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Edhellinde Elvensong Poem
Do you ever feel like
There is an emptiness inside you
An emptiness
That drains the light out of everything?
A black hole
Life in grayscale
Colors faded
Flavors muted
Voices distant
except
One voice as clear as day
The one voice I don't want to hear
It tells me all about:
-The pain
-The melancholy
-The meaninglessness
-The never ending repetitiveness
of it all
It asks me-
How will we get through:
-This day?
-This hour?
-This minute?
-This life?
I have no answers
Just tears
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And yet
I always know
This is a transient and temporary state
I always recognize
This somber and dejected voice
It is not evil, It's not a liar
It's hurt.
In pain, and seeking solace
Maybe
It is a gift and its a curse
Its the connection to the Earth
Her winter sorrow
And her hibernation
Perhaps
It's this connection
Which also brings
the Joy, the Giddiness
and Brightness
Of spring and summer
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You can move through this pain
I know
You always do
You keep the hope
warm
In the hearth of your soul
The hope that
Tomorrow
Will be a better day
With
a little more color
a little more music
a little more lightness
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And so it was
Copyright © edhellinde elvensong | Year Posted 2024
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Edhellinde Elvensong Poem
last night
i sensed its presence
the walls were slowly closing in
and soon
i know
i'll feel like I can't breathe
it's clenching down on my heart
the coldness spreading
draining out
the final drops of joy
i feel its weight
settle
on my chest
on my shoulders
i feel its heavy chains
tangle
around my feet
around my arms
so very heavy
leaden
i hear its siren song
echo
in my mind
always in my mind
i can't resist it for much longer
with every step i take
and every thing i do
i hear it louder
i hear it closer
its merciless and endless
commentary
why, who cares, it doesn't matter
life is just boundless pain and work
and then we die
so what's the point
are you prepared to live this way
for the next half a century?
i try to push it away
you try to keep it at bay
i try to drown it out
you try to hear it out
i try to scream at it
you try to empathize with it
it makes no difference
the siren song continues
of its own volition
until such time
when it shuts off
take heart, my love, it always does
it has a mind of its own
so let it play
let it become the background
the meaningless familiar din
be comfortable with it
be gentle with yourself
ask for a hug
do not believe its fictions
seek out other stories
and joy
will surely find you
sometimes in unexpected places
you will get through today
you'll see!
and then
tomorrow will be better
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and so it was
Copyright © edhellinde elvensong | Year Posted 2024
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Edhellinde Elvensong Poem
my gifts are
many
bestowed upon me
freely
most of them
not asked for
not even envisioned
a lot of them
bring joy
and some
bring pain
and all
bring wisdom
my gifts
picked carefully
just for me
by loving hands of
Our Universe
The Mother
she holds me
Gently
at heart center
Copyright © edhellinde elvensong | Year Posted 2024
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