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Kaila B.A Poem
Suddenly you were gone
Suddenly I was alone
Left with a broken heart, knowing you have moved on
Suddenly my soft heart became harder than a stone
Now, I feel nothing at all
It is raining and the drops of pain are reaching my soul
My body has nothing but a million holes
Now, I'm heartless, I'm only a pretty doll
My heart is broken
My brain is crushed
My eyes are filled with tears
I wish if I could resist
After you left me you try to come back
You know the look in your eyes makes me crack
You know I can't say no to you, I'm Stuck
You know you are my light, with you I'm lost in black
But, It is okay
Hurt me more if that what makes you feel better
Lie to me, if that what paints your winter with a spring color
Tear me, if that what you wants, it doesn't matter
I know no matter what you did, I will be your shulter
It is not your fault, you are not bad
It is the damn love, it is blind
I have no where to run or hide
Just hold me in your arms, you are all I got
Copyright © Kaila B.A | Year Posted 2012
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Kaila B.A Poem
Oh My Spanish Guitar
Let me forget all my pain
Let me listen to your meldoy
Day or night I wouldn't complain
Let me follow your rhyme
Smile with my closed eyes
Let me dance even if it rains
My feelings with your music always rise
Oh My Spanish Guitar
My fingers wants to feel you so bad
My eyes want to fall a sleep
Just by holding you in my hand
Let me gently attack your frets
With tendency let me play with your chords
Let the string buzz like a happy bee
Let the heart feel the fretboard
Oh My Spanish Guitar
you decide what you want to do
I could die and you are in my arms tonight
I could chill till life time with you
Copyright © Kaila B.A | Year Posted 2010
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Kaila B.A Poem
When I first met you
You were my only love
You left me and moved on
You were my only love
Many men I dated
Many love I received
But you were the only one
You were my only love
Many chances I have let go
wrong choices I have made over and over again
Wishing that someday you will back to me
You were my only love
Now I can say that
You were my only love
Now I can say tell you that
He is my only love
It's not that I forgot you
It's just that he replaced you
I finally fell in love again
Something I never thought I would do
I forgot what love feels like
I forgot the power of love
I forgot the feelings that makes me alive
But he reminded me of all of these
He is showing me beauty everything
He is making my days
He is the only one and will always be
He is my only love
Not you....
Copyright © Kaila B.A | Year Posted 2014
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Kaila B.A Poem
Blue bird, blue bird
Come sing with me
Silence is killing me inside
I feel so lonely
Blue bird, blue bird
Be my friend
I'm all alone in this room
Nothing around me but an empty bed
Blue bird, blue bird
Can you feel my pain?
I can see it, there in your eyes
A little drop of rain
Blue bird, blue bird
I know you are sad inside
The moment you saw my tears
You gently bit my hand
Blue bird, blue bird
When you sang with me
You made me releif my pain
My thanks to you is to set you free
Copyright © Kaila B.A | Year Posted 2013
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Kaila B.A Poem
I love you, This word sounds so deep
Feelings are growing inside of me
I thought we were just fooling around
But now I love you , it's hard to hide
Every time we talk, I avoid your eyes
Every time we kiss, my heart beats hard
Every time we are together, it's like the first time
But, I realize the truth and it hurts so bad
I shut my feelings, I ignored my beating heart
I know that my feelings are growing deeper
I have to tell you, you gotta know
But if you decided to leave, letting you go will be so hard
Just when I thought to tell you
You call me that night
And suddenly you say it
(I love you) the word that made me go mad
Memories flashed through my mind
Every moment we spent together
I knew we were not fooling around
Every moment we spend together , it was real love
I love you
I am no longer afraid to say it
I love you
I'm no longer scared to feel it
I will never let you down
I will never treat you bad
I will always stay by your side
Forever my hand will be in your hand
Copyright © Kaila B.A | Year Posted 2015
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Kaila B.A Poem
I could control my anger
I could control my tears
but why?
My heart is the only thing that i could never control
Your love is like a bottle of cheap alcohol
It gives me a headache
It gives me pain
But, I still drink it sometimes
To relax my brain
Copyright © Kaila B.A | Year Posted 2013
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Kaila B.A Poem
I trust you
So don't give me a reason to doubt you
I care for you
So don't give me a reason to stop
I love you
So don't give me a reason to not to
I need you
So do don't give me a reason to walk away
Together we are building a place for us
We shaped it with love
Filled with honesty
And surrounded by care and trust
If you know you will hurt me somehow
Please tell me now
If you want to ever hurt me
Do it quick , do it fast
Don't wait for later
The more I am with you
The more I am in love
I don't want to be hurt
I trust you
I care for you
I love you
I need you
If you are going to stop building for us
Please , just stop
Move away and just stop
Just please .. Don't destroy
Don't break us
Copyright © Kaila B.A | Year Posted 2016
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Kaila B.A Poem
I lied to protect myself
I lied to get out clean
I lied to keep my good image
But, to hurt you, that I didn't mean
I lied a little lie at first
Then it led to another and another
I feel like sinking among these little lies
The first lie i said I can't remember
I don't know what I said
I forgot what I have been telling you all along
You look at me with a calm looks on your face
It kills me because I know you know I'm doing wrong
I lie without thinking, Yes, It's my new bad habit
I can't stop lying to myself and to you
I think why Am I doing this but I just can't
I know I have to stop this, I don't want to hurt you
I lie alot but I know that one lie wasn't true
It was when I said I love you
I know you didn't believe me then and you won't
But, I know. I know that I need you
Maybe, I was a little anxious
Maybe I was a little insecure
Maybe I didn't want to be the one to get hurt
I know that my love to you wasn't pure
I know I said too many lies
Some were funny, some were too good
But I know that loving you isn't lie
My heart is saying that, and my nice mood
Copyright © Kaila B.A | Year Posted 2012
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Kaila B.A Poem
The green eyes of yours
Know how to smooth my acts
they take me to a lavender filed
and you are there watching me sleep
The way you look at me when holding hands
Let me think if we ever will be
Together we shall grow old
So, let it forever be you and me
The sound of your laughters
make me live in a peaceful world
It makes me feel i'm in a therapy room
You are my lavender boy, you are my chamomile tea
When you walk to me with your sweaty shirt
My eyes just keep hanging on you
All of them people are jealous of us I know
Because we got each other yes we do
How come you can make me relax
Like I'm on a pill or some weird staff
With you my heart is relaxed for sure that I know
That's why you are my lavender boy
I want you in my cup
I want you in my bath
I want you on my bed
I want you everywhere
You can be when ever, where ever you want
All i care is you will be next to me
Me and you for ever will be
Holding hands just you and me
Copyright © Kaila B.A | Year Posted 2012
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Kaila B.A Poem
I thought that i'm grownup
But I'm missing my home
Missing all the happy laughters
The happy color of my old room
I miss the gathering on xmas night
The dances, the food , the champagne
Being far from My loving warm sweet home
Makes me cry like a sky crying with rain
I miss your bright garden, with the happy singing birds
I miss your lovely green garden, with it is sweet sense
Sweet home you are always in my mind
I remember you , i remember my old good friends
Leaving you was one hard thing to do
Sometimes we have to let go without asking why
you are curved in my heart, like a curve in a rock
You are always in my heart, i swear its not a lie
Copyright © Kaila B.A | Year Posted 2011
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