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bright lights
faded face
catch your breath
before you take another drag
One shot for the pain
two just to kill the rest
euphoria
bliss
one night on top of the world
the next day everything will be okay
party people
party places
party faces
morning regrets
morning kisses
morning goodbye
in the heat of the night
we come and play
watch us
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To Marina From Vulcan
crashing waves flowing
spraying the sunset
our love ignites lies
To Vulcan From Marina
love so intense, hot
fire consuming me completely
into the sea i flee
from madding affection ; these
lies i hide behind easy
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Dear_________,
I enjoyed your music for quiet some time now, but i have always have admired you.
In the dark or in the light, i think your so beautiful. I know all your songs and how you
sing them.
I know your favorite food, your favorite everything. I know the size of your shirt, i even
know what your wearing right this minute. I just wanted to let you know how big of a fan i
am. i even worship you. I write you letters everyday i wonder if you ever read them.
Sometimes i wish i was you. I know that it is impossible for you to write me back now that
you have passed away so suddenly. But i can not stop with my obsession of you. I just
love you soo much, and soon ill be with you.
Love,__________
Dear_______,
I finally got all your letters they where quiet shocking to me how one person can be so
obsessed was beyond my belief. Yes i remember you, just before i died , you came into my
dressing room with my favorite flower and told me how much you adored me and then you
hugged me tight.
yes you hugged me and plugged the knife deep into my waiting back. The pain you caused me
was endless even now i can feel it. I thought you loved me? You had knew me as long as i
had knew you. We grew up together played together , best friends we where until i became
famous.
Then you where no longer there you where just distant. How could you kill me brother? How
could you kill me? let me tell you the truth now brother, i never loved you, i never
cared! you where crazy, you needed help. I could never love you like you wanted me to. Why
be jealous that i wasn't all yours. Now i am dead and your somewhere.
sincerely,__________
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Who am I ?
ill tell you this im just a girl with in a girl, hidden behide layers of my self. I am
selfish and cruel , beautiful and charming. i'm the girl next door with hidden lies. I'm a sister
and a pretend mother..
i'm just your average teenage girl, but i have pores and deep lines etched with in
my soul. Of course im not perfect but i never said i was.
i'm just a girl.
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cold January days of last year
set on fire this year by my wrath
in the quit snowy days i fell in love; young , stupid and blind
ignorance turned to truth and with in the summer my vision became more clear
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Growing from a girl to a woman is hard
not as hard as i expected it to be.
my visions of love floated so carelessly in my head
now there deflated by the reality of love
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love is a fictional feeling
i seen really beautiful love once in the eyes of mothers in the eyes of
my brothers and sisters
but to see that kind of love in the eyes of another man i failed to see
....
growing up i became colder and colder
till i busted through the ice with my raging anger
and once that simmered down i was nothing more but ice again.
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my heart has became so cold
im afraid that ill never know the difference between
love
and lust
lust that i try and fill the holes with that remain endless
moments like this i need to feel something real instead of false touches and endless lies
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LOVE
This love fills me to the brime. So full I am. All these kisses and hugs. Im coughing on it so
lost with in it. its the sweetest , sickest thing i ever had. more and more, i need it soo bad.
you're leaving me ? no you're not, i won't let you. DONT CRY!! I said no you can't leave me.
HATE
Hate pours threw me like liqued anger so hot, so pain full. I try and bottle it but this
pressure makes me break the glass and spill it out. Everyone gets burned by this rage so
blindingly directed ; I’m left alone again empty of everything , empty of me. Im burning
inside, it slowly kills me everyday, and soon all ill be is ash blowing away in the wind. This
hate, this pure hate is a sickness of mine ,and it better if im gone before it takes over me.
PEACE
Sweet relase , everything is hushed. Quiet, breathless, its so easy to slip with in your self
with this white pill to heaven i find it easy so easy. No sound but you're empty thoughts.
finally your relaxed. Wake up? never ! its easier to not be me. it's my peace my salvation.
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I just want to be an other pretty face.
The girl with the amazing eyes, or the girl with the beautiful legs
Amazing, I am not .
Im a dull girl who swims through this world of bright colors.
No light shines behind my eyes, only shadows of dreams that never
came true.
I am that girl in the back of the room.
I am the girl who looks down.
I am weak for I can't find the key to my beauty.
Beauty such a harsh word, such a hush world.
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I have lived for a thousand summers.
I have drinked in so many sunsets my heart has melted over my bones.
my toes deep in the warm sand
or
my feet in the cold pond water.
I have fell in love with summer so many times i have started to believe i am summer.
All those hush sounds i love so much, all those vibrant smells i drowned in.
And the colors, they drip from my eyes in brilliant bright burst.
Oh this summer fever i dare not sweat out, oh these summer kisses i dare not wash out.
Its such a shame that its only three month.
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love me eternally
not for the moment
love me for me
not for who you think i am
in return
ill love you equal
ill love you as much as i possible can
L
O
V
E
are we capable loving another?
or is it a false sense used to keep evolution moving ?
time has moved us forward where relationships become relations
where relations only last a night long
love never lasts
love turns to heart break
heart break to hate
hate which is next to love
i wanna find
a fountain of love
where it flows in abundance
and splashing against my heart
why cant we make love last?
we are selfish creatures who love our selfs more
or
maybe we don't love our selfs , so there for how are we to love eachother
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Butterfly feeling
sunshine kisses
darkness washed away from the touches of love
love fills me
i shine so bright
smoke fills me
i fly so high
this feeling of happiness
is too strong
i wonder if i could hold it forever?
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