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Rene Dixon Poem
How did you let it get this far?
Putting the needle in your arm,
is leaving a million scars.
Watching you slowly kill yourself,
is a pain I cannot bare.
Looking into your eyes,
there is nothing but an empty stare.
I love you more than words can say.
I wish you would take my hand,
so I can help you...
Show you the way.
I don't like the person that you have become,
You live in a world of darkness,
blocking out the sun.
You don't see the pain that you have caused,
not only me...
But the pain you have caused the whole family.
Why did you let things get this bad?
Was it out of hurt, anger, or were you really sad?
I want my brother back,
the devil took you away,
and now you aren't around for us to play.
The tears fall endlessly,
So please stop...
Open your eyes so you can see,
support is all around you,
And our love is still here too.
Copyright © Rene Dixon | Year Posted 2011
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I don't think you will ever fully understand
how you've touched my life,
and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know
just how truely special you are,
that even on the darkest nights,
you are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true,
or how you've opened my heart to love
and the wonders it can do!
You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find,
unconditional love that exists in my...
Body, Soul, and Mind!
I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give,
and i'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live!
You are an amazing person,
and without you I don't know where i'd be,
having you in my life completes,
and fulfills every part of me!
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When the memories are gone what is left?
The pain in my heart?
The hurt in my chest?
How long will it linger?
Hover above like a cloud,
I never wanted to be a disappointment,
I just wanted them to be proud.
I've let them down in so many ways,
my mind has grown dark,
like the darkness in a cave.
Will the light ever shine through?
Only God knows what I will do!
The smile on my face is not true,
the water that falls,
falls so blue.
Not knowing which way to turn,
the scars upon me will always burn.
I just want to make my wrongs right,
out of mind...out of sight.
The wounds on the outside don't compare to the one's that no one see's,
they would bring the average person to their knees.
How i've survived...only God knows why!
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I never thought you would walk back into my life...
What a surprise when I saw your name,
How can I turn back to the pain?
I sit and wonder will it be the same?
So much time has passed,
and I have to ask...
"You being in love with me,
is it because I was the only one left?"
Will we ever truely be,
the happy ever after that I want to believe?
I scream for you to hear my cries,
As I keep silent my heart slowly dies.
I stumble to find the right words to say,
hoping I don't fall or get lost along the way,
letting you know...
I need you here...
I'm wanting you to stay.........
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Will you walk with me today?
Will you hold my hand?
I want to tell you a story...
A story of a girl whose heart was broken
and never repaired.
The one who broke it left without warning,
he didn't care.
Her first true love she would see in time,
would rip her heart out,
and put her emotions in a bind.
He lied and he cheated,
He cheated and he lied,
for whatever reason he always made her cry.
Even through her tears,
she was always around,
when he came back she thought...
maybe this time love for her was something he had found.
She knew in her heart he was lost and scared,
so leaving him she just couldn't bare.
She held onto the love she had for him,
praying it would be enough,
but the hurt she felt in her heart,
she wasn't able to trust.
Not wanting to love him anymore,
wanting to let go of a love she has held onto for so long.
Would the love just disappear?
Would it all of a sudden be gone?
As she started to let go...she smiled,
had a sigh of relief,
because meeting him has made her believe.
Her heart has healed,
and she can move on to someone who is pure at heart and true.
She is falling in love all over again,
with a man....and that man is you!
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So many scars lay upon me...
The scars no one will ever see.
They are mine to keep.
Wondering how long they will linger,
will it be forever,
or just go away with the snap of my finger?
The void I feel won't seem to fade.
It cuts through my heart,
like a dull blade.
Bleeding from the inside out,
my screams aren't heard,
I need to be released,
my happiness is only a tease,
letting go...every inch of you,
to keep my sanity...
it's something I must do,
even when my cries are so blue.
Looking to the heavens for advice,
some clearance to help me heal,
the hurt in my chest I can't bare to feel,
You took my love and my heart...what a steal!
All the lies and deception...
I should have known,
You were the dog...and me the bone.
Will my broken soul ever be the same?
Or will my world constantly be filled with flooded rain?
When the drops fall,
my heart and soul will they remain in a cage,
or will happiness come with the turn of a page?
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The dark clouds roll in,
the rain falls,
Falls hard...
Crashing,
pertruding in my skin,
Will it ever go away?
Or hang around for awhile?
I turn to run,
running fast....
Stop-
I turn back and face it.
Fearing the rain and the clouds,
will engulf me.
I stand there,
staring...wondering,
Will the light ever reappear?
Or will I get wrapped up by the darkness?
Disappear...vanish?
Do I beat the wrath that has forsaken me?
Patience-
Wait and see.....!
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Pushing hard to pursue my dream,
Wanting...to be strong,
Needing...to be whole,
Incomplete?
Where are the missing pieces?
Floating along...lost somewhere.
The lonliness: there...
The sadness: there...
The hunger: there...
You can't see them...you can't dare!
Accomplishments:
two of the best;
the perfect creations,
I was truely blessed!
Joyfulness: there...
Happiness: there...
love eternally: there...
When I look into their blue eyes,
I see how much they care.
Blindness in one direction,
perfectly clear in the other.
The blindness will fade because...
I see my mother in me!
Strong minded I may be,
My pride...sometimes,
seems to overwhelm me because...
I see my father in me!
Holding on by two miracles,
Holding on by two saints,
sometimes there is sadness
that will one day vanish!
With everything else I have in my life....
No complaints!
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