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Suicide Tendencies

The world spins as I stand still
Trees grow as I Shrink
Looking in a mirror is alike a big Black Hole
With nothing but disastrous toils
My heart is Shattered in tiny, tiny Microscopic pieces
I no longer have a soul
My Hopes and Dreams as all disappeared
My taught are lost within a razor blade
Jumping off the San Francisco Bridge or Eiffel Tour has always been a desire
Hanging myself is a priority but living life to the fullest is my biggest enemy
I plan what i want to be en carved on my tombstone" REST IN PIECE YOUR NOW FREE FROM THIS DISASTROUS PALACE"
My heart is a Dark Paradise
My razor  as become my Paintbrush and my skin the Canvas
I have discovered that cutting is my bliss
Sitting on the floor, crying for more as my body screams in pain
Trying to move but my hands are stuck
Trying to get up but i'm restrained
My masterpiece is disturbing yet creative
People think they are just scars but they are a history book based on my life
My art work is all over my body
Watching blood flows feel great
As I laugh in the face of death
I may have a smile on my face but I also have cuts on my wrist
My soul grows cold like a tombstone
Don't ask me to unmask my demons 
As my Demons as already won.






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tear drop

Light as a feather, sensing the wind passing fast
And feeling free from everything at last
Happiness and joy have found their way
And in her soul they’ll forever stay
The long trail of memories passing by
Every word he said and every lie
Everything that was hunting her was gone
Leaving her spirit pure and as white as a swan
All her emotions were confused
To this big mix of feelings she wasn't used
Should she laugh? Should she cry?
Nothing matters anymore when you’re in the sky
But now she’s had enough and wants to stop
And it’s too late because she hit the ground like a tear drop.


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You Left because of me

You left?
Why?
Because of me is it?
It was all my Fault was it?

I did Everything for you to love me,
I did Everything for you to accept me,
I did it all because I love you
But why?How could you?!

You left and break the Promise,
Which you were suppose to not Break it,
Your words were all a Lie was it?
And This is Just a Game then you`ll end it

I was just a Replacement,My Love
and YOU slap it on my Face like how it hurts
I tried and Tried to Move on,
But it still hurts

You were Mad because of a Worthless Lie,
You were mad just like how someone Died
But My Dear,You don`t need to Prove it on me
`cause I know I`m not the perfect one to thee

And Now may I tell you this,
That my Love is never Ending,
Whenever you hurt me
It just makes me love you more...

It makes me Feel heaven to fall for you,
But your life was in hell when I did too
So now I`m leaving and won`t come back
Because you left me Because of me.


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Let me go

Let me go,
gently, into that sleep
where the noises cannot reach
and lies can not hurt.
let the ground covers me
with all my worries along


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Hanging on the rope of depression

I was sad and scared, in the middle of the silence, hanging on a string of blades 
that is about to snap, a mirror in front of me, cries beneath me, depression was raging around me.


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For You

By Robielynn Collins 
 

 You are my best friend, 
through think and through thin, 
and I guess you didn't realize, 
that it was a sin, 
but I prayed to God, 
to make you whole, 
and to take you to HEAVEN, 
and to save your SOUL, 
I know he will, 
becaus HE'S a loving GOD, 
and HE can do anything, with just a nod.


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The Tide

The wave are turning and I want 
To pull you from the tide, 
You go under, yet you use
The blue-black water to hide.

What are you hiding from? 
There's nothing to fear in this world.
Don't you want to curl up with me,
In love, tangled and furled?
Don't you want to breathe your last,
In a place you feel serene?
Don't you want to watch your family grow,
Your children reach their dreams?

Your conscience, it takes over.
You want to just lie down.
You want to go in peace and quiet,
Where you can't hear a sound.
It's not a choice between life and death,
But a choice within your mind.
You cannot search for who you are,
If you decide to hide.

I look at you, you look at me,
And it's all so surreal.
The worst is holding onto your soul, 
But, nothing you can feel.

I know you want to touch the bottom,
And surface to the top.
But you're convinced that there is no way,
You'd ever want to stop.

I know you want to break free,
And swim back onto land.
Even though you tell yourself
That you won't stand a chance.

Don't tell me any differently,
I can see it in your eyes.
You want to live, you want to love,
Do it all before you die.

It's not your time to leave this Earth,
And fly into the sky.
Let's get you dry and take you home,
No sorrys or goodbyes. 





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will i

will I...see you again?
Now in a grave,and then a 
friend.
Broken dreams,a heart to 
tend.
Will I...know when the time 
comes.
Is it right or wrong?the 
feeling I get when I hear your 
song..
I'll never know..how fast or 
slow.
The time it takes,to finally go..
Suicide,that's a no.
Contemplated many 
times,and when I do that's 
when it shines.
Eyes open,but lights blind.
Will i....i will not.

For Ariel,and anyone feeling 
suicide is the only way out..its 
not.


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i wonder if i will ever be missed

I am not like the others 
they laughand make fun of me
my eyes painted black by the shining sun
dark in my mind dark in my heart

deep inside i am torn apart
over years of neglect and anomosity
i wished i was a eagle then i would flee

to the highest mountain near the deepest sea
i would hide my sorrow under my wings
and i would no longer be the fool of whom they sing

i am a man full of compassion my love is deeper than a abyss
but my sorrow is deeper than the ocean in front of me 
as i dive off the cliff i wonder if i will ever be missed


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Black Dog

I can't remember a time without you.
You've always been here, following one step behind.
I've always known where our path would go.
It's  time for you to lead, old friend.
I will follow.


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WHY

By Robielynn Collins 



  I have a thousand thoughts, running through my head, 
but I still can't believe, that your really dead, 
because you were so happy just hours before, 
your heart in the heavens,and ready to soar, 
I could never believe, 
that you'de do such a thing, to just take your life, 
and give it a fling, 
what about the people,that cared so much, 
how could you do that? we loved you such!, 
maybe you didn't know it, 
or maybe you didn't care, 
whatever the reason,it just wasn't fair, 
now you left us all here, 
to live wih this pain, 
what the hell in this world, 
did you think that you'de gain?


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the end

the days go dark
i sit in this park
its lonly and cold
but these feelings are old
iv seen it before
shes out the door
i slit my wrists
and my blood slowly twists
down my arm and off my hand
my life is fading and its so sweetly bland
i bleed for you
but you never knew
the slow downfall
of my life and all
its miserable,sad and funny to
how much i really care for you
its ok now my life is fading
but no one knows i only evading
the sadness of losing
and heartbreak, blood oozing
the white light draws near
its almost over from here
i love you my dear
you touched my heart
now its time i fell apart
its me not you
see the picture i drew
thats my blood my note of suicide
im sorry im not ok im the one who lied
its over my life has finaly reached its ending
sleep well my love enjoy this last text im sending


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One Last Time

 It's hard for me to explain,
how I feel,
these emotions I'm having,
or how to deal,
I can't get over,
what's going on,
and I don't want to believe,
that your really gone,
I keep wishing to see you,
for one last time,
you were so wonderful, caring,
and in your prime,
I would tell you,
"I LOVE YOU", and I need you so,
and that I never, ever,
want you to go.


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Silence isn't always fun

The car door slamming shut
I knew what was about to occur
memories flew into my head
scattered like a scrapbook 
I start to tear up
running fast towards the 
hospital room, she was
already gone.
My face tear stained
as the world around me
stops. Silence is all I hear
as I say goodbye.


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angel pain

pain in the eyes of angels
 crimson tears run down their arms

 looking for a reason to live
 to become someones reason to breath

 marks of shame on their hearts
 every scar is a work of art
 high and low like a canion of sorrow

 ladders climbing up every arm
 a symbol of strength never seen
 by an outer soul

 tears of blood like a never ending rain
 tears will forever be stained


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Suicide

          

My thoughts are dipped in 
blood,
So is my pen;
Delivering god's wrath with 
bloody 
Theme:
My soul screams for a suicide 
Oh let me die! let me Die!
Death is a reasonable friend 
Evades the innocence with 
rage, 
Tormenting me each night and 
day.


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Goodbye

Oh my dear
Big sharp knife
Slit my throat
Take my life

Take my hunger
Dry my eyes
Load the gun
Say quick goodbyes

Take the blade
Cut my wrist
Feel the pain
Tighten my fist

Lights fade
Time flys by
Get the rope
Frantically tie

Get a chair
Place it right
Once you jump
Don't try to fight

Seeing your life
Flashing past
You remember everything
In your horrible past

The flashing stops
Everything's black
Finally dead
There's no going back


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WE

By Robielynn Collins
 
 It wasn't my fault, 
that 45' to your head, 
what was going through your mind, 
could not be said, 
the pain you we feeling, 
the hurt that you felt, 
the emotions gone crazy, 
because what life had dealt, 
so in one little moment, 
you took your own life, 
and ended the turmoil, 
the pain, 
and the strife, 
but for those left behind, 
especially me, 
I had to come to terms, 
It would no longer be 'we'!


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crimson tears

I just want to end it all
I can't take it anymore

The crimson tears
run down my arm
and hit the ground

i want to yell for help
but don't make a sound

i hurt on the inside 
so i hurt myself on the outside
everyone stares but they
don't understand 
i'm dying

i'm chained to this sorrow
i can't break free
i look like i'm happy 
but i'm dying inside

the blade is my friend
my only companion 
even though i'm living
i feel like i'm dying


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Going home


Life is only a dream, my awakening would have it seem. I came with 
no direction and was taught love and affection. Quickly that all 
changed and my thoughts were re-arranged.I built a wall out of hate 
and aggression.  Now i look for what's hiding because true love is my 
obsession. There are but a few that share this view and I 
lost contact the day of my inception. I want to share another, one 
from my mother. It came from her loving perception. God loves you 
and I do too, So when you feel like coming home, don't worry honey. 
Just go you'll be greeted with a loving reception


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To Late

 I know now,
that you loved me,
with your heart and soul,
and I know in your mind,
that you had a goal,
you wanted me more,
then just in your life,
you wanted to make me,
your forever wife,
I know all this,
because you told me,
all the time,
but I was unwilling,
to make that climb,
you gave me everything,
on a silver platter,
I never thought in my mind,
that I'de see your brains splatter,
because with one little word,
I tore your heart in two, I never meant to hurt you,
or to make you blue,
I believe you were wrong,
when you said,"you won", 
I just think it was an excuse,
an excuse to run,
So with that gun,
to your head,
you left this world,
way to soon,
now me and you will never watch,
another rising of the moon,
so in this poem,
I just want to let you know,
I loved you much{ditto},
but I have to let you go..
good-bye my love


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PJ My Love

By Robielynn Collins 
 
He wasn't a coward, 
though he took the easy way out, 
no one really understood, 
what it was all about, 
but I know the truth, 
and the pain that he felt, 
and the hurtful feelings, 
that life, 
he had been dealt, 
so he ended his life November 1st.., 
knowing that everyone would feel the worst, 
but still he did it, 
with that gun to his head, 
II still can't believe, 
that my best friend is dead !!!!! 
DEDICATED TO MY BEST FRIEND, DIED 11/1/05


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Body Bag

She sits alone just about cry
With a blade in her hand 
It's taking all her might just not 
to try
To slit her wrist and say 
goodbye
As she writes a letter all we see
Is a long list of apologizes
She wants the pain to cease to 
be
Yet it only seems to lower her 
to her knees
"I'm sorry Mother, I'm sorry 
sister, forgive me"
As the red pours out of her 
pale body
She realizes its not deep 
enough and wants this to be a 
tragedy
"Will I be missed or even cried 
over?"
Brick by brick her wall starts to 
break
With the knife to her neck she 
is sealing her fate
Her mom comes barging in but 
it is to late
The sad little girl has added to 
the suicide rate
Her mother falls to her knees 
and screams why
Her sisters come in and start to 
cry
They can't do anything she is 
already gone yet they still try
They zip her body bag and she 
drifts away
She didn't know if there could 
be a better day 
She regrets her decision yet 
can't go back
Her family is broken because 
its her they lack


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The voices in me

As i sit on this bathroom floor, 
gripping a blade in my hand, with it 
firmly pressed on my left wrist. I 
start thinking this thought that could 
change everything.. End everything. I 
think of the people who would miss 
me. I think of the people who 
wouldn't care. I think to myself, 
"Should I be doing this", this voice 
inside me says, "Yes. Why are you 
living anyway? Nobody cares for 
you, they wouldn't even notice you're 
gone. They don't love you.. Come on, 
do it.. End it now, it's the best way.. 
It's the only way. The sound of the
voice was so weird. Well I can't say the 
voice inside of me was wrong. It had 
been completely right about 
everything. What if this was the only 
way? I wish it hadn't been true. It is 
the only way. I think to myself, "Suck 
it up! It will all be over soon. Just 
one, two, three quick slits and you're 
done. Get it over with already, i'm 
tired of thinking about it! Then all of 
a sudden, a voice said, "Stop! What 
are you doing? This isn't you." The 
voice was so heavenly, so clear, so... 
Beautiful. I didn't bother wondering 
where the voice came from, because 
it came like the weird voice inside 
me. I told the voice, "You don't know 
me! You don't know anything!" SLIT 
SLIT SLIT. Crimson blood, running 
down my arm. I feel calm and in 
control, but the pain is unbearable. 
Unaware of it, I start to feel tears 
running down my face. I get dizzy, 
the bathroom I lay in gets darker. My 
heartbeat gets slower, then, I fall into 
a deep sleep. Or what I think was a 
deep sleep. After a minute, I get up 
from laying on the floor. I look 
around, I see blood on the floor and 
something else.. Me. Still lying there 
on the floor, unconscious. I looked 
so relaxed. Then it came to me. "Am 
I dead?" Where is hell? Where is 
heaven? I committed suicide so 
heaven is not an option. I sit back on 
the bathroom floor.. Confused. I fell 
asleep next to my body. Morning 
came, I wake up feeling groggy, 
confused. I hear people banging on 
the bathroom door and yelling. I 
stand up, stumbling. I look around to 
see blood still on the floor.. But the 
unconscious, bloody body was 
gone.. I was gone. Am I alive again? I 
cleaned the blood, put on my best 
face and hid the scars. I opened the 
door and a bright light hit my entire 
body like I just stepped into heaven 
or something.. Everything is just so 
clear now.


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Final rambles

Not many would pay attention
Even fewer would care
If I went beyond pretension
And did as I dare

If I let go of ambition
And released my tortured soul
No glory or recognition
Playing the undertaker's role

I wish not any sympathy
For I've created my own hell
Look at me with no empathy
Let no tears leave their trail

In days you'll learn
My presence wasn't vital
You'll carry on with no concern
For this friend once suicidal

My hand clasps tight
Around the grip of this gun
At last, I'll be alright
In a world I'm forever done

The taste of cold steel
With my mind on one track
In  a few seconds a life surreal
No care to turn back

In memory the laughs we had 
The times we would smile
Life wasn't always this bad
But got worse by the mile. 



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Sorrowful Goodbyes

Third day of planning a funeral.
Dark and damp, flooded with 
pain.
Bleeding from the inside, and 
drowning in death.

Happiness is key. Smile and 
wave. Blow a kiss and giggle. 
No reason to be ill. Gifted with 
girls, and the best husband in 
the world. Fortunately, a mutt 
too. A home, and a car, and no 
worries to bare.

Dinner was fulfilling and yet my 
stomach is empty. My 
waterworks are running and no 
one can stop it. Cold winds are 
brewing and my fortune has 
famished, my life feels 
worthless, not deserving of 
justice.

A coward they say, to commit 
the ultimate sin, but lost in a 
world that will never stop 
spinning. An omen has been 
predicted, a fate with no 
beginning, it has been seen. It 
came to me wildly, in a dreary 
daze. 

Here l lie with my thoughts and 
prayers , hoping I will be 
forgiven for all of these sins. 
When I rest my final sleep, 
please pray for me until the 
end. My soul will be gone, into 
the depths of hell and my heart 
will be lost to a never ending 
spell. 

I'm sorry to cause grief on all 
who care, but these feelings 
are so extreme and too much 
to bare. Let me burden you no 
more, don't cause a scene. 
Sadness is not excepted here. 
Smile my love. At the end of 
this road I will see you again, 
and together we'll be peacefully 
free.


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Eternal

Dark and Deep.... My Eyes wont adjust.... The air stale and dank... a pungent odor of must........................ This is where I live inside my mind I am awake it`s not a dream....................................Many more Years of suffering is my fate..... If I thought anyone would listen I would scream.............................................. The Universe has passed sentence and realized my every fear....................................My Body so alone and cold the terror overwhelming yet I dont lose one tear........................................... The blackness is eternal the solitude infinite.... crying for help would be futile and hurt more as it would be in vein........................................... As I can not be rescued from this Abyss and for my troubles I would only feel more pain....................................... The maximum punishment was handed down as death is welcome but out of reach............................. and loneliness will plague me for the rest of my life as I cant leave my children today because I have many more things to teach..........................................So for those in earshot of my written word please understand there are worse things than Death......................................... Like living in hell inside your mind........ Desperate to exhale your very last breath.....................................


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Mr Trigger

Beyond the moon with the speckled stars - Solaris burnsthe spell of Mercury - Unwanted in the need to want - Spirals the greed by the infinity of space - Polluted by the mind on fire - The cross of my sin in the shadow of hate - Restless - Stirring - Explosive - Nailed into my coffin of pleasures - Accepted by the hammer inside the agility of pure agony - I breath only to consume sulfur - I am at the end - There is no door to open - There is no hand for help - There is no shoulder for a tear - Crying - Wounded - Resentful - I am not looking for a gun - I am staring down the barrel - Guess who is calling my name - Mr Trigger


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autry

I scoffed at the fact of my simplicity
laughed at the fact of my one deminsion mind
never to figure out what i need to find 
to live in a time of such sutrosity
to care when no one cares for me

to reach out but again denied 
to hide my eyes and the tears i have cried
to be rejected neglected and lead away unaware
to fill my head with all my fear

undoubtless times i have tried
i call it love suicide 
as i stand all alone with only my dignity
my name my real name autry


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Without you

 Been over several months and 
I haven't let go of you. 
 It's Christmas Eve and the 
thought of you brings me to 
tears.
 Seeing the untouched pale 
skin on my finger puts my mind 
in dark a place. 
 Without hesitation, I slash my 
wrist with the used blade that 
you had stabbed me with. 
 As blood drips on the royal 
blue blanket, you once have 
gave me, I realize, there is no 
going back. 
 I wrap the belt, your belt, 
around my  neck. In the closet 
that both of us know inside and 
out. 
 As I finally kick the stool from 
under myself. 
 The weight on my shoulders 
from the world pushes my body 
towards the earth as this noose 
of despair slowly tightens until 
I no long can breath. 
 As the memories of us slowly 
fade to darkness. And the 
bright light I thought you were, 
slowly dimmers.
 Each gasp of air I try to take. 
Only brings the pain You 
caused back.
 My last and final thought 
forces it self Into my depleting 
oxygen brain... 
 The thought that always and 
will stay with me.... I miss 
you...