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Best Poems Written by Mckinley Smith

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Whats Wrong With Me

I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO BREAK DOWN

WITHOUT EVEN A WORD OR SOUND

THIS LIFE I LIVE THE TEARS IN WHICH I DROWN

IN THE PAST IT IS TEARING ME DOWN, AND STILL IN 2011 IT IS TEARING ME DOWN

I FEEL SO WORTHLESS, I FEEL PAIN AND SAD

I CAUSED ALL THIS SADNESS, BECAUSE I MADE PEOPLE MAD

AT TIMES IM ALWAYS A LOSER AND KEEP GETTING USED

WHENEVER I GAIN NEW FRIENDS OR HELP THE ONES I CARE 4 I GET SCREWED.

AT TIMES FEAR IS SINKING IN

AND WHEN IM ALONE I FEEL HEAVY RAIN AND COLD MIST RACING THROUGH MY SKIN

WHATS WORSE MEMORIES ARE MISSING

AND MOST OF THEM ARE FADING

SOMEHOW IT MY FAULT BECAUSE I DONT LOVE MYSELF

AND I AGREE IT IS BECAUSE IN REALITY I HATE MYSELF

SO MANY THINGS HAPPEN TO ME AND MOST ARE TO PAINFUL TO EXPLAIN

AND IT KEEPS COMING LIKE A GIANT CLOTHES STAIN.

WHY DO I FEEL SO HAPPY, CHEERY, AND HYPE UP MOOD WHEN I GO OUT

BUT WHEN I GO HOME I FEEL SO MESS UP AND I CANT EVEN SHOUT

I CANT FIGURE OUT WHAT THE PROBLEM IT LIKE I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO I AM

AM I A WINNER OR A LOSER, A PERSON OR A SHADOW, OR AM I REAL OR A SHAM

SOMETIMES I CAN NEVER HAVE PEACE

WHENEVER I WANT IT SO BADLY IT SLIPPED AWAY LIKE GREASE

IT TRUE I HAVE FRIENDS BUT AT TIMES IDK WHO TO TRUST ANYMORE

BECAUSE WHENEVER I CARE 4 SOMEONE IT BACKSTAB ME RIGHT TO THE CORE

AT TIMES I AM A VILLIAN AND AT TIMES IM A HERO

AND MOST OF TIME IDK WHAT I AM SO MOST LIKELY IM A ZERO

WHAT IS GOING ON WITH MY HEAD YOU SAY WHO KNOWS EVEN I DONT KNOW

BUT IT SAD BECAUSE MY LIFE IS A BORING SHOW.

IN THE END IT KINDA FUNNY CAUSE I FEEL LIKE I DONT HAVE A HEART

OH WELL MY HEART IS ALREADY BROKEN SO IT TO LATE IT GOT KILLED BY A SHARD.

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Loneliness

My life is an ocean of tears and i cant think

Big fears all around me and im about to sink.

Im losing everything including my light.

All i see is intensive darkness of a cold night.

And none of my friends are in sight.

All i feel is pure loneliness which no one can fight.

My shaking hands showing me that im not dead.

But im caught in the emptiness of my head.

THERES NOTHING I GOT (X6)

Why am I in so much pain?

Plus always stayin in heavy rain.

Why do i scream SOS?

When nobody is hear in order to relief me of my pain and stress.

The void is killing me slowly until my weep.

Gets me to fall into ETERNAL SLEEP.

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My Final Show

YOU GUYS SAY YOU NO EVERYTHING ABOUT ME

IF YOU DO GO AHEAD WALK INTO MY PAIN AND MYSTERY

YOU WONT KNOW A DAMN THING OF WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH AND YOU THINK 
IM LYING

I WISH I WAS DEAD SO I WONT FEEL LIKE I'M DYING.

SOME OF YALL SAY IM BEING TO DRAMATIC WELL I AM ARE YOU SATISFIES

I'VE BEEN WAITING TO WRITE THIS POEM FOR A LONG TIME AND ILL NEVER BE 
SATISFIED

I MOVE ON FROM MY NIGHTMARES AND FACE MY DEMONS IN THE EYE

EVERY TIME I DEFEAT THEM THEIR VOICE SEEM TO HAUNT MY SOUL, BODY, MIND, 
AND I CRY

YALL SEE ME AS A KIND, GENTLE, UNSELFISH, FUN, LOVEABLE PERSON OUTSIDE

BUT IF YOU THINK YOU NO ME LOOK AT ME ON THE INSIDE

ON THIS DAY I SEE CLEARLY THAT MY NIGHTMARES HAVE COME TO LIFE

IM IN A SAD, LONELY, BITTER PLACE BUT IT TIME TO LEAVE EVERYONE AND 
EVERYTHING BEHIND LIKE A SHARP EMPTY KNIFE

I HAVE NOTHING BUT BROKEN DREAMS AND SAD LIVES

SOON IN 2012 IM GOING TO LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK CAUSE MY LIFE IS A 
WOUNDED HAWK AND SLOWLY IT DIES.

I TRY TO PLAN STUFF BUT THEY END IN DISASTER

LIKE A PERSON EATING A GIANT MALLOWBLASTER

SOMETIMES GOODBYE THE ONLY WAY

BECAUSE IN THE END YALL BE HAPPY WITHOUT ME BEING THERE ANYWAY

SO ON THIS DAY SOME YALL GO BE SAD, CRY OR FROWN

NOW IM GOING TO BEGIN THIS DEPARTURE COUNTDOWN

THIS IS THE COUNTDOWN OF MY DEPARTURE IN THE END

YALL ARE MY CLOSEST FRIENDS

ILL NEVER HAVE LOVE, PEACE, PROSPERITY AGAIN

CAUSE I GET DUMP, BROKEN, N BETRAYED IN THE END

AND THESE WORDS HURT ME SO BAD WHEN I SAY THIS IN MY DARK CELL AS I MAKE A 
FINAL CALL

IM GONNA LEAVE AND MOST LIKELY WILL NEVER COMEBACK. SO ALL MY FRIENDS, 
FAMILY, I GOT FEW WORDS FOR YALL

SAYONARA, SEE YOU IN THE AFTERLIFE

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Friendship Is Important

LIFE IS FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS

SOMETIMES YOU SMILE SOMETIMES YOU FROWN.

THEIR ARE MANY OBSTACLES YOU HAVE TO FACE.

BUT YOU ALWAYS HAVE HELP FROM GRACE.

A JOURNEY NOT TO WEAK AT HEART.

BECAUSE IN THE BEGINNING YOUR ALONE FROM THE START

TO SUCCEED ONE MUST BE CLEVER.

FOR BEST FRIENDS ARE FOREVER

ATTEMPT THIS CHALLENGE NOT ALONE. 

THAT WAY YOU HAVE SOMEONE THAT YOU CARE FOR ON THE PHONE.

THEY FILL YOUR HEART WITH CHEER.

AND SADNESS WHEN ONE OF YALL ARE IN TEARS.

THEY OFFER SUPPORT NOT OFTEN FOUND.

BUT WILL ALWAYS BE IN YOUR HEART EVEN WHEN THEY ARE NOT AROUND.

FRIENDSHIP IS FOREVER EVEN WHEN IF YOUR MAD, HAPPY, LOVED, LONELY, OR 
FROWN

BECAUSE IN THE END THEY WILL NEVET LET YOU DOWN!!!

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My So Called Friendship

A friend looks out for u when your down.

A friend will make your life round.

Without a friend or friends you wouldn't be the same.

They will always take away the pain.

If you don't understand.

Your friends will help you on dry land.

Friendship is like a teddy bear.

Cause they will help you all the way and share.

But in this world i have no friends.

Cause I'm all alone in the end.

I play the game in trade.

Now all my friends have back stab, used, laugh, and betrayed.

I don't know if i should live in this world anymore.

Even if i die my so called friends will kick, spit, piss, stab, and crap my ashes or casket into 
the core.

And let it be no all of you no my weakness but inside there's strength.

I try to defeat this but more of y'all ditch me and length

At first i thought it not true that they wont do these things now my life is a corner.

In the end no one cares n now I'm a loner.

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It Time

WHY DO I CALL THIS POEM I'M FREE YOU'LL KNOW SOON ENOUGH

IT TIME FOR ME TO FACE THE COLD REALITY EVEN THOUGH ITS TOUGH.

MY LIFE IS SAD I ADMIT

BUT IT TIME TO KILL MY DEMONS AND NEVER SUBMIT.

I MAYBE UGLY, FAT, OR NEVER HAVE LOVE BUT IM ME

I CAN CHANGE EASILY WHY BECAUSE LIKE A HAWK IM FREE.

I CALL YOU NICE NAMES BUT YOU DONT SEEM CARE

IT TIME TO CHANGE MY WAYS EVEN IF IT A DARE.

SOME PEOPLE DENY BUT IT TIME TO KEEP MY HEAD UP

EVEN WHEN THEY HELP ME I CANT BE HAPPY BUT I MUST CHEER UP.

I DONT HAVE TO BE THE BEST, GOOD LOOKING, OR WHATEVER BECAUSE YOU DONT 
NO WHAT THE HEC I BEEN THROUGH

WELL IT TIME TO FIND OUT WHAT IS MY PURPOSE AND MAKE SURE IT SMOOTH.

LIKE A BAND SAY "NEVER SURRENDER" OR YOULL GET ZERO

YOU MAY BE ALONE BUT YOU CAN BE A "HERO".

SO I DONT CARE IF I DONT HAVE TO BE ALONE I CAN STILL SUCCEED

MY LIFE IS SAD BUT I CAN CHANGE IF I FOLLOW MY DREAM.

SO TO YALL WHO DENY ME IN THE PAST,  THINKS IM A GOD OR BETRAY, USED, N 
HURT ME SCREW YALL

IM NOT THE CHOSEN ONE OR EVEN GOOD LOOKING SO STOP IT ALL.

IT ABOUT FATE AND ABOUT WHAT YOU DO AND DONT DO

SOMETIMES YOU WIN OR LOSE.

LIFE, LOVE, EVERYTHING YOU KNOW IS A GAME

IT TIME TO STEP UP AND FACE IT OR YOULL BE ASHAMED.

SO WHAT IF IT HOPELESS IF IT WERE ME I WONT GIVE UP THIS FANTASY

I CAN DO THIS EVEN THOUGH I'LL NEVER HAVE A LEGACY.

SO NOW I MADE MY CHOICE IM GOING TO FACE AND KILL MY DEMONS

THAT WAY I WONT FACE THEM AND YOU GUYS WONT HEAR MY TREASON.

MAYBE FATE GOT ME WHO KNOWS BUT ILL NEVER GONNA STOP FIGHTING

IF NOT IM GOING TO DROP TO MY KNEES AND START QUITING.

SO NOW I CAN EITHER LIVE OR DIE

BUT IF I DIE I CANT GET ANOTHER TRY.

SO IM A LIVE WITH MY LIFE AND HIS TERMS AND WONT PERISH

AND FOR MY ENEMIES IF THERE SOMETHING YOU WANT TO TAKE THERE NOT A THING 
I DONT CHERISH.

IN THE END IM ME

AND JUST SO YOU KNOW IM NOT A GOD, A CELEBRITY, A HERO, OR A NOBODY IM ME 
LIKE A HAWK AND AN ANGEL JUST BEING FREE.

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If Only You Come Back

NO WORDS I WRITE CAN EXPRESS WHAT I HAVE TO SAY

HOW MUCH I MISS THEM EVERY SINGLE DAY.

AS TIME GOES THE LONLINESS GETS BIGGER AND HIGHER IT GROWS

HOW I MISS THEM NOBODY KNOWS... NOT EVEN MY CURRENT BFF'S KNOW.

I THINK OF YOU IN SILENCE AND I MOST OF THE TIME SAY YOUR NAME

BUT ALL I HAVE ARE MEMORIES AND A PHOTO FRAME.

I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YALL AND I NEVER WILL

DEEP INSIDE MY HEART YALL ARE WITH ME STILL.

NO ONE KNOWS MY PAIN AND SORROW AND THEY DIDNT SEE ME WEEP

BUT THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU WILL BE INSIDE MY HEART AND MINE TO KEEP.

MY HEART STILL ACHES AS I WHISPER LOW...

I NEED YOU AND I MISS YOU SO

THE THINGS I FEEL SO DEEPLY WITH YALL ARE THE HARDEST THINGS TO SAY.

BUT I CANT HOLD ON ANYMORE SO ILL SAY IT ANYWAY

THERES A PLACE IN MY HEART THAT NO ONE CAN DESTROY OR FILL

I LOVE YALL... AND ALWAYS WILL