wouldn’t know it
just how his internal scars cry out
but take a look in those clear blue eyes
you’ll find the wisdom and the wear
of one whose lived a consuming life
and known the meaning of despair
been taken to the brink and more
then left just hanging there
had his heart ripped from his chest
leaving his soul stripped bare
Can you feel them itching
Songs begging to get out
Can see his fingers twitching
Just moving all about
but this boy, this guy, this man
is made of more than all that
that of which would do it’s best
to destroy him from the inside out
no this clever one, he won’t be taken down lightly
no, not without a fight he…
he’ll take all the turmoil and the woe
he’ll make the very most of it
use it for his craft, the sadness oh so sad
he twist it into beauty, bends it to his will
and when he’s done and last poems been sung
the tears, your eyes are now filled
for his pain has transformed to such of strength
and beauty, that never can be killed
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Hey Chemical Girl
what’s it like in your world
living in a chemical dream
all creative and manipulating
Hey Chemical Girl
do you feel anything
with your head in the clouds
poison running through your veins
Hey Chemical Girl
whatcha gonna do tomorrow
when today’s been put to bed
with reality clear in your head
Hey Chemical Girl
do you know life is more then this
you’ve got so much more to give
a real future you could live
Hey Chemical Girl
can’t keep going on this way
just a zombie of modern day
dead walking darkness till dawn
Hey Chemical Girl
your running out of time
watching you slip in front of me
see you dying in your chemical dream
Hey Chemical Girl
ground your feet back on the dirt
I know that you’ve been hurt
but there is a better way
Hey Chemical Girl
can you hear me calling your name
is there any of you left to save
a trace that’s still awake
Hey Chemical Girl
lost in your chemical dreams
will you beat the devil in your veins
or will this be how you end your days
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Damage is done
Blames all your own
I lived for you only
not that you cared
not that you knew
Like a smile from an angel
Looking right through me
What I’d give for your notice
just a catch of your eye
Hours turn to days, as minutes tick by
Still you’re looking, looking right through
All that I am is meant just for you
How is it you cannot see me
I’m right here, right in front of you
It’s killing me
But its killing you too
Damage is done
Blames all your own
I lived for you only
not that you cared
not that you knew
Hallowed out, I refuse to die alone
Even the emptiness is gone
Left on the edge
just waiting for a push
Running out of patience
Breath comes heavy
Still there is nothing
Again you look right though me
Why can’t you see
It’s killing me
But it’s killing you too
Damage is done
Blames all your own
I lived for you only
Not that you cared
Not that you knew
Can’t go on like this no longer
Just existing in shadow
Don’t walk through me again
Don’t, don’t you dare
Bun halo, burn
I’m taking you down
All we could have been
You just wouldn’t see
All the love for you, living in me
Damage is done
Blames all your own
I lived for you only
Not that you cared
Not that you knew
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Pregnant Moon rising, high in a vast ink of black
Tighten then bend, makes a curve of the back
Blood boiling hot, under flush skin
Bones melt, twist and burn within
Humanity slips, sharpen up my teeth
As the darkness builds up from beneath
A cry in the night, brings creature anew
Better watch out, I’m gonna make a meal out of you
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Searching in your eyes
Looking for something
Already knowing nothing’s there
Watched the flames lick everything way
Leaving you empty
You’re barely alive
Symptoms may have gone
But the disease, it still remains
I welcomed in the nightmare
Gave up myself in darkness
This path, It’s the one I chose to take
For that I am to blame
Saturate
Saturate
I lost my halo long ago
Bathing in shadows
Just another lie
I made you believe
I’d never leave you
You made me believe
You had something left for me
Broke all the plans we made
Just threw it all away
Made more than my share of mistakes
But your truths were even more fake
I hear your voice inside my head
I wanna wake up, wanna be free
Can’t tame the flames eating through me
Just another lesson burned
One more love letter doused in hate
Saturate
Saturate
It’s like you always say, nothing is forever
Well I’m over you and your hold on me
Nothing left for me to give
Everything’s been said
Let the streets run red with my regrets
I welcomed in the nightmare
Gave up myself in darkness
This path, It’s the one I chose to take
For that I am to blame
Saturate
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storm clouds gather
in the gray of your eyes
clearly I see the rage in you rise
my heart starts to pound
at my imminent demise
knowing what’s coming
the feeling, it’s numbing
your hatred is clear
even through the blur of my tears
but I’ll weather this storm
a routine that’s become our norm
the bruises I’ll hide
to no one will I confide
for fear of being alone
scarier than any violence you’ve shown
because this too shall pass
only a few moments will it last
you’re always sorry, so very sorry
holding me in your arms crying
I know that you’re trying
my tears become yours
forgiveness your eye implores
I should not have pushed you so
knowing where the argument would go
you tell me you love me
so gentle you can be
so tender your touch
next time I’ll remember
not to push so much
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Games have all been played
Come out of hiding
No more chasing after
Don’t following the leader
It’s easy to find what’s fun
Harder to find what’s right
Caught up in your laughter
So cleverly projected
Projected over screams
Million smiles shine so bright
But never touched your eyes
Strip everything away
If that’s what it takes
I won’t let you fall
Won’t let you break
You think you’re living it up
But you’re just falling from grace
Will these games ever end
Or have I lost my friend
It’s easy to find what’s fun
Harder to find what’s right
Caught up in your laughter
So cleverly projected
Projected over screams
It’s like time is standing still
Without will, frozen in place
So sick of feeling helpless
Dreaming in black and grays
The clouds are over our head
Only rubble beneath our feet
Refection in the mirror telling lies
You weren’t ever alone
You were never on your own
Said all I’ve had to say
You’re no longer here anyway
Take a little piece of me with you
When you wake into eternity
Now I'm left behind in this world
The silence is deafening, deafening
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