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Krispin Prejean Poem
When Lies Surface
When the truth is pushed so far back behind, so to forget what happened
The smallest lie surfaces for fear of the reaction to the truth because we are scared.
When fear of the truth occurs, then lies surface,
When lies surface, the truth is nowhere to be found.
Truth is based on the memory, but the lies dwell in the air from the fragile heart.
Yes the heart is far more treacherous then any other.
Lies feel good for now, but soon to dig a deeper hole.
When it starts, makes you sick to your gut. Feelings of rejection to your heart
Smooth talking of the tongue. Lies just like a whisper in the ear of the one who told it.
What happened to the honesty?
Lies based on Manipulation and scandal leaves scars that don’t want to be cherished.
Lies caused by Betrayal are worst then poison caused by love.
When you feed into a lie like the way trees feed by water to nurture the lie is what makes it
grow larger.
Guilty just like pleasure.
The way is lost.
Guilty is the lie that was there
Time will tell what happens next.
Regret from the lie floods the hearts when it’s in the air.
Guilty lies is the feelings
The slandered name is affected. Move on with the truth when the lie is left behind
Let’s show the scars we bought upon ourselves
The broken hearts we are responsible for.
I mend the broken hearts on the fences that I caused.
I understand what I did; I blame myself for the pain of the first lie
But i dont blame myself for I pity the lie you stated.
Truth be told you will see the broken hearts your responsible for.
Not just mine but Gods first. Then yours and your family’s at that.
You will realize your lies and mistakes eventually,
And when you do, you’ll break someday
I tried to warn you, before you snap
I apologize for all that happens.
Even before it happened, even though it’s your lies
I break away,
I care, but when lies surface you don’t have to push because I pull away
Yes I dare to, How dare you?!
Love for you I have is unbelievable but when lies surface then oh well what more can I do
but pity the love I have for you.
The date is over when the lies surfaced.
Let the truth shine in where the lie had surfaced upon me and you.
We are not alone anymore,
Everyone is outside the doors waiting,
Because they know, like I know, the way I broke.
You’ll break away,
When lies surface (someday).
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~This Little Blue Book~
I Ran across a little blue book….
It contains a history of past love’s I knew, also that of future possibilities that I never knew
was there.
It lays here in front of me. I swore I’d give it up.
But as I slowly let it go my heart dies with a sudden touch.
I reminisce on how it changed my life.
For the Better and the worst
How did I ever describe my life? To that the answer still remains unknown.
But now its time to let it go.
Can’t keep on holding on.
Baby steps I’m taken one, two, three, I’m done.
Contemplating on it all, different kinds of relationships
Usually I self destruct all of them, for fear of hurting at the end.
Precious memories turned to pain; the hearts were shattered like the rain.
This was the game my booked played, because karma was its Father.
Before my book was conceived, the heart was taken for granted.
It was played too many times; eventually it caught up with the games of
Lies, embarrassment, danger, and then some fatal laughter.
Now I must close this book and never let it unfold
Tossing it away so it could not be found and told.
With that said: I start a new chapter and a different story to be told.
Goodbye to the Little Blue Book that had me at hello
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If only I can tell you how I feel, would things change? (Laugh-friends??)
Will my broke heart heal, or will it continue to die? Would you care?
Will I still be your honey bear,sweetie-bear,cutie bear, baby-bear or even a friend? If I can let you see would you feel my pain?
And let you see to understand. Would you step up to the plate and be a man?!?
Or will you continue this little childish game?
And see what you put me through each and every single day.
And if I can let you hear the pain, would you listen? Would your love dry my tears?
Yes there is a saying; saying trade shoes:
But we wouldn’t because you wouldn’t be able to handle what I go through every day!
You might get up and quench, and shake!
But then I wonder if I can tell you would you even listen?
Next thing you know I have a snotty attitude saying: I dint want to talk, or have no
dealings with you anymore!! But again I can’t because the love I feel for you is true.
That’s why I can continue to say If only you knew
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Half:
Half is what I Have.
Half is what I offered you.
Half a heart, half a smile, half a hug, half a touch, half a conversation, half a kiss.
Half on the daily, yes that will do.
Just take the half I want you to.
I shall push you half away (only if you really allowed me to)
You grab me by half of my hand, and tell me NO I do not want half of you.
You tell me: Half is what you’re offering: half a heart, half a smile, half a hug, half
a touch,
Half you’re Love. But that simply will not do.
Your taking half out on me because they took; half your joy, half your pride, half your
dignity and respect, half your heart, half your smile and hug, Half your Tears and left
you with only half to the core of your gut.
To that my love you think your good enough for the half you have hidden deep.
Piece by Piece let me gather the rest, the smallest half can fill the most emptiest, by two.
You tell me: Half is what you think you have, but you’re lacking the fact your whole.
You have your whole joy, whole pride, whole dignity and respect.
Your whole hearted to the deepest bone, your whole smile is what I see to my weakest
touch. Holding whole conversation’s, giving whole hugs; whole laughter’s give me
butterflies, offering whole lips to the deepest kiss like honey due on a mountain slope.
You’re my whole Love (please believe me).
Yes Whole and Not Half will do.
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Sometimes I sit back and Wonder: What If I only married that dude I thought was so special
Will I be in this situation? (My situations im in as of today)
Answer: Probably Not
But I’m Glad that it ended when it did
Because I’ve would’ve been unhappy trying to be happy with that decision.
True the heart is far more treacherous then any other.
But at that point my heart knew who it wanted, where it wanted to be, and why it felt the way
it did.
Who would’ve known that the happy I feel more now then past would’ve been caused by this
Other that seems too compatible.”Daydreaming but I can’t let this moment pass”
Only time will heal all are past wounds
Who would’ve known this one I felt I never end up with would’ve been the one that makes
me slip a smile
Even on my worst of days knowing good and will I don’t want to smile you still manage to
make that happen.
Maybe deep down inside you knew all the time.
I must admit I feel you was the one that saw me when no one else did (I can be wrong)
I can only imagine. Because you saw me when I was Invisible knowing my flaws.
Differences, mistakes, my past and all
Yet you still see the best and potential in me. I guess anything is possible at this time.
I question this new found thing; were we ever meant to be or did a twist just happen?
Infatuation or Love? Could it be both?
Did lives really change? Confused?
To be continued:
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A True Love
A true love is hard to find. They come in any color, shape, and kind.
They are there for you, through thick and thin, and most of all they’re your very best friend.
The Feelings you feel cant be described.
Like if they’re the one you want by your side.
They’re someone you know you don’t have to hide.
Because you never want to say Good-Bye
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Never had the feeling of being in love.
Some say its Beautiful like a rare red rose with a dove around it.
Friends told me it’s a feeling that you’ve never felt before. (And which they thought the
relationships they went through will be no more!!) “Laugh”
Until the day you’ve been going through situations with love.
And it made you sit there and think while starring at the sky so blue.
But when one comes up and says he loves you. You get scarred!
Think and say: how could it be?? Think: what will it feel like?
Then maybe you will turn around and he will say: “syke”!! (with a rude little joke)
Then it turns out…..”He was serious”!! Then you will think he is hilarious (laugh)
And in this situation you have no idea “what to do”?
You look in each others eyes and you can’t dismiss them.
So then you know you are not ready because of drama and not knowing anything about love.
You begin to have misunderstandings about this. “Cant help but to think can I resist??”
That can be good for you. You then remember what people say with love like the Rose and Bird.
You then realize you have been in confusion with love.
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