A Friend like you makes me smile. A Friend like you I love your style. A Friend like you I'll always keep. A Friend like you talk so deep A Friend like you is never board. A Friend like you I thank the Lord. A Friend like you let's me see. A Friend like you I wanna be. Thanks so much for being my friend A person like you will never end. Stay my friend the way you do. Keep it real and keep it true. I'm glad I found. A Friend Like U
I know its the summer time because of how naturally
Your beauty compliments the caress of a summer breeze
As I watch the world from beneath a shady tree
I take in the delightful comfort of everything I see
But in the same breath I am holding up my hands
Lord will you please give me back the things I no longer have
They are even more a part of me now that they are gone
As the sun falls below where the horizon is still holding on
Somewhere between the falling light and a star lit night
Is a dream that last forever and will never say goodbye
As the wind gently blows through the brush and shakes the leaves
It begins to hum a melody that I want to sing
At that very moment I smile for all the joy I have
Its so uplifting for me to see melancholy dance
Soon the morning sun will rise and capture my eyes
As I watch the hand of God paint a brand new sky
With every stroke of color I swallow all my pride
And I find a new place to dream of endless times
If I should ever get to the place I left my broken heart
Only then will I believe this brand new day will start
Again Im reminded of why my heart beats so restlessly
Only the speed of thought and my soul beneath this tree
What lies beneath
The flooding drains
A spiders web
Spawned of rustic chains
If you ask me how I am
I'll reply that I'm ok
Hiding behind this mask
As I resume to face this day
Then theres the sights
A synonym of what I cannot find in you
But I have found
Sometimes hunger is the only kind of food
Have I lost my Faith?
Its something that I could never see
Then theres your eyes
Still falling away from me
But if I was a better man
Would your rivers run deep into outer space
While all along your insisting
That we are both two worlds away
Behold this longer list of denials
And uncertain hope
Reflecting fears of affection
And you still keep your eyes closed
Then by my own admissions
My heart has grown from cold to colder
And by my own submissions
Losing your love has bled me sober
even to this day,i can still hear your voice,
your beautiful sweet voice,racing threw this place,
even to this days i remember who you are,
it kills me inside,knowing your gone so far,
i repeat our conversations and that only makes me cry,
some times it makes me laugh,you were always so silly,
even to this day i keep the heart you gave me,it still new full of feeling,
it still contains the date we created this love,
you left so much in my life,foot steps with a memorie behind it,
And here i am,still beating my self up,i close my eyes and
.make sure i dont breath,
i really need a friend,oh thats right you never have time,not
even for me,
even to this day, i carry more than what i ever gave,
that is acully wrong,i gave more than what this words
will ever make you strong,
i remember i promise you the moon the sky the stars,
well here i am holding the moon like a ring,
pulling the sky like ballons,
and having the stars together like flowers,
even to this day i remember who you are,
and like the promis i made,
ill creat a world with just you and me,just us,
even to this day i cry myself to sleep,
than i tell myself im all alone,
loenlyness became my best friend,
even to this day,i wish i could go back,
and say something to does silent phone calls we had,
even to this day,this end makes me sad.
it makes me fear,not just pain but also tears.
OH The flutter of my heart
When you asked me to marry
With your smile and manner
and with such poise and grace
Our shared days of laughter
and our late nights of whispers
Of our life in the future
with never a departure
We share an endless love
with our thoughts becoming one
Making dreams a reality
a precious gift from above
Our hearts are like gold
Our souls are like diamonds
I love you my husband
from young and to old.
Be by my side
Care for me
Gifts like this
Right as you my
Zealous I be
Sometimes I like to pretend, things never came to a end. But over time, our love became a crime. I didn't know what we had, would ever end so bad. But then I knew things weren't right, when we started to fight. Now I walk down memory lane all the time, the pain is worst then committing a crime. We only caused eachother pain, but we were eachothers maine. I thought things would be alright, but I cried alot that night. I don't want things to change, without you my life is strange. You said you wanted me so much it started to hurt that you couldn't wait, now im just another person you hate. When you said you didn't care, I knew the person I loved was no longer there. You aren't the same, the new you is lame. We both fell, now it's hell. You use to always be here for me, like family. But now your nowhere in sight, things aren't right. Empty is all that I can feel, I still can't believe this is real. I didn't mean to let you get away, I didn't know what to say. Am i with the right guy, or am i telling myself a lie. I was afraid to loose what we had, but to you that choice was bad.
From beginning to end there was love
this we know.
At a nights fall a dove flew,
she had to grow.
All that was built was falling and a return was long gone.
Time was of essence and no more words were needed,
Strange auras were afloat and all was lost.
Pain now fills one and regret fills another,
Soon truth will prevail and all will be at rest.
Untill it sheds some light one must forget,
One must forgive and see that no matter what
There was love beginning to end.
A FEELING IN MY HEART HAS TAKEN OVER ME COMPLETELY, AND BOY YOU ARE THE STAR
TO COME INTO MY LIFE. YOU CAN TAKE ME. OF ALL THE GUYS I'VE EVER KNOWN, THEY'VE
NEVER BEEN AS WONDERFUL, SO SPECIAL AND SO SWEET TO ME. IN ALL THE DREAMS
I'VE EVER DREAMED, NO ONE HAS BEEN AS GOOD TO ME, AND YOUR THE ONE TO ANSWER
MY DREAMS. I FEEL YOU IN MY SOUL, YOUR HEART'S CARESSING ME SO DEEPLY. I'M UNDER
YOUR CONTROL. YOUR ALL I'LL EVER NEED. YOU CAN USE ME. OF ALL THE TIMES I'VE BEEN
ALONE, NO ONE HAS BEEN AS BEAUTIFUL, SO STRONG AND UNDERSTANDING TO ME. ALL THE
WAYS I CAN SEE NO ONE HAS BEEN AS GOOD FOR ME. AND YOU WILL ALWAYS BE THE ONE
WHY DO I BELIEVE THAT YOU BELONG TO ME.
Being "free" is what I want to be,
Be "fearless" is what you keep telling me.
Not afraid of much- there's a few fears left inside,
To the point where I'm so scared, I just want to cry.
Fearless.... It's easier said than done,
There's one fear that sure seems to have won.
To this specific fear,
I'll tell you right now and here.
There's a part 1 and part 2,
too scared to know what to do...
Part 1 is honest and true- it all is,
I dont even expect any responses.
Part 1 of my fear is admitting and saying "i love you" (I'm trying NOT to scare you too)
Part 2 of this is... I dont want to do anything to lose you.
You're important to me- read every word,
Dont want it to be awkward, only heard.
I'm okay with being friends and taking it slow,
For as long as I need to or until I'm old.
I hope to be in a relationship with you,
But I NEED you to tell me, so we're on the same page and I'm NOT confused.
Don't get me wrong, I'll wait as long as you need,
But this fear of mine maybe stronger than me.
there you go-one of few of my fears,
I dont want things to be weird.
If your not ready thats fine with me, forget this poem existed for thee.
Just know that I understand much,
Take as long as you need, there is no rush.
I had to say it or else I'd blow up,
That was hard to get off my chest....
If you'll excuse me now, it's time to throw up.
I've never been so terrified to lose someone- a great catch,
I honestly think that we make a great match.
To my beloved, this is not just a gift
i'm giving to you it is my token of love
for you, my gift of love for you.
I love you so much from deep inside
my heart with utmost sincerity &
respect. My love for you is true & pure
in all aspects of life.
A heart which was broken, is today
mended only for you , cz I trust you.
A heart which once cried and suffered
pain is today once again smiling &
feeling happy cz you entered in my
lonely life giving me the love , care &
happiness which once I dreamt of.
This gift of love may not be that you
wanted from me , still i'm giving this to
you with my heart full of love for you.
With tears full of happiness & love,
i end my words here, hope you like it....
My token of love...my gift of love.....
Love is real emotions.
Deep concoctions of a confused language
You need two people to understand it.
To hold, love, and cherish it.
You need two hearts pounding and wanting to challenge it.
Like finding the prettiest flower of weed or singing a song with no words.
Just a pile of outrageous, flying emotions waiting to explode.
As if to explode into perfect drops of sunshine and land on candy kissed skin.
To be the only bird fighting against the slow going wind.
As of all these words fighting to make sense.
Its when I met eye to eye with you and it affected the way I went.
It changed my whole direction and made me realize that it was you who needed my affection.
It made the confused language come into my perception.
Moving words around that makes no sense to a normal lover but a our language that me and you can cuddle.
Throw in the air and find ways as we go.
Make the world ours to be lovers as one.
To find my missing puzzle piece with the heart inside, to find I have the same one with a key in mine.
To find true lovers is oh so rare.
To know some people make it through when the night is bare.
Just two hearts feeding off another, its amazing to me.
That's when we put us in the picture and we become three.
A nice family with the start of we, just to know it all started with a you and a me.
To know love is real emotions.
Its a deep concoctions of a confused language
the days go dark
i sit in this park
its lonly and cold
but these feelings are old
iv seen it before
shes out the door
i slit my wrists
and my blood slowly twists
down my arm and off my hand
my life is fading and its so sweetly bland
i bleed for you
but you never knew
the slow downfall
of my life and all
its miserable,sad and funny to
how much i really care for you
its ok now my life is fading
but no one knows i only evading
the sadness of losing
and heartbreak, blood oozing
the white light draws near
its almost over from here
i love you my dear
you touched my heart
now its time i fell apart
its me not you
see the picture i drew
thats my blood my note of suicide
im sorry im not ok im the one who lied
its over my life has finaly reached its ending
sleep well my love enjoy this last text im sending
When we just was friends thing seem and felt better
But now sense we've decide to make it into a relationship thing
it seems and feels like everything have's change
I miss what we had
the sex hasn't change it still great
But I do think us having a relationship
between one other was the best
I like you a lot
It just seems like everything
not sure what went wrong
But I would like to fix it
I miss the way it was before.
To this point of no return I've come,
I can't miss anyone anymore,
I'm out missed,
Maybe I've missed out the point cause of my misconceptions.
But my hearts ache is what it is, nothing less.
I'm in love.
With the idea of having u around,
The endless smile u put on face with just a little stare.
The gentleness when you touch me and my body sings songs with a magical melody.
We get wrapped around each other and you enter into my world, never have I ever felt such.
Ur body on mine holding onto each drop of sweat as I pant in rhythms of pleasure, my glory begging u silently to not stop,
Deeper it screams quietly,
Muted by the sins of passion we engage in!
My sin is falling for u.
Can believe it happen never thought it would
All the stuff we been through
Thought we would be together forever
But you was not there even through our loss you were nowhere to be found
I went through it by myself
I went through depression because of our lost love and child
I am so tired of going up and down around and around
Our relationship was a full speed roller coaster
Always thought we would beat the odds
Never thought our relationship would lead me to so much pain and tears
You left me thinking if you ever had any real feelings for me
I hope you would come back but you never did
I felt lost without you
Never thought you had it in your heart to be so cruel to us
I finally had to get it in my foolish head that you were gone forever
I once fell for a man with looks to kill and long hair as golden blonde
Body as a warrior god should be with his eyes so blue as ice
There I stood frozen into his spell
As he held me and looked deep into my eyes
And utterd these simple words of love I was sprung deep into him
This god of thunder kissed my lips ever so softly
Thought I've found my one true love only to find his true way of lies and useing my heart
Just to crumble and crush me down to my sorrow with his enchanted hammer to crush my heart
And all I hoped for to a million shatterd peices
I suppose this will be as I once fell for Thor
By Brian Otoole
I lay in my bedroom asking why?
Then I relize it not me its the cold hearted guy!
I'm sick and tired of hearing all his lies,
Now I've decided its time to say goodbye!
Ive been hurt many times through the years,
I no longer show emotion,
Because I've ran out of tears.
I'm so tired of you bringin me down,
Makin me walk around with a frown,
I'ts time to erase you from my memory,
and no longer be in misery.
So much wasted time,
And you aint even worth a dime!
Never understood you,
and why you act the way you do!
You broke my heart,
Then tore me apart,
Dont ever again try to speak to me,
Just do me a favor and let me be!!
I've done a lot of things in life
And conquered many goals.
I never found that special one
To be with till i'm old.
I may have had some chances
Though the feelings never right.
Someone who makes you rethink life,
A shining star at night.
When we kiss i'll skip a breath
I'll know that shes the one.
A princess for this night to save
And live with till i'm done.
And then we'll meet again in heaven
When God opens the gates.
I'm there for her eternally
Until death is what it takes.
We build together, grow together,
Eventually we'll mold together.
I'm looking for that special one to ask,
Can we grow old together?
A friend I thought I had
when you came with a smiling gaze
But here I stand now
trapped in a lonely haze
Cast down the memory drapes
and put me in denial
Deadly are your deeds
they drown me in a pool of betrayal
The Power of Forgiveness
By Reg Rhodes
Today, I found a key to set myself free from the nightmares of my own
Today, with the key known as forgiveness;
I will cease to languish in my own mental anguish.
Today, I have set a prisoner free;
much to my relief that prisoner was me.
The key of forgiveness releases me from the blame I placed on myself for four
The key of forgiveness releases me from the nightmare of the pain, the
shame, the endless tears.
Though her infidelity was hateful.
I have forgiven her, and for this I am grateful.
I was an unknowing participant of her malicious reasoning.
Falling victim to her planning and scheming.
All the while, she had an unrecognizable look in her eyes.
Her love for me had been replaced with lies.
I longed to see my wife again, but it was too late.
She had already been replaced by an evil being; brimming with anger, lies,
deception and hate.
I mourned her loss, and felt the emotion known as grief.
My loving wife wouldn't return. I pleaded with God to grant me relief.
I desperately needed relief, but found none.
Two years mourning the loss of my wife had begun
The truth would only cause me more pain and tears.
She finally told me the truth; that her betrayal had gone on for 3 years.
The anger and hate she had towards me; a level of betrayel beyond my
To my stunned family; those were the things I simply couldn't mention.
She sneered at my suspicions, forcing me to doubt my sanity.
Her actions filled me with humiliation, and stripped me of my dignity.
I have forgiven myself for trusting the devil who masqueraded as my best
friend, my confidente, my wife.
I have forgiven myself for falling in love with her at such a young age in my
I have forgiven her for bringing out the worst in me.
I have forgiven her for compromising my sobriety, and stealing my sanity.
I have forgiven her family, that despite her infidelity;
continued to love her unconditionally.
I have forgiven the uncompassionate ignorance of the fortunate;
those who have never felt the invisible wounds that infidelity brings.
To the naked eye of the naive; her hatred, anger and lust were unfathomable
I have forgiven her friends for helping me with the relentless self blame.
I have forgiven her for filling me with anger, bewilderment and shame.
I have forgiven the man who aspired to dismantle my marriage and ruin my
I have forgiven his longtime lover who was also my wife.
I have forgiven myself for sheltering my sanity in the cold cave known as
I have forgiven her actions that robbed me of my laugh and stole my smile.
I have forgiven myself; relinquishing my right to a better past.
Freeing me of the self loathing at last.
Ultimately, she couldn't stop her lies.
I knew it was time; we would have to to sever our ties.
In the name of love, I have forgiven her.
I have surrendered my right to hurt her for hurting me.
I have allowed a loving God back into my life; and I am once again free.
Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.
Anger, resentments and hate do not belong.
With God back in my life, and daily prayer.
I have been able to forgive her affair.
God has shown me the sincerest, most beautiful form of love on earth.
He has given me the power of foregiveness, and granted me a spiritual
A serpent of the night
A serpent in friendship
Striking with no courtship
Never minding the relationship
The painful thing about betrayal,
It never comes from the enemy
It feeds on the loved,
Making ‘em worse
Just like a curse
Directly from the cross
It feeds on trust
Created by lust,
We then wonder why it’s lost.
The real definition of humans
The ones you love more,
Cause you pains more.
Please don’t tell me you love me,
Cause all you do is stab me,
Never thinking of all you do to me.
A lot of pain, all from one source?
Saying goodbye doesn't mean you are no more my friend,
Saying goodbye doesn't mean our relationship is dead.
Saying goodbye doesn't mean it is forever,
Saying goodbye doesn't mean that it is the end.
Saying goodbye simply means that I will really miss you,
Till the time when the two of meet up again.
Every move I get closer to you is worth it, and everything you think is wrong with you I think is perfect. You trust me with your heart I swear I'd never hurt it, wasn't looking for a soul mate but fate brought us together so I guess you could say I found you accidentally on purpose, your my purpose for living in this cold blooded life, the reason I haven't given up this lonely phoney fight, with the reaper but if you were to leave here I'd give my soul to grims dully sharpened syth, cause then there is no reason for living no reason for being, nothings worth seeing and oxygen isn't worth breathing if our hearts aren't simultaneously beating , if we were together never would you see me cheating, we would become the army of two never would you see me fleeing, never would we be defeated, I'd hold u up on your feet noone would ever see us kneeing. I'd hold your head up and you'd hold up mine, truth is all we would tell never speak a lie, never need a drug your love would keep me high, I'd make u smile all the time, never be in darkness we'd always shine, me and you would reach new devine, forever together till the day we die
time crawls like a spy through lives
sneaks unwavering through the undergrowth
only the deepest can handle it
rusted nails hide in knots
we move into a hologram of suffering
where observations give us wings to growth
I met you on the hill of unity
where emotions turn in reflection
under the banner of universal truth
your love encapsulated in resonance
indisputably the most beautiful thing that is conceivable
two travelers on the way to their destination
@ Bianca & Gerhard
MY A THOUSAND FRIENDS.
Is it true?
Better one true friend than ten yes men?
My financial friends
You shower me with cash
You shower me with gifts
But when I need your presence
You are nowhere to be found
My sympathetic and empathetic friends
You walk with me
You cry with me
You laugh with me
But when I need financial support
You’re nowhere to be found
My critic friends
You tease me
You make fun of me
You point and laugh
But when I need your presence and financial support
You’re nowhere to be found.
My distance friends
You call to say HI!!!
You text to check on me
You Email to send a joke
You tweet or face book to like my status
But when I need your presence, financial support or critics
You’re nowhere to be found
My a thousand friends
Different you may be
Annoying you may be
Loving you may be
You all serve a purpose in my life
That why you are my a thousand friends.
Poem for my wife
My dear, my wife, you're my life .
no not crying in my mistec
you and our son my life.
Give me one more opportunity.
You're my veep my hart
forget that all maiter
sorry all the stuff related to my mistec
you and me is loving not less cupull our love in third
just our love anyone as Moon Star forgiveness for all my mistec
- by sanjay amaan
Without hope I've been living
Having been hurt before, with
my heart being empty!
But then I stumbled on your
light and now for the first time
I could see.
How can I explain what
you've done to me lucy?
All this who could foresee?
Now I have hope of moments
in my life I like to call..happy!
Ever since I met you-
I've been scared of these
feelings because they are
I severally catch myself
thinking of the best way to
Hoping one day you’ll return
my confession showing that
After deep thoughts of you,
sadly, comes the reality
And I keep wondering, Does
this happen only to me?
Many poems I write everyday,
I cant sleep neither night nor
I keep lingering the moments
How much longer do I have
After how long will I tell you
This feeling is indulged so
But still I've tried my best not
to show, yet I cant hide!
There are many times I steal a
moment to come and see you
Because everytime I do it I
experience something new?
Please tell me what to do,
Now that my love for you is
Tell me please lucy,
I'm I late or timely?
If only I could hold you and
have you next to me-
This aching that I feel would
finally set me free!
As we travel down our path of life
We will come upon mountains higher
Than we could have imagined
Dark skies turned to thunder
Through it all we have made it past
As I look at you and think
I can honestly say
You are the sun I awake too
The moon that lights up my nights
The soft rain that caresses me on a warm summer day
The rainbow that stretches across the sky
Like your arms around me
You are the ground I stand
The clouds I stare at
The stars I wish upon
You are my day, my night, my sun, my moon, my rain, my thunder
You are the reason my world goes around
in the begining its like love at first sight,as it progreses u begin to fight. Arguing about who's wrong and who's right u say things that u may not always mean,u think its perfect but things arent always as they seem .as u dig deeper into the lies as they spread,u think back to the promises that they once said.the feelings that u had starts to change,they think its their fault but its only urself to blame.thought it was great right from the start,truth is relationships usually end in a broken heart.
There was a time when I knocked at Hell’s door
Didn’t think nothing about it just walked through and explored
Was introduced to a lot, saw a lot of people with smiling faces
I walked by them, they whispered behind my back but remained nameless
I saw a friend of mine that I remembered at one time she had nothing
I gave her opportunity and love and a chance, and I was face to face with her she must have forgotten because she started fronting
Kept on walking until I ran into this dude I once knew, we talked for a while until his lies started to sound like truth
The longer I walked the more I saw, I was beginning to compare it to this life, but I wasn’t surprised at all
I ran into my best friend WAIT!? Why was she here? She knew all my secrets she is my heart I can’t believe this, I was overcome by a sudden fear
When we was in conversation nothing change it seem like any other, Then the more I listened she became transparent this time there was no running for cover
I recognized the liar, the cheater, and this mask she wore to gain attention; I stopped her in her tracks and told her to listen
I already walked through the gates of hell there is no longer a reason to lie, I gave my honest opinions and loved you like I love my own life
To my surprise she walked away without a comment, I understand because that’s why in Hell the soul is already burning.
When I walked back through the same door I entered, I realized a lot but I couldn’t be offended.
I went to the mirror to examine myself, I had some things I need to fix and yeah I could use the help
That walk help me point out my faults in me, back to reality but I can only change me
If we could tear a page out of time
what would yours be?
I have thought and thought but cannot deceide
which one to tear out..
I thought my life with him was an eternity
but it was a page out of time like all you see.
Where do you find a page out of time.
In the book filled with promises
Past, present, future...
Each page a new chapter
guided by time.
When will we be together
a book full of promises...
a lifetime of wishes...
a page out of time...
tear my heart out with your hand
that is what you do
where have you been
where have you gone
why must i wait up all night for you
you go party and leave me blue
blue like the sky so empty and vast
you treat me like crap
my heart beats for you
and you beat my heart
punch me in the stomach everytime you walk out that door
you are a lady that acts like a whore
am i not good enough for you anymore
go ahead tear my heart out with your hand
i am through being a stupid man
relationships start out like a thousand pound ship, brand new with no chips or rips, no doubt that youll make it, with hands held side by side ready to get on lifes wild ride, still questions to define and trust knots to un-tie, hoping wut they say is not a le, so u try to find wuts on the other side of there mind,. but then u unlock there internal mansion and realize it's not wut u ever could imagine. but u want to help more then anything, but sometimes when u help it seem like u mess up everything, its really quite interesting. how do opposites become such a great match, like one has a hook and the other has a latch, destined to attach and clash goin 90 on the freeway all good then crash., leave on eachother tattoos or a rash. different each time, u eather want them with u forever or want to say goodbye, somwtimes u want love to multiply or divide, i dont know exactly, it would grow make u happy or end very badley. could go on and on about how love could be there then be gone, much to long to expalaine wus right and wuts wrong. cuz no relationship is the same just a little bit similare in a way
we may not be as one, but we'll always have each other in our hearts,
we may not be lovers, but you'll always be close to my heart.
we may not see each other, but i'll always think of you,
we may distant from each other, but i'll always be here for you.
Broken promises and little white lies, even the little things can bring tears to our eyes . Verbal abuse bruises deeper then skin, actions getting to use to don't know where to begin. Well we have everything in common but disagree on alot, have amazing conversations but one little word makes us stop, your my freezer and im your heater . Together were unstoppable and you tought me so much your my favorite teacher. invincable inseprable on top of the world were untouchable. But in this sence of bliss , one of us always starts some shit.not even on purpose mostly on accident, call eachother names it makes us loose our confidence. But these hateful words we only say out of anger, wen in reality we would never put one another in danger. And to make matters stranger its like we have the same brain same thoughts were so in love ppl think we are as cute as the hound and the fox, and as long as were side by side we will never be lost, if were on the run from the law we would never get caught, noone can withstand the battles we fought or learn the the lessons we tought. Echoother together forever and this time I mean it, but these are just words if your looking for actions get ready to see it
I prayed as a 17 year old girl that the lord would send me a husband that would complete me, yet the lord said wait. My body longed for a child three years later to the date. The lord heard my cries and said only one thing my child you must wait. I filled the space of my missing father in search for what i wanted and came up empty handed. The lord said stop and again wait is all he commanded. I questioned my faith and doubted my god because of immaturity and lack of discipline. I messed up college and a good job mentally confused due to some abuse and god spoke again. Wait he demanded. I chased what i thought in my mind again i needed and was left insecure and mistreated. Indeed free will makes endless room for mistakes and as i turned thirty the lord spoke again and reminded i've never left through whatever you have faced. My trust again proven misguided believing in falsehood and should've done as the lord has said repeatedly wait! Convincing myself i had found the one i prayed for so long ago and ashamed yet again that i failed to to appreciate and realize why the lord had me wait. My mother admitted she had been praying. It was right on point with what god had been saying. She asked that god give me my best friend. She told me slow down i have my whole life to to get to know him. I was frustrated and impatient i somberly admit. I lacked loyalty,faith, and courage. My years was sculpting me into this perfect mold . A mold of imperfection but perfect to endure the reason why the lord placed my request on hold to the date ! My mother and i only asked but god was preparing me to fit perfectly with my soul mate!
so warm like a summers day.
So soft like a child at play.
They were so dark and mysterious.
Your gaze caught me I knew this became serious.
They pulled me in tight.
They showed me something better then the light.
They caressed my body every single curve.
The tingle of your warmth made me shiver and swerve.
That moment was the moment I knew we could never look back.
The moment our friendship had cracked.
That was moment you made me yours.
I can't take it no more
It feels like I'm losing composure
That's why I'm never sober
Been like this
Since you said its over
Been reminiscing the times we had
Still miss the times, even the bad
Girl, you should be mine
Baby, just give me sign
Cause I'm sick of crying
And feel like Im dying inside
When I had you I was invulnerable
But now my current state of mind is laughable