My dear friend has been fighting cancer for the last six months
so please say a little prayer for her
You can get back up again
Written By Dean Masciarelli
December 1, 2009
We all face challenges
every single day
Yet some situations
worse then others
So try not to let the
things knock you down
And if life try’s
to knock you down
you can get
back up again
I have learned that
from a friend of mine
Who's life is
hanging on a limb
And Her situation
five years ago
When she was told
that she had cancer
And it didn't look
But some how by
the grace of God
And then she was
with cancer again
And this time it
was breast cancer
And the doctor told her
that in order for her to live
That she had to
have her breast removed
And she thought
about it for awhile
And she made
That her life was
So she told the doctor
Take my breast off
Because if it means
that I can live longer
I will fight with
all my might
until the very end
Yet she hasn't
been doing well
Because of all
But yet she still
takes the time
to remind me often
That life is
for the living
So try to live each and
every day to the fullest
Because none of us
are promised tomorrow
So do your best
to live for today
And live every moment
as if it were your last
I'm lost hurt and angry
Why did you take his life
I want, No I need to know
Tell me, Tell me why
I deserve to know
Haven't you done enough to him
What'd he ever do to you
He suffered his whole life
Suffered more than anyone deserved
Tell me, Tell me why you did it
I have a right to know
Why'd you let him born to them
Born to worthless parents
Parents who didn't care
They threw him away like garbage
Pawned him off on someone else
Tell me, Tell me why
Explain how you could do that
You gave him Polio
You let others treat him like disease
You took away the full use of his legs
You warped his hand and foot
Tell me, Explain to me why
I deserve to know
You let others think he was crazy
You let it go on for over year
You didn't stop it, Why
Tell me, Give me your reason
Answer me, Help me to understand
You go and make matters worse
You gave him Cancer
You didn't give him a chance to fight back
You just jerked him away from us
Tell me, Tell me how
How you could be so cruel
How can others not question you
When others do it, It's murder
But when it's by your hand
It's your will, Their fate
Tell me, What makes you so different
Your no better than the demons knocking at the door
You heard me beg and plead
You know I'm not afraid to die
I was willing to carry it all for him
I was willing to take my Daddy's place
You didn't even let me say Goodbye
Tell me, Tell me why I couldn't
Answer me, you owe me that much
Sabrina Niday Hansel
Jimmy, you beat it once
but now it's back, full force
Now we shall see the power of prayer
to remove the threatening dark horse
Cancer is a vile disease
we were with you then
and we are with you now
to practice the power of prayer
Though this time is not as the last
for one who is in Priestly study,
to show compassion as a friend
and pray as a theology student
yes one can do both, perhaps
that may make it more powerfull
that power of prayer, that we share
I want you to know that it is there
you beat it once with the power of prayer, you can do it again.
May the Lord grasp that cancer and pluck it from your body, and bring you back
to the wholeness you were, for yourself and Linda my Q10, my best friend.......
In the name of the Father, of the Son and of the Holy Spirit We Pray.............
Time moves on,
and soon will tell,
when asked for whom
they ring the bell…
…and forty lost,
you left before twilight.
When it’s half as much,
at twice the cost,
in perfect light…
We live in castles
…made of sand,
we come as a stranger,
but leave as a friend…
your last first kiss,
those times will be
Your smile indeed
could cast a spell.
You learned to
play a bad hand well…
With all our hopes
and dreams in tow,
we are old too quick,
and wise too slow.
Life’s an elaborate
Would you live again,
if you had the chance?
Copyright © 2013
I do not know?
The bills, the pain, the drama, the rain
The storm grows larger and floods your brain
With thoughts that begin to drive you insane
Like, if I trust God will it all go away?
What am I missing? Empathy? Faith?
What will happen if I stay on this pace?
Am I one of those people that God can replace?
If I don’t change now is it hell I face?
Could we all be afraid of meeting our fate?
All these years trying to find someone to relate..
Is it true you can fall victim of a time and a place?
If I pray hard enough can I erase [pause]
The anger, the envy, resentment and hate ?
or at 25 years old could I be too late?
To try and change my life to get a new slate
And chills cover my arms and my heart begins to race
All of a sudden I can’t hear any rain
Laughter replaces the fear that remained
and God lets us know it will all be ok
Forgive those around you and thank God for each day
Think with your heart and in Gods you will stay.
Dread news silent face
She turned her eyes to heaven
Sharing earth's sad waste
Fear choking the unspoken
The prayer howls for fresh grace
Time crumbles heavily now
She waits diseased, and unbowed
Sister gone, I still
In love recalls wound and strength
That savaged our will
I bore most who loved you most
In weakness trembling my thoughts
How sin could wrought upon us
This dire malady in dust
I offer you all
A hand who tremble to bare
The indignant gall
Of cancer flooding our stare
A dear in the headlights glare
I tremble with you, its all
Each is alone gainst this wall.
patiently I have sewn
smaller and smaller circles
chanting a prayer,
to protect you
on your journey,
to carry you
through the tough times,
its the sound of nature
I send to soothe your pain,
and to bind you
in our love.
I cast this net,
hoping to bring you
back to us
and as my last stitch
and wings are attached
to my heart,
I spirit it away
to rest with you
until you return,
smiling in our eyes
for a friend battling Cancer ... shes been a tremendous
support to me through my own illness
I do not know?
Please if everyone would
come into prayer with me
Over tis man whom is my brother
as time has passed
I have been in search of..
as of Earlier today..
I received a call
From a Hospital
Stating my brother
they were needing my consent
As I went.. I seen my brother
I hugged him.. told him I loved him
Asking him where he has been
He than said... in a very weak voice
I have been around...
than he lowered his head down
I looked and seen
His legs Swallon.. and red
Then I said Brother when
you get well..
You can come in live with me..
How does that sound?
He said.. I would Love to..
Than the doctor pulled me out
of the room..
started telling me about
Doctor said.. I am sorry
there is nothing I can do
Your brother is very ill
His left lung is filled
His right lung three/forths full
His liver is three times in larged
You brother has a tumor
which the roots have grown
into his vocal cords.. and into his breathing tube..
I am again terrible sorry...
There is Nothing I can do..
What you brother has is cancer..
I am sorry he won't be living with you
he will be when if he does leave here
He will be going to Hospices...
If his heart.. stops do you want me to revive him..
I looked in his eyes..
Tears running down..
For I have finally found..
I signed the consent papers
For the doctor to with draw some fluid
to find what kind of cancer tis be
The doctor said... I am sorry
I give your brother at the most two weeks...
I than went in to see my brother
I asked my brother
"Did you find Jesus yet?"
My brother said... "Who?'
I said Jesus Christ...
The Son of our living God
Than my brother looked into my eyes
He said... I know of him..
I said.. have you asked him into your heart yet???
He than replied no...
I said please Brother do so..
For God will Heal you...
For You can be Saved too...
Receive Eternal life..
Live again Forever with Our Savior
He than looked at me..
Smiled.. and said.. I will think about it..
Please if anyone would Pray for my Brother Salvation
That some how he would come to Jesus..
While there is still time...
If anyone has not came to Jesus
Please do so..
For time is the True essences for everything
The Gift of Eternal Life is Free
All you have to do.. Is Believe
Ask Jesus into your heart...
Ask for forgiveness of your sins
Believe that Jesus died upon the Cross
God had him-Jesus Risen.. from the grave
Obtain Eternal Life..Be Born-again
Through Jesus Chrsit We can be SAVED
I do not know?
Here I sit and ponder
of the things that could have been.
If only I had a crystal ball,
then I could see clearly through this wall.
Sitting still and all alone,
she approached me in the center of the room.
It was Love at first sight,
as we kissed all night.
As sick as she was she did not show it,
everyday she improved.
We did not let it beat her.
A prayer a day is all we had to say.
Everyday our Love for each other grew.
The enjoyment each one of us had
showed that we could not be inseparable.
When she stood by your side,
we had nothing to hide.
There were times that were rough and long,
But, our Love for each other made us very strong.
One day we noticed a lump,
which grew as quickly as our Love did
The time grew as quick as a month.
How much time was left was the question now.
Plus, how do you tell you faithful companion a final goodbye.
As she lay on the floor we heard a whimpering sound.
With only enough strength to look into your eyes,
we knew it was time to say our goodbyes.
How do you tell the companion of your life,
who was closer than your wife.
That she had Cancer and that it had spread,
And that in a month she would be Dead.
Your faithful companion your family pet.
In our case Ruff was her name.
The dog that would stand bye your side,
whether she was sick or lame.
I could not stand and see her take her last breath.
I looked into her eyes and there we had a final kiss.
She appeared to stare and say why?
I really wish I knew why they had to Die.
Daddy : I write this with all my Love 9-18-07