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Niki Thomas Poem
HAVE YOU EVER REALIZED THAT WHAT YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED WAS A MISTAKE IN THE
END? BUT THROUGH THIS REALIZATION YOU DISCOVER NOT WHAT YOU THINK YOU WANT
BUT WHAT YOUR HEART REALLY NEEDS... HOWEVER DEEP DOWN YOU KNOW IT IS
FORBIDDEN BUT HOLD ON TO THE LUSTFUL THOUGHT OF BECOMING ONE... THE PAIN OF
UNDERSTANDING THE REALITY V.S. THE PAIN OF ACCEPTING THE REALITY..... HEART TORN
INTO PIECES BUT SOME HOW YOU GLUE THEM BACK TOGETHER...... TEARS ARE NOT ABLE
TO BE PRODUCED BUT INTERNAL BLEEDING IS ACCUSTOMED. SEARCHING TO FIND A WAY
AROUND THE UNTIMELINESS OF THIS DEFAULT IN WHICH KINETIC ATTRACTION CAN NO
LONGER BE IGNORED... TO KEEP WALKING IN A STRAIGHT LINE WITH YOUR MIND SET
HIGH MAY LEAD YOU DOWN A CROOKED PATH FORCING YOU TO LOWER YOUR HEAD. TO
CHOOSE THIS CROOKED PATH MAY ULTIMATELY BE YOUR LIFES DESTINED ROAD TO
BECOME ONE OF A HIGHER STATE...... CONFUSED?! YET ENVIOUS.... STUCK IN ONE PLACE
CUZ EACH WAY MY FEET TURN TO GO... MY HEART RELEASES A BLOCKADE OF LUST;
ANGER; HOPE; AND GREED..... N WHERE DO YOU COME IN, IN ALL OF THIS? WHERE DOES
YOUR HEART FALL ON THIS WURL WIND OF A PATH WE CALL LIFE.... OUR HEARTS JOINED
IN ANOTHER LIFE CONNECTING US DEEPER THAN THE PASSION OF SOUL MATES.....
CRAZY?!..... NO JUST FORBIDDEN LOVE
Copyright © Niki Thomas | Year Posted 2010
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Niki Thomas Poem
There is always so much confusion inside my head
The pain already starts the instant my eyes tell me I’m still in my bed
My heart aches from the love that is beating for you
My mind is weak, trying to separate false feelings from those that are true
If I imagine my life without you in it
Everything that I had once believed in would then contradict
Everything that I know and Im not sure I can handle that
I’m always starting over with you… wondering “Now where should I begin at”
I love you so much the pain shows through my eyes
Longing for the day you will hold this hate as it dies
I only hope that we will always be together
For I have realized…. loving you is my pleasure
Copyright © Niki Thomas | Year Posted 2010
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Niki Thomas Poem
Some times I feel as if I am alone in this world of pain
Even on a sunny day, my eyes see clouds of rain
Why does it always seem as if this world in one big conspiracy
Its like every where I turn, everyone is against me
I'm slowly deteriorating from the ache of loved ones' foot steps
Making me feel like I am forever encased in this great wall of depth
However, my hand is always reaching out
Awaiting the grasp of this reality that will soon be the cause of my doubt
Some days I feel that I have given Him all that I have to offer
But its as if I'm a waste and threes no need to bother
I only want the happiness that my eyes used to reflect
Even if the image wasn't always so perfect
Now I can only pray that he will have mercy on my daughter
Hold her near and never let go of her
Copyright © Niki Thomas | Year Posted 2010
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Niki Thomas Poem
Love is a word people abuse
Its just a term that dating couples use
I also believe there are different levels of love
That’s why they say, “Young people don’t know what it means”
But sometimes love just isn’t what it seems
At one point you could swear that you love him and then one day its over
You feel as if you are going to die until along comes the next lover
As the relationship grows you find the feelings you had for your ex don’t compare
to those for your new boyfriend
And when that’s over the process starts all over again
Its like you did love them at one point but those feelings disappeared
When you were with him, that point was place you feared
So next time you think that you’re in love…. Its just another phase
Crying as you’re counting down the days
Wondering how long this one will last
Reminisces of relationships and mistakes of the past
You have to use those memories and make better decisions
Don’t let your heart confuse your mind using double visions
Next time you think that you are in love
Think of how, if it does, end and what it will become of
Copyright © Niki Thomas | Year Posted 2010
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