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They say,
"It’s better to have loved and lost,
then to never have loved at all."
I guess that all depends
on how the loss occurred.
Was it something that
eventually faded away
or did it end up turning,
evolving
into some form of hate?
They say,
"There’s a fine line
between love and hate."
There once was a time
when you used to love me,
way back when,
and now
you probably hate me
because we’re no longer friends.
But that’s fine,
because I kind of despise you too,
for all the pain
you put me though.
They say,
"True love will never die
and will always stand the test of time."
I guess the love that I knew,
never really was true,
because if it was,
then it would still be alive.
There would still be a “we”
instead of just you
without me.
They say,
"Time heals all wounds,"
which is a complete lie.
A total bunch of crock
said in love’s demise.
Although, it might sting a little less
eventually given some time.
But it will never completely mend
and a part
will always remain
the same.
It’s just something
that they tell you,
to keep you pacified.
They say,
"Ignorance is bliss,"
living without a clue.
I wish I could
live in bliss.
How appealing that would be,
to have no more painful thoughts
and all hurtful memories freed.
To have all of my worries
be completely remiss.
Please let me just dwell
a little bit more on this...
Copyright © . Dabomb™ | Year Posted 2010
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“Game Rules”
Maybe someday I will stop thinking about you.
Maybe one day I’ll meet somebody new.
Someone who will sit and ponder whether I am,
Thinking of him too? But now it’s just you...
I do not like hiding my feelings, but in truth,
That’s what I’ve done. Just so you wouldn’t think
You could have me and use me anytime you want.
Because eventually, you would knowingly see…
Did it not feel good to finally talk to me?
Your voice sounded as if it truly did.
You can not make someone feel something they’re not feeling.
But you still can not help yourself to try.
It’s the only thing you can do, to stop hurting.
So let us just leave it at this ending.
I’m guessing that was our last and final goodbye.
I’ll never forget those certain details.
Like how blue your eyes were, the bluest I’ve seen them,
They looked blood shot from you almost crying,
As if you were trying to hold back some kind of hurt.
In retrospect, I wish I'd said something.
I wish I could have that same moment back again.
Not another chance but that moment.
But thank you for holding my hand until I was,
Finally ready to have my mind be cleared.
But allowing me to chase you if I need to,
Because perhaps one day I later might,
Find myself leaving another sappy message,
For you to listen to repeatedly.
Maybe you will play it again this time next year,
Of me wishing you a Happy Birthday,
But knowingly never on the right day.
It is always a week after, because
That’s when I finally need to feel hopeful again.
To justify my existence to you,
Is not currently simply all in vain.
Secretly wishing you forgot my name.
Never write a depressing love declaration,
Because you will read it again someday.
(Tomorrow morning) Things probably would subside,
As you question your true feelings again.
Copyright © . Dabomb™ | Year Posted 2010
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There must be something wrong
with this silly heart of mine.
I think of you constantly
with no stop in sight.
Even though I know
we could never possibly be.
I just can’t help but wonder why,
because at one time
you were deeply into me?
Why is it that love always seems
to be one sided.
Not that, that’s love,
that’s called being blinded.
Or it’s just infatuation
or maybe an obsession.
To be obsessed is almost like
being possessed
with the spirit of you
haunting me thorough.
So wrapped up in thoughts of you
so immensely intense.
My heart seems to race
every time you’re near.
Trying to get you out of my head,
Sometime I wish
I suffered a memory lapse.
Just so, I can forget
we have ever met.
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"A Thousand Hours"
Can anyone make this pain stop?
Can anything make me forget
how much you meant to me?
No.
Never.
Just tying to suppress the feelings
too overwhelming to bear...
Asphyxiating me one puff at a time.
Until I see you again
and I'll say the same thing to you
once more,
"Hey."
Copyright © . Dabomb™ | Year Posted 2009
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"Chilly Air"
I ponder on the things I have done;
the choices that I have made.
As autumn has begun to change the green of nature,
to have a hint of cadmium red.
The air has a chill that cools my lungs
and puts goose bumps on my arms.
I reflect on the autumns that have past,
and how I rustled through the neat rows of fallen leaves.
Copyright © . Dabomb™ | Year Posted 2009
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“How Does It feel?”
So how does it feel
to look at me from afar
million miles away
Any memories
of how much you wanted me
of how things once was
We had come so far
for you to just screw things up
us ending so bad.
We can never go
back before we burned the bridge
too much pain remains.
So how do I feel
to look at you from afar
million miles away
Just sad…
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Can’t help myself to stop thinking of you.
How can you keep from thinking of me too?
Everything that you said,
Just to play with my head.
Well, it’s done and now I bid you adieu.
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“If I...”
If I met you,
would you know
who I am?
We used to be in love,
a long time ago,
before him and before her.
If you saw me,
would you know
who I was?
I used to love you,
a long time ago.
If I saw you,
would I know
who you were?
You used to love me,
a long time ago.
Copyright © . Dabomb™ | Year Posted 2009
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Just believe in Him
and ultimately in me
for love's miracles...
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These are just some random thoughts
that I guess I still have
of you, of us, of me, of we.
How you use to call me
out of the blue saying,
you just needed your daily fix
of me.
What happened to the times when
we just couldn't get enough of each other
and being apart only justified
how much we longed to be together?
"If you had a choice between
beauty or brains,
what would you choose?"
'I hate hypothetical questions.
Why can't I have both?'
I always wanted to be pretty
and I studied trying to be smart.
"How come you never call me?"
'Why does it matter,who calls whom
as long as we talk?
'You can call me whenever you want,
because I always want to talk to you.'
Remembering times we would
be on the phone without talking,
just content to hear the other breathe.
It use to compensate for us being apart
yet it never did satisfy our loneliness.
Until we just got tired of hurting
and saying the words "I miss you."
Because
if you stop saying it, then maybe
you would stop feeling it and then maybe
it wouldn't hurt so much anymore.
How can one person's view of beauty
be another person's view of disgust?
Does the eye of the beholder differ that immensely,
that your own beliefs, you no longer trust?
I guess I knew it was over when you would be sitting
right next to me and I still felt all alone,
neither of us knowing what to say.
I hate words at times,
and the fact we need to speak
to communicate.
These are just some random thoughts
that I guess I still have
of you, of us, of me, of we....
Copyright © . Dabomb™ | Year Posted 2010
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