“Hold on, wait until this game ends”
He said as he he sat at the edge of his seat with his elbows on knees
Hands on his face, just below his eyes so he barely see
All she wanted was a nice dinner with some friends
They talked bad about him but she loves him, she pretends.
He agrees to parties with ease
But once it gets closer, excuses are his expertise.
She was over it. It was time to make amends.
She packed her bags and stood in front of the door
She yelled at him and told him that she’s leaving
He couldn’t hear her, all he cared about was the final score
She knew he wouldn't do any grieving
She closed the door.
Self-denial, Self-afflicted, Self-fulfillment
What condition caused deprivation?
I inhale aroma of fresh caffeine
I go breathless ,an act ,expecting
you to walk out from the chinese coffin!
At first there's a glance, and the passionate need for the first kiss,
The intense flutter in the pit of your stomach when you both first meet.
The sensitive feeling of their naked body next to yours feels like bliss,
And then yearning for more as your bodies fill with erotic heat.
They are the first thing you think of when you open your eyes each morning,
They are the first person you want to talk to when you're excited, afraid, happy or sad.
When a crowded room is filled with hundreds of people, but they're the only person you see and the only voice you hear talking,
When everything they do is fantastic, and they never ever try to make you mad.
The years go by and there's the hard times and the good,
The sex is still amazing, but doesn't happen as often as it should.
The main conversations you have relate to houses, kids, bills and food,
Planning a night out together is hard work, and you'd rather be with your mates if you could.
Then something changes, you can sense it but nothing is mentioned,
The staying out late, the excuses and the guilty looks you constantly share.
You talk a little less, shout a little more and there's an empty feeling inside,
The thoughts that you are in a nightmare when you realise you no longer care.
The realisation that you don't recognise the person who was once your hero,
The boy you loved with all your heart and were inseparable with, has now grown into a stranger.
The looks of anger and feelings of hate when you argue over nothing take its toll,
That moment you know you don't love this person anymore and the marriage is in extreme danger.
When the ending of a marriage is harder than you can ever imagine,
The best friends and lovers you once were is now like a distant dream.
Your heart hardens a little and the beat changes into a bitter symphony,
Lying on the floor in floods of tears, wondering where it went wrong and wanting to scream!
They say you never get over your first love, you may always compare it to the rest.
Life shouldn't be written like a book, it should be filled with happiness.
Although the breakdown of relationships can diminish your heart and damage your trust with all that's said and done.
But you must remember that life isn't over until death arrives, so we must believe that the best is yet to come....
Some days I feel lonely,
Some days I just wanna leave.
Some days are harmful.
I hate this world I live in.
The bully’s that call me “Horse Teeth”
“Ugly”. Those days were harmful.
Where family is cruel. Where you have to be Perfect for everyone.
The dad that abuse your mom and you and your brother, and where he only cares for himself.
The mom that loves you for who you are and sometimes acts like a teen and go out.
The little brother that is just too cute but a pain sometimes.
The little sister that is spoiled & mean to you. And say that she hates you when you try to be a big sister, she sweet sometimes.
The second older brother that is just like your dad sometimes and only nice when he wants to be.
Then there is you. You’re crazy in every way. There is nothing Perfect about you.
But there are days when you wanna leave.
I know cause this is
I do not know?
SCORNED BY BLIND FAITH
WE SOUGHT, FOUGHT!
CON TEMP TABLE I N
EVER Y OU T H ATE FUL
TREASONOUS RIVALRY SOLIPSISTIC ENMITY
SCORN AND SHAME
TO ARRANGE ONE WORD.
TO ASIGN THE BLAME
COST. What of?
SO STRANGE AND AKWARD
ROTS - DECAYS
TO ALIGN THE CYCLIC GAME
SO MUCH SPACE.
Written OCTOBER 31st 2014 HALLOWEEN
Young love lives
Old love dies
New feelings hide
Wonder now why
Love could buy
A brand new guy
Your love I still crave
Our past forgave
Swept beneath the rug
Stupid stupid love
I do not know?
I would love it
If you didn't want
To take the risk
Of ending us.
Or if you valued the joy of
What we once and can again possess.
Should the worst occur
The ensuing pain
Will be worth
Its turbulent change
For I have learned an infinite truth;
Where once was only mythical
Now stands knowledge strong, unyielding.
Unafraid of loss or pain
It battles freely without shame
The wounded Ego's last refrain.
Taking now a warriors stance
Shouting out again and back:
and will continue
another human being
with every inch of my