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Maddie Chirico Poem
Trying to move on
To be happy for you two
But jealousy reigns
Copyright © Maddie Chirico | Year Posted 2011
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Believing you are flawless
Like lillies in the meadow breeze
Convinced you're the universes present
Strutting about as you please
But your transparency sticks out to me
As if snow in the midst of summer
Thinking you're sharp and perfect
But you dear, are fake, and much dumber
You're a little Miss London Tipton
A dimwitted blonde to say the least
With pathetic little taunts, you get what you want
Still you feel you are incomplete
So to satisfy your needs,
You take from me,
One who has sought and fought,
More than you'd ever please
My one necessity, gone-
You stole it away
Love, life, and lust
Beginning to rapidly decay
I hope you're happy, Miss London Tipton
For I'm too zephirus to scream or yell
Thats's all right, because I already know-
You will burn in hell
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Your favorite thing; hurt
In attempt to strengthen you
But nobody wins~
Copyright © Maddie Chirico | Year Posted 2011
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Maddie Chirico Poem
So much feeling for
So many memories with
I can't have you back?
Copyright © Maddie Chirico | Year Posted 2011
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Maddie Chirico Poem
The act of taking chances
Is like losing your trying wings
Giving up, and letting go of the bits of romance
Searching for new beginnings
It may seem a touch foolish
Hopeless, to say the least
Fallling may seem childish
But it helps when prosperity is weak
Now I've found the strength to fall
When I find the new, I'll be complete
Now I amount to so small, like the fly on the wall
Who trys and trys but gets no relief
I'm a dandelion, blowing in the wind
Awaiting the chance to start again
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Maddie Chirico Poem
The problem arose
Last mid-december
I became incredibly ill,
But the illness was different
I was a handicap
In the epitome of hell
My mind was swollen,
It seemed like no one understood
My loved ones cried,
And I didn't know why,
Because I was perfectly fine,
Beside the temporary retardation
It was one of those pity parties
When you begin to believe
That you're the only one of your kind
The first steps to the answers,
Involved the small pills
Once, I took them,
Handicappness vanished
Side effects were horrible
But something I put up with
Then came the chemicals
Injected into me, it was terrible
But it could've been worse
Soon, I was done with the chemicals
And the small pills.
My close friends know,
They are accepting and supportive,
They don't judge,
They like me for who I am,
They make me feel like one of them
And I couldn't ask for more
The scars still remain,
But they helped me almost forget them
They gave me one of the most incredible gifts in the world
The gift they gave me,
Was the ability,
To not judge,
Never hold a grudge,
To always accept,
And to never let,
Yourself think,
You're on the brink,
And when you're in a whirl,
It's not the end of the world~
Copyright © Maddie Chirico | Year Posted 2011
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Sometimes, when I'm alone
In the middle of the night
I look up at that twilight zone
With the stars' glistening light
When I look at them, I think of you
But when I think of you, my thoughts are blue
Because of all the troubles that we went through
You were something I couldn't bear to lose
I hate this feeling, of deep chartrusse
Can we go back to the white pastel of the moon?
Do you miss that feeling, like I do?
Are you horribly suffering too?
I am insane; this is terribly true
For I spend my nights, talking to the moon
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The night is unbearable humid
The breeze is dreadfully thick
Stars glisten delicately, with temptation
Against the somber, deep, cerulean skies
Lights glimmer all across the humungous bustling city
As the mindstricken sinner attempts to lie
For no one, shows nonentities a single glimse of mercy
With a fragile corpse shaking,
And a horribly hungered mind
He keeps continuously and vaguely repeating,
"Don't shake,
Cry,
Or fight;
Don't let the hunger conquer your mind.
Don't twist,
Turn,
Or long;
Don't approach the captivating high.
Don't let the rush tempt you,
For it's just another night."
Neverceasing dreadful shaking
Break of dawn is seeming milleniums away
His trapped restless soul, begins to unfold
As he hears the devilish voices say,
"Long the rush, then cease the rush,
Mustn't sit around and play!
When sanity's vanishing, these soul-games are trying,
So just let loose and have it your way!"
The voices argue, bicker, and burn,
But in the end, evil never fades
"Don't shake,
Cry,
Or fight;
Don't let the hunger conquer your mind.
Don't twist,
Turn,
Or long;
Don't approach the captivating high.
Don't let the rush tempt you,
For it's just another night."
He succumbed to temptation; a poor demonstration
And the clashing conflict, remains today
"Don't shake,
Cry,
Or fight;
Don't let the hunger conquer your mind.
Don't twist,
Turn,
Or long,
Don't approach the captivating high.
Don't let the rush tempt you,
For it's just another night."
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You'd looked at me, and said,
"Why?"
And you know what I wanted to say?
I love you. Always have,
Always will,
And it's really sad to say-
We've been fighting-
too much lately
And I never get a break
This,
mixed with everything else,
Is getting harder to work with every day
So I take my pain out this way,
As punishment-
For my mistakes
Instead, I said,
"There's too much going on;
This is how I take the pain away."
Which is almost truth,
But even so,
It's not what I wanted to say
So I did it again,
As part of my plan,
Because I lied, again, today
Lier and cheat,
But in discreet,
Just nasty all the way
It's what I've become,
And all I've done,
Is let it progress in every way
Satan's control,
Is too strong not to hold,
So he manipulates my soul, and it's decay
Only your hold,
Could steal my soul,
But you're too blind, with priorities aray
Keen, quick, and smart,
Your skills are an art,
But your sensitivity doesn't work the same
Oblivious to others' emotions,
Gives the strong notion, that you only care for yourself,
And none other remain
But it's not true,
They're blind to the true you,
And it's driving me insane
Your better than that,
Amazing, at that,
And I never want you to change
Please save me from this,
You're the only thing that could dismiss,
This anxiety in my brain
I will be gone,
For a time, really long,
Unless you save my soul from decay
Because when everyone's gone,
And I feel lost and gone,
You stay on my mind, all the same
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As it turns out, you're back in my life
But I can't help but imagine, the visions of strife
Visions of me, suffering without you
Visions of my suffering, when my sky lost it's blue
You're a part of me; a puzzle piece
And without every piece, a puzzle's never complete
Last time I endured, the pain I went through
But to withstand it again...; I can't live without you
If you were to leave me again, it would't be like the past
For that caliginous night will be my last~
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