Leaves have fallen around us throughout these many years
Mist has clouded our eyes with vapors of vast confusion...
No one told us then, how storms might come, how skies would gather tears
Or how the sun would often hide, and seem to disappear
Perhaps those years, might have done such harm, to have shattered our illusions
Instead, we lean into each other's arms, and will stay until conclusion...
For Alfred's Contest: ABC of Love
Down by Bliss Street where the frangipanis bask,
And the Goddess of Love has put up her tent,
Lives a gentleman with fire in his eyes and cats in his kitchen.
Oh of course I will tell you he's an angel if you ask,
And his magic lies in the making of enchantment,
Why then do dark clouds cover my silent sun?
We will sing together and dance in a fury of touch,
Like the wind does when a storm comes passed,
We will laugh and joke and taste wine in gentle sips,
And that won't matter much,
Because as you might have guessed,
Love has taken me and kissed me on the lips.
Time has curled up on her couch like a Siamese cat,
Yet he still loves mangos and a foot massage at night,
Perhaps God finally got it right,
When he touched his finger and tipped his hat,
And he walked out into the light,
Why then do dark cobwebs trap me in fright?
By the sea of blue and the grass so green,
He will lay his head on my shoulder and hum,
And all the dark clouds will drift away,
The cobwebs will vanish forever,
In the dark I will find my way,
The bells repeating in my brain will cease,
And I will be able to breathe again.
Oh gentleman of Bliss Street dance for me once more,
Before the candles in my lonely church are lit,
Come with me and sway upon the dance floor,
And I will read a poem and gently massage your soul,
And the red fire of enchantment will burn forever more.
Bravery is the father of fears
Dreams are distant cousins of nightmares
Hope is the sister of prayers
Every night shame lays down and gets screwed by despair
Pollution abuses Mrs. atmosphere
It's a battle between personality and reality
But obviously nobody cares
Maybe it's because big tough is the uncle of little scared
Planning is deeply in love with prepared
Procrastination is the biggest enemy of determination
Ignorance is jealous of realization
Sometimes strength can get sneak attacked by temptation
Silence can never defeat a great proclamation
When the brain disagrees with the heart
The body dies of complications
Love your self...
My mother an angel
Light shines upon her,
Brilliant and bright
Never ending source of might
Paving the way for her daughter,
So thankful I am able to see
Endless endless endless love
God sent her from up above
Has my best interest at heart
How did she become so smart
Full of wisdom
Unable to pin point exactly how
My mom has that umpth pow
Always puts rainbows in my clouds
My mom one in a million
The day I became yours is the day you became mine
All beliefs can defeat evil forces
Greatly healing individuals
Joining kindness, love
Many now owning passions
Quoting realistic sacrament
Taking ultimate victory
With Xanadu yielding zest
if time heals all wounds,?
my cure lies in patience,?
if sadness makes us stronger,?
sorrow lives as my acquaintance,
the sun rises slowly but has to set again too soon,
the sun brings us the light but is only shadowed by the moon,
the sun shows our imperfections, and the moon leaves them transparent,
but if i speak truth let me be a declarant,
true beauty shines through when under darkness, moon or sun,
your beauty stay true, equalled by none,
time will heal not being by your side,
and the sorrow will give me strength to be proud that i tried,
one day you will find a love much greater than I,
i just long for the chance to say that your mine.
when you are down to nothing, God is up to something that will make your everything.
just have faith as you live on this earth because faith is the substance that maintains our spiritual balance.
it sees the invisible, receives the incredible and makes possible the impossible.
it restores all lost hope and revives all crushed dreams.
it is the root of all religion. without it, we are nothing better than the stones or any non-living thing.
so let us have strength and faith as we live on earth.
thirst and hunger for it. when you find it, keep it so that on that day you will proudly say
i have run the race and kept the faith.
it was given to you on the very first of your breath on this earth at your birth up until to your death.
you just have to ignite it by using the word.
the word of God is like a rhythm.
it enters the body like a seed and when it mixes with the spirit, bears fruit like the energy produced in aerobic respiration.
the word of God does not deform!
and transforms your old form into a new form.
it does not convict the mind
but it converts the mind.
so just like i Fred have said, don't be afraid but take this word as your sword and enjoy this world
I'm gonna draw a picture
A picture with a twist
I'll draw it with a razor blade
I'll draw it on my wrist
As I draw this picture
A fountain will appear
And as that fountain flows
My troubles disappear
Not all are the same
If one mess up all take the blam
It use to be like that with me
But then I relized every one is a little diff
I wish I could take it back to the ole days on how it use to be
The brotha's that treat you right
You did your thang and he did what he had to do to keep her around
That person I have not yet found
What happen to the grls that use to treat they men right
And love and do what eva it take to keep him each and every night
That person would be me
Men, Boi's, Women, Grl's, just aint how they supose to be
I mean what I am saying is....
I'm that grl to hold him down
I'm that grl that'll most likely when he's hurt beside his fam that'll be around
I'm that grl when we sex or make love that make him weak
Weak for my love
I want that dude I know who will maintain
Like I said NOT ALL ARE THE SAME!!!
im livin in a world, where all eyes on me.
trying to curve my own route.
but route 66 keeps finding its way to me.
ive been plenty sick, in all the events layed before me.
even when i reflect to my lowest points
i dont regret any of the choices
That I’ve deployed in my era
A lot of it by error, but hey
We live in hell conditions and there ain’t no air condition
Or any guidelines when life throws you in the sidelines
But when hindsight twenty twenty hits
You’ll begin to understand life’s a bunch of equations and you in the mix of it
An you’ll have to think twice, before running into a situation and becoming the best of it
it’s what got me here, it’s what got us here
Ran with my thoughts blazing up to her place and
Guess what happened next
She opened up heaven’s gate
And just before late I slipped out
I’m a Grown ass man
Doin his thing, waitin to blow up like an old land mine
In doin what he drools over
But time after time
Something decides to creep up and cover the light
Lost my way
Then I revoked to ever know, I ever thought that way
But in the in between time, that in the mean time
Spent a lot of time
Gettin pissed off just to medicate and lift off
Don’t need Don Perion to sip off
Already had my way with the bottle
Even thought to get back with the trouble and rejoin the hustle
That’s just what happens to a man who really knows his old ways
Whos tired of making ends meet and ponders getting back to the streets.
Memory sets in and he remembers an O.G. saying
No matter how tall your pockets stand when you ball
Eventually times gonna make you fall
And I as I pull myself together
I don’t wanna end up like the twin towers rubble
I mean no offence to nine eleven but at that time I probably could have used a reverend
But all that’s irrelevant now
because i live with a different perspective now
there you go you made it to the end :-) comment if you like, constructive criticism wanted as well.
i could sit here. day in and day out
thinking of the most proper way
to let the ink in the pen spill out
but as of late im feeling prehistoric
so much weight on my shoulders
and i dont know where to go
resuscitate my soul
look back up and head to the goal
so much evil around. i feel like the devils workin double shifts just to bring me down.
on the road to redemption
you can take a seat up in the front section
just so you can feel the emotions
in this electric notion
i've done a lot of things that hide the halo
let it all collaborate when i medicate
now look at me, mind workin like plato
formulate a new path to take so i can
maneuver through all the mistakes
we all know we cant change what we've already made
but we can change the next thing we create
startin to sound like a serenity prayer
5 steps till im thirty
and the twenty four before i was never a player
found out when the lights came back on im strictly a lover
its the strongest drink for your soul, when its thirsty
so careful how much you intake or be left hungover
even worse be the one she ran over
i dont mean to come off like im too deep
but the obstacles made there way through just to scrape through
and leave me suffocating
just for me to re-invent a new way to breathe, re-decorating
is your life so complicated
you rather wet up your pillows and revoke from the life you live
just think of your kids mourning
theyll never see that pretty face in the morning any more
cheer your self up
you got a lot to live for
your a gem and im that friend
trynna appraise the value
that you dont see inside of you
just another day for him
searchin wonderin what his purpose is
running in circles
till he found a way through all the turbulence
—that's what visions are—
Love, this is the home of craggy sorrow
Each bleak house hugs a solitary widow
Waiting more at a pale silent window
Which portends the dead empty path
This carry the northern cold winds
Of early mornings into the gloomy strath,
Folding time, impatience and wrath,
And all day long, become friends
Footsteps' echoes and pattering of little ones,
Nabbing illusions of joyful shades of tones,
And miserable hearts those endowed anxiety,
And eyes, lips and noses always ready to cry,
Yet how they are innocent, ignorant and pretty.
O love, how the untold words are never dry,
And never desert me like the green in a cedar
Everlasting homage to warmth of leaves
I doubt that my absence should less differ;
I believe when time rashly counts and leaves,
I should feel your waiting when I disappear
Holding close to my soul your rich serenity,
I should roam your world like a dead star;
Long ago vanished, yet glistens bright and clear
Like your sad eyes when full of precious tears
Those guard your peace and banish your fears.
P.S Habibaty ( my darling in Arabic)
Alignments Boldly Cultivating Dimensional Effervescence, Familiar Grey Highlights, Illuminating Joyful Kingdom, Luxurious Mecca, Nimbus Orbs Penetrating Quixotic, Revealing Snowflakes Tranquil, Universal Vantage, Winter Xanadu, Yielding Zenith
~~~Entry for Yasmin Khan
~~~~Contest Name: SNOW
~~~~~~ABC Form (nature)
A penny for my thoughts
I'd be a millionaire
Constantly my thoughts are racing
My mind is everywhere
Should I stay or should i go
Will I win or lose
Can I have my time to shine
Since I have paid my dues
A penny for my thoughts
I wish it were a buck
If I could just collect these thoughts
Then it might change my luck
My thoughts are so abundant
To count them is to many
My mind is worth a whole lot more
Then just one simple penny
IN THIS GENERATION, THE LEVEL OF EVIL HAS BECOME so RAMPANT that CHRISTIANITY IS ALMOST VACCANT.
IN THIS GENERATION, CHRISTIANITY HAS BECOME A SHADOW, SO SHALLOW THAT IT’S ONLY DWINDLING ON THE BANKS OF FOG.
IN THIS GENERATION, CHRISTIANITY, JUST LIKE DIGNITY, VANITY AND VIRGINITY ARE NOW CONSIDERED AS INSANITY.
THERE IS NO SONG, NO QUESTION AND NO PEACE
BUT WHO IS TO BLAME?
FOR EVERYONE IS MAKING A STEP BACKWARDS AND SAYING AWE SINDINE!
WHAT THEN SHALL WE DO BECAUSE EVIL HAS STRIPPED ITS CURTAINS ON MANKIND AND???
THE MORALS AND VALUES THAT COMPLETES ONES HUMANNESS HAVE ALL BEEN LOST IN THE WILDERNESS. FURTHERMORE
THE TRAUMATIC AND SATANIC ACTS LIKE HUMAN DISCRIMINATION AND ELIMINATION THROUGH PREGNANCY TERMINATION HAVE BECOME A NORMAL ROUTINE OF THE DAY.
AS EARTHLY ANGELS, WE SHALL STRUGGLE TO KEEP OFF THE DIRTY ACTIVITIES THAT HAVE MUSHROOMED IN EVERY SOCIETY BECAUSE NOWADAYS, THERE indeed IS A VARIETY OF ANXIETY.
NOWADAYS, PEOPLE HAVE ACCEPTED EVIL. THEY HAVE REJECTED CHRIST WHO, FOR THEIR SAKE, WAS SACRIFICED.
NOWADAYS, PEOPLE HAVE DESERTED THEIR SAVIOUR. THEY HAVE EMBRACED THEIR EVIL BEHAVIOR.
NOWADAYS, PEOPLE FALL IN A SPIRITUAL WAR. THEY LACK FAITH AND THE DEVIL, FROM HIS BREATH POURS DEATH ON THIS EARTH WHICH HAS NO FAITH SO?
LETS US START: REDEEMING THE TIME FOR THE DAYS ARE EVIL!
INDEEED! THE END IS NEAR! THE BATTLE-FIELD IS ALREADY CLEAR! SO YOU MUST endure, PERSEVERE AND MUST HAVE NO FEAR BECAUSE ALL DAYS ARE NUMBERED!
Emotions overwhelm me,
Haunting me for reasons;
24 months and 19 days have passed —
Longing’s destiny is vague.
What is a good solution
To combat fatigue of love
The other side is getting heavier —
Do I give in to emptiness’?
Yesterday you stripped me naked
Today you cut me into pieces
Knocked me out emotionally,
And perfected me mentally!
Now I see clearly;
It gives me more stability!
Realization dawned on me.
I doubted Yesterdays —
Do I need to trust today?
Am I longing for a soul?
Emotions do not need identity.
Face and body can live life,
With pretentions of mind.
Life is now a roller coaster,
The wheel, turning and churning,
Never stopping for breath.
Do I trust today, to forget
My yesterday’s Dreams?
The rain is starting to pour.
The clouds are turning gray.
All my hopes I had in you .
are slowly fading away but fast.
Always thought this would last.
you said believe in you.
I gave you every chance.
and this is all you could do.
Was take my heart and throw it away.
Say things that don't mean nothing.
touch my hands I feel nothing.
Kiss my lips and your numb to me.
numb to me.....
Now you might have heard of the phrase “On my one sixteen”
But you might be thinking to yourself, “What does this even mean?”
It means that you are unashamed of Jesus, our Savior
And that you just don’t say it, you let it model your behavior
Now with your friends you talk about sports, school, girls, and lovers
But when it’s time to talk about Jesus, you run and hide under the covers
Now this isn’t the way we were made to react
If the gospel was the Mona Lisa we messed it up and made it abstract
We are to talk about our Lord without feelings of shame
So why do we so often fear to speak of his name?
Now Jesus didn’t come so that we could be shy
So when we are afraid to talk about him, he must ask himself, “Why?”
Now I can see him looking down on us with a tear in his eye
Saying, “These people refuse to accept me, even though for them I came to die”
Jesus died for our sin, he came and washed it all away
He completely destroyed it, it wasn’t made to stay
Now to our sin, we no longer have to be slave
So why is it that we still let our sin control how we behave?
Jesus destroyed our sin to give us a new start
He doesn’t just want you on Sunday mornings, he wants your heart
It’s not a one time thing, Jesus causes a new lifestyle
We must stay faithful to him, no matter what the trial
People are going to hate us for what we believe
They won’t embrace the joy that we receive
Now living a life of one sixteen isn’t going to be easy
You’re going to have to man up when you start to feel queasy
There will be rough times, but it’s worth the reward
We get to have a relationship with Jesus, our Savior and Lord
But this wasn’t free, it was bought with a price
And it happened to be our Lord offered up as a sacrifice
But he took the pain of all our sin, he put it on himself
He didn’t die so that the Bible could be a pretty decoration on our bookshelf
He gave it to us as an instruction manual, because we are in the middle of a war
It’s supposed to guide us and give us hope, not be just another monotonous chore
He gave up everything he had for us, out of his blood love pours
But we keep on running to the arms of another, like a group of unfaithful whores
So how about we turn back to our faithful lover
You may think you’re too sinful to love, that you’ve slipped up and can’t recover
But if you run to God you will discover
That he still loves you, he hasn’t moved on to another
So if you look back at all he has done
Why are we still ashamed to speak of the Son?
Let’s speak of him with confidence and joy in our voices
Because we know he is the best out of any of the other choices
Out of all the ways to live, he’s the only one who will satisfy
So let’s take his word and to our lives let’s let it apply
Let’s shout the name of Jesus all over the land
Let’s cry out this good news that it may grow and expand
Jesus is here to save, this word must be proclaimed
So let’s be on our one sixteen and live life unashamed
Even though i did not hear your voice tonight i'm still ahit,
I will go on like this for ever, i wont go out without a fight.
I'll fight till the end of this life to win your heart,
All you have to do is tell me when to start.
The music blarrin in my head phones at 1:52 AM and i'm lovin it,
cause it helps me remember your gorgeous smile like it was meant to fit.
Wanting to feel your touch and kisses all over me ignites the fire in me,
Wanting to take you by your hand and run wild in a big sea.
There aint much i can say to express myself but this will have to do for tonight,
I think its just that i haven't reached height.
You no I love you and that's all that matters or will ever matter to me,
I will love you till i die, like I told you before, cant you see?
SMALL CRIES I TAKE BEFORE I SLEEP
‘IS IT THE ANSWER TO DEAL WITH PROBLEMS?’
I ASK MYSELF
SMALL PROBLEMS FOR A SMALL PERSON
IS IT NECESSARY TO SHED SMALL TEARS?
SMALL EVERYTIME I AM IN PAIN
‘ARE MY SORROWS TOO SMALL TO BE CONSIDERED IN HEAVEN?’I ASK THE LORD
IT IS TOO HARD TO GROW, IF GROWING MEANS GETTING THROUGH PAIN
I SOMETIMES SEE LIGHT, BUT TRY HARD TO KEEP IT BURNING
LOST IN THE MIST OF LIFE, LOVE AND FEAR
PLEASE HELP ME LORD, I AM JUST A CHILD.
...And you are me.
I will walk through the darkest
places with you to bring you
into the light.
I will be by your side always
Today I talk to You with sympathy...
For I have found I love You in an epiphany!
Today;One Day At A Time,I find...
The People of Passion are kind.
I pity the ill,sick,and suffering in despair.
I pity the hurt in pain as I care..
For Today love flourishes deep with-in Me.
God resides quietly and peacefully as I see;
The Sympathy and The Pity:
and The City...
Unconditionally We love and We sit firmly...
Unconditionally We walk above it lit;yet composed.
Unconditionally We forgive
For forgiveness is A Prayer in Serenity that We cherish in Our Lives
Today I hope! I listen! I accept! I speak!:
Love all things without rations...
For Today I Have redeemed COMPASSION'S!
By Charlene L. Wilcox
Ailing baby cats die exacting fear grief having inevitably just killed loving mothers not
only plainly questioning reasons some things understanding vile wrong-doing xanax yields
I want to dip my hands in the sky and watch the stars fall down and cry
I want to walk out into the ocean and lay my troublesome head down into the murky depths
There are hidden meanings in the words I speak A hidden sadness in every look i convey towards you but you don't see behind your wall of smoke and mirrors it's just to much for you to comprehend I love you but I'm falling apart behind all the closed doors you don't see when your away from me.
I need to run to the farthest city out of reach take my hand and follow me
I need a new scenery to change this broken reverie
Leaving behind the wasted years all spent on my knees gasping for the air I try so hard to breathe.And even when I've hit the floor I still see my weeping dreams shatter across the screen of this empty cinema inside my head.
I want to pull you in but taking you down with me is not a option
I'll never leave even when you scream and show me towards the door
because now I love you and I need so much more
I have to grab the hand your reaching out towards me but in order to stand by you I would need to walk across a million miles of broken glass
I have to break crashing through the surface of this drowning sea I have been under so long born again and the only one that could have ever saved me was you.
She wore kindness, forgiveness and the romance crown,
Loved her when she laughed, yelled, groan, cried or croon,
Silliness, jokes, laughs, rivers of love, kisses above us flown,
Young lovers we were, holding hands, with devotion upgrown.
I was once lost in the darkness of life, and gave up the fight,
She hold my hands, "come" she said, to open field to sunlight,
"Let go" again she said, run, play, sing, spin and whirl in might,
I was luminary again, radiated like celestial fire on moonless night.
She is the one, who ignited the stars, and planted the roses,
Decorated my life with her musical cords, and magical gnosis,
So special my darling, possesses the miracles and the stick of Moses,
Happy 27th anniversary my gorgeous wife, and with love I closes.
You know what?
i am here so unclearlry
i love you so fiercely
that's all that I know
i'll get in trouble
loven you, you loven me
I am unashambled naked
You'll take me, won't you?
In midnight skies the cries of love drift off to sleep in endless love.
For he who heard them.
Sent them hope, that God created a world for them.
For us to see and bare good times.
For no more hurt and devishlish crimes.
For the earth which once was good.
Is soured and torn.
There are no morals or dreams no more.
Or hope of good things when suffering soars.
For they are crushed by his vast sword.
For he who has the greater sin.
He has carried and been burdened with.
He has been forgotten.
In times like these.
Because people hearts bleed with disease.
For they have burdened him with more sin.
They have forgotten the pain he is in.
For he so carried his cross with pride.
A younge man who was destined to die.
No matter what the world does think.
This man did live before we did.
We have lost our way in darkened times.
Like lost sheep we have roamed, away from him.
If youd only listen and help to carry his cross.
Take the blame for things done past.
Change our ways for hope to last.
We wont do that out of pride.
When he is denied.
I feel for him.
I pick his cross up and help him off the ground.
For he is my brother.
Who I have found.
He has carried that cross.
No man deserved his life in such a lose.
Tormented and torturded to no extent.
He didnt look like a mere man in the end.
He coutinued to stand even after he fell.
Showing me the strength of Heaven and hell.
For a man so strong, so bold and kind.
Showed me what we can do as man kind.
He gave his life for everyone who reads this.
For those who can not see.
Do not be blind
Find this man, for he needs you.
He gave his life to save you.
With your help, you raise his cross.
You heal that burden of love.
That has been lost.
Ease his pain and find your way.
For Heaven is a start and hell is a step away.
All I will say is how I did my best ever day to say you are my love
Before I go to bed and before I wake up I pray above
Cluing you with the best of my affections that I hope you see
Did you know that everyday I look at you my day is pleasant and that is the key
Everyone that knows me knows that you are the one for me
Friends and family love you as much as I expect to be
Going forward with all my heart I give you my love unexpectedly
Holding your hand while walking and whispering to your ear I love unconditionally
In my heart I expect in return is a smile of faith
Just when we look into each others eyes in love we bathe
Kindly we speak to each other with passion
Life we have together we love our every hug and kisses in occasions
everlasting forgiving grace.
Healer, indeed justifying Keeper,
lending mercy not oppression.
Providing quiet rest,
I am so sorry I tend to whisper to my self while the wings on my back enfold me in my idiocy and bust in a furl of feathers and fire.
My authentic halo falling broken reinforcing my thoughts on transformations...
My lush lies crept up into me whispering to you my secrecy and my merry go round patterns...
I was adapted to serous sabotage and unconsidered volcanic eruptions... Having nothing to react to I made my own quake...
i deserve everything.
But for you to say I can't feel is something that just shocked me at my core...
But then again what should I expect?
are you kidding me...?
But then again what should i expect...
I gave you a reason to be suspicious a reason to say those things...
With my viscosity on the subject I realize I have to be punished... and it has nothing to do with you...
To maintain a life
Above all the strife
Pain and sorrow
Is to choose
A sight so sharp
It sees through the dark
And sees even in the light
Things that defy human sight
The ability to look
To see beyond the present circumstances
To hold on to that faint candle light
In the midst of the pitch black darkness of the night
The will to cling to life
When death is but a pinch away
The strength to see the sun shine so bright
Through a sandstorm in the Sahara
Through the snowstorms in the north pole
Through the cloudy rainstorms of the amazon
The ability to see white
When everyone sees black
The will to see beauty
Where everyone sees the ugly
To see the highest mountain peaks
As mole-hills about to be trampled
To believe in particles
Faster than light
To believe men can touch
The surface of the sun
And walk to the ends of milky-way
With the stars as our footstones
The ability to hope for better things
And to dream of better days
In the midst of bitter months
Can’t you see the impossible
It’s laughing you to scorn
Telling you I’M POSSIBLE….
why do we have clouds?
why do we have sky?
why do we have music?
why do we have computers?
just think why why why!!!
As I'm here all by myself, memories past through my mind
My heart missing you so much as the tears fall from my eyes
Trying to stay positive, awaiting your return again
For the day that I'm reunited with my love, my best friend
You tell me not to worry, to stand up and be strong
I try so hard my darling but every second feels so long
Remembering all that we've had, are the simple things I miss
How your arms would feel around me and awakening to your kiss
Facing sleepless nights, the loneliness it brings
Would send my love to you if my heart could grow some wings
I will never love another, my days they are so blue
And you will always forever be, the man that I love true
I pull my blinds down shut to end another day
An eerie silence fills the halls with lonesomeness and decay
I draw my sheets back and clear the thoughts inside my head
Because the quietness breaks my heart when im alone in bed
I turn the T.V. on to turn the emptiness down
I hear the voices speaking, but I can't make out the sounds
I look at my bible filled with guilt and shame inside
I havent picked it up to read for quite some time
And with hell I look up to my ceiling and cry
Have You abandoned me too for ever leaving Your side
Lord just light the way and I will come back home
Lead me back to that place I was once before
I know I havent prayed, because I have been afraid
I know I let You down and I was scared of what You might say
Forgive me for ever thinking I could do this on my own
Please give me strength so that I can carry on
And help me turn these pages once again
So that I may be all I'm meant to be in the end
A better friend, a better son, and a better brother
A better uncle, nephew, cousin, and a better lover
Teach me to be a father who leads his child with strong hands
Because I know that You made me to be more than I am
We can make it
The cozy things are admire
Fortube for me, I fell under
the air of life.
Behold it was as if the world
as come to an end
I thank my ancestor
Because am hopeful with speculations.
Reluctantly I departed but
My feelings inside me
Is to lay mattress and doze off.
Their etiquette of life is
Unaffordable but affordable for me.
They compose one another
and live longer.
Their life are cozy and admirable
I have the hope of a fish wife
My ancestors Pray for me.
holding on for dear life struggling for a breath though my throat is tight.
one touch from you is like a brand new day
your here now its all ok.
you make my every dream come true you make my heart stutter
and I wonder
do I do that to you
you smile and im on a different world. you stroke my cheek and im your girl
im putty in your hands though you make no demands
you make my every dream come true and I wonder do I do that to you
do you catch your breath when I come close
do you forget it all when im here
you make my heart stutter and you make my every dream come true
now tell me do I do that to you.
Never Just a Dog
The day was long and hard
You greet me at the door
Ever ready to show the love
Ever ready to listen
Never judging, never arguing
You wag your tail and smile
Patiently waiting to have my
Hand; gently scratch your ears
Patiently waiting for your leash to snap in place
Slowly you take the lead out into the world
Walking in companionship
You feel the tension leaving my body
Your excitement grows, and yet you patiently wait
You wait for the smile and the signal to play
There it is! That loosened leash that says freedom
You chase the blowing leaves around until the true prize comes forward
Your favorite ball sails through the air and you run as fast as you can to retrieve it
Then back again to my side
You drop the ball and wait for me to pick it up and send it flying through the air again
Again, and, again the ball flies until the darkness is coming and your tummy rumbles
You sit and patiently wait for the snap of the leash once again
Tonight is a special night; we take an extra run around the park to burn off the rest of the day’s tension
Home at last for some kibble and a drink
You settle next to me, and nap as I slowly drift off
I nestle next to your warmth and smile
You are my friend, my companion
But never just a dog
Always be compassionate!
For giving has its joy.
Kept lies may never offer partnerships!
Quickly, romance slips through useless void!
Who exits your zone?
Announcing my return
Before I see you leave
Cuddled up in my thoughts
Delirious with your name
Feeding on my dreams
Going out of my way to give you anything
Hearing your soft voice brings...
Inklings of you in my head
Juxtapose our differences again
Killing my very heart
Loving me can be so hard?
Merging hearts, you won't do
Now all I have is an image of you
Opulence has blinded you
Prevented You from seeing ME
Quixote's madness seems to be my friend
Reminded of you in everything
Seeing my heart ripped like this
Torn like an expensive fabric
Ubiquitous pain; Love is
Venting out my frustration anyway I can
Waiting for the day you notice me
X-rays of my heart show the truth
Yearning for your love;would be too late when I reach the
Zenith of my career
If time heals all, then when will my alarm clock ring,
If tomorrow is a new day, why do the morning birds not sing,
I want to be awoken, from this dream fueled by disaster,
The hands keep ticking, i just will them, tick faster,
My reasoning is affluent, yet it bleeds through stigmata,
If to sacrifice, is solution, then my soul freely martyr,
My burdens weighed down, adds fuel to their meaning,
My clear image tarnished, by the scour of being,
My foundations pressed, as i confess, to all without believing,
My heart bleeds less, as i digress, to all without deceiving ,
My eyes feel weak, as i lose track, of the path i once walked,
As resistance feels futile, your mind becomes, warped,
The path becomes darker, as my demise is brought fourth,
But the path is now brighter, than at ones first thought,
If its my time, then how will i, know that i must listen,
To the bells that chime, at once as i, am freed by my admission.
I had a dream of u today u called me and told me it was all a bad dream u didnt have to go away wen i woke up i felt like screaming and crying im falling apart without u here its like a part of me is dying all i can see is a big smile on ur face u kno nobody will ever take ur place its so hard for me to stay strong with my best homie gone the thing thats hardest for me to accept n comprehend that im never gona see u again that kills me inside wen u left us i feel like apart of me died i dont kno wat to do but all i kno is wen u left apart of me went with you
From the start You gave me life;
Sin came in, soul suffered strife
Such an awful circumstance
Sin controlled both feet and hands
Lost was I nowhere to go
All of me have suffered so
Till the day that I did see
Footprints that led me to Thee
Roughest route the prints were found
On your head the thorns were bound
Nails and tack with blood were blot
Stains that made me gain a lot
Course was cruel, dark the day
How oh Lord can I repay
Such a precious sacrifice
Opened darkened, blinded eyes
Painful path your feet did bleed
To the cross the trail did lead
Hungry soul was there relieved
That same day I first believed
Guard my feet, where’er they go
All You say, I’ll do it so
Sure am I You’ll lead the way
Every word will I obey
I have felt the love
I have felt the hate
I have felt the life leave my heart
I have felt the ones I loved betray me
I have felt ones care from afar
I have always wanted a few besides me
Without them I am nothing
Whether you are there from afar
Or walking by my side
Whether patting my back
Or giving me a tender kiss of life
I have been mocked with riches
And I tore myself down
"Life is going to hell" I said
As i crossed on to a dangerous path of life
But after today
Things have went my way
And nothing now feels wrong
The past is gone now
These times anew
But at least these times
I'll spend time with you
I was the voice of which could not be heard
I was the song which couldn't be sung
I was the one that went unnoticed
I was the bell that was un-rung
I was one of the lucky ones
I had my friends there all the way
To revive me from my aches and sorrows
Bringing back my true life
I noticed life was passing by
As life soared right by my side
I gathered all my strength and spread my wings
And now with life I fly
The Revival by Michael Byron Dale Hamilton
ALLAH SUBHAN-HU-TAALLAH CREATED THE PLASTERED SCLUPTURES OF GRAVEL & SAND ,,& BROUGHT THEM TO LIFE.
TO LIVE WITH SERENITY,,WITH LOVE.
TO CLASP WHAT THEY SEE & HAVE A FAITH ON IT.
TO HAVE AN UTMOST BELIEF ON THE SUPREME KINGDOM OF THE ALMIGHTY.
ALTHOUGH THE WORLD IS FULL OF SUFFERING,,IT’’S ALSO FULL OF OVERCOMING OF IT.
IT’’S FOR US TO PRAY NOT FOR TASKS EQUAL TO OUR POWERS,,BUT NOT FOR POWERS HARMFUL TO OTHERS.,,,BUT FOR POWERS EQUAL TO OUR TASKS,TO GO FORWARD WITH A GREAT DESIRE FOREVER BEATING AT THE DOOR OF OUR HEARTS AS WE TRAVEL TOWARD OUR DISTANT GOAL.
NO PESSISMIST EVER DISCOVERED THE SECRET OF STARS,,OR SAILED TO AN UNCHARTED LAND,,OR OPENED A NEW DOORWAY FOR THE HUMAN SPIRIT….THR’’Z A DIVINE SPIRIT TO LIVE,TO HAVE A FAITH THAT “””NO MEN ARE FOREIGN””
LIFE IZ JUST A TESTINY FOR DESTINY,,,,WHAT WE HAVE ENJOYED WE CAN NEVER LOOSE……
……….ALL THAT WE LOVE DEEPLY BECOMES A PART OF US.
WHEN WE DO THE BEST THAT WE CAN ,,WE NEVER KNOW WHAT MIRACLE IZ WROUGHT IN OUR LIFE,,OR IN THE LIFE OF ANOTHER.
…I’’M A BEING OF A DIFFERENT THOUGHT BUT I’M ACCUSTOMED TO PEACE WITH A DESIRE OF LOVE & RESPECT..& I PRAY EVERDAY FOR ALL BEINGS TO BE LIKE THAT.
Anthologies of language form, the core of man’s suppositions,
Breathing life into the Word with grace and contrition.
Counting, countless citizens mass to pray their propositions
Doubtless to postpone the day of their forewarned superstitions.
In the Beginning there was the Word and the Word was …
I have a special friend
Who will be by my side till the end
I love him with all my heart
And I have right from the start
Some times I find it hard to see
The way he keeps looking at me
When I'm sick in bed
He is always stroking my head
Holding my hand ,standing by me
Keeping me safe and free
He is truly the best thing that's happened to me
Life without him I can't imagine
But living each day with him is a special sensation
All my dreams came true when I first saw you
Away across the sea I found a Shamrock,
She was as pretty as the golden sun in Kent.
I knew I should not touch this lovely Shamrock,
But I knew her charm would hunt me if I went.
I reached out and held the little Shamrock,
The wind kept tugging just as if to say
Please don't take this flower out of England.
Leave if you wish but let the Shamrock stay.
The charm of Ireland seemed to glow and prosper,
and everything was pure as pure could be.
Happiness was ours and soon another,
Just as long as we stayed near the Irish Sea.
The Shamrock flourished fine in dear old Ireland,
where sunrise drives the mist in Dingle Bay
and Shamrocks get along beside the channel,
on even by the Mersey so they say.
To take a Shamrock far from home brings trouble,
and lucky as this charm could ever be.
It soon began to wilt and louse its luster,
Soon after we had moved across the sea.
The Shamrock flourished one more time then wilted,
and nothing I could do even seemed right.
I tried air, water, and even sparkling sunshine,
and even kept the door open on it at night.
I swear I'll never move another Shamrock,
As this one's back again now with the breeze,
Maybe some day she'll float on back to England
and settle down around the lovely trees.
Every day the news by best jailor
Since my hours run fast through the sweat
To put comas in the bills every month
And fill the never full belly engine
In the midst of the crowd they said
That’s why I wonna see and hear it myself
So from my coach I will listen Mr. President
You said you are the head we form the rest
Guess at the nails you will easily locate me
You start the heading we complete the essay
You alone with your men its cumbersome
You need the millions to move the rail
For our coin to strengthen against the dollar
So from my coach I will listen Mr. President
It’s a bit hot and greasy down here
Our sweat mixed creates killing bugs
Take your coach and listen Mr. President
A list from my local club slowly unveiled
Maybe you can roar from the high seat
And scare the bugs itching our skin
So from your coach listen Mr. President
Our mothers still die on the hallways
Nurses say you stingy for their quality
That private clinic they all labour there
And in your general place, their pity serves
Our babies are examples for best idiots
For classes too congested for one teacher
From your coach listen Mr. President
Other brothers now with sluggish talk and walk
Glue, liquor and puffs been their daily sacrament
No law feared since your men got deep pockets
Uncles killing our fathers for an acre even less
Hearken rural urbanization, I have a degree
For a ranch in favour to dad I will buy
From your coach listen Mr. President
My list is endless and your ears go tire
So the rest I will copy to your deputy
When alone you two wine and dine
Let it top your priority menu
That zealous sleepless citizens you lead
For their country’s love they support you
For a word you say, they work it farther
Off the coaches, lets act Mr. President
The room is dim,nothing but candle light
I sit here alone,remembering that night
The light in this room not so long ago
The memories we made,with our hearts a glow.
We danced, you held me
Whispered in my ear
Please never leave me,I Love You my Dear.
I'll love you forever,the promises we made.
But tomorrows aren't promised
The candles go out
So I'll sit here alone and remember when
The days that we loved
The memories won't end.
A part of me you'll always be
My favorite part thats true
To say I Love You,that promise I made
My "greatest promise to you"
What can I tell you today?
I’m here in a wonderful way
The morning is glowing
I feel love a flowing
I’m feeling so happy and gay.
Every day I am feeling like sunshine
Cause I’m living a beautiful life
Where all is just knowing
The soul always growing
Away from all trouble and strife
I know I will live till tomorrow
And now is a beautiful space
I’m flowing, I’m glowing
The sweetness of knowing
It must put a smile on my face.
What power is here deep within me
I always am looking at ‘me’
My life it is changing
It’s all rearranging
And now I am flying so free.
I found me a man called John Sherman
He told me one small thing to do
Look into your being
And see what you’re seeing
And now I am telling you too.
4 May 2013 @ 0520hrs.
Satan, the world’s best liar and ultimate deceiver
He poisons the minds of all mankind and all of us fellow believers
His words are sharp like knives and dangerous as the sharpest cleaver
We try to run away but he always seems to catch us like a wide receiver
Our aiming to avoid him is a constant pattern of failure and digression
We rely on ourselves and try to find the right way but it is always a misdirection
Our discouragement weights us down with every instance of lack of perfection
What we need to do is dial into the connection of the beautiful resurrection
Jesus paid the ultimate price for us and made a costly transaction
He gave up his whole self to us, not just a part of him or measly fraction
He put on his surgical gloves and went to seek out our sin and make a careful extraction
He had his eyes on the prize, 20/20, no distractions
Though Satan still tries to tempt us with his constant flirtation
We must trust in the power of Christ and his beautiful salvation
T-t-t-temptation flowing in our veins
Don’t take in upon yourself trust the king who reigns
T-temptation Satan’s favorite weapon
Through Christ stay strong, your reward is in heaven
Remember that awesome moment with God and hold onto that sensation
Use it as motivation to fight against Satan and sin’s worldwide inflation
Don’t rest easy or come victim to Satan’s subtle sedation
Keep your eyes on Christ for he is our true sense of liberation
Stay tuned to the word of God and don’t fall victim to another mirage
Don’t give yourself up to Satan’s constant attack and sabotage
He may look innocent but he’s dressed in his vegetative camouflage
Even though we think he looks cute and innocent like your prom date’s corsage
You can’t master the fight against sin just cause of some course you took in college
You may have gained book smarts but it doesn’t always relate to the needed street knowledge
You may think you’re ready for battle but this is a story of fiction
You must look to Christ and at his perfect depiction, of life
To start to conquer sin you must take a place of humble submission
You need to examine yourself and find the prescription to your heart condition
You need to align your life to Christ and follow his rendition
For his is the perfect example of a servant in a leadership position
Now he freed us from the bondage of sin with his suffering and gruesome affliction
We no longer have to be held down by our sinful habits and horrible addictions
Finding pride in Christ’s death may seem like a contradiction
But we find true victory and freedom in his crucifixion
The sounds of our generation
Everything plugged in
What’s old is of the past
No longer useful
Our new way of communication
Face to face is no longer relevant
Unless it’s FaceTime
Have this, get that, you NEED this
But do we really?
Whatever happened to going outside?
What happened to genuine relationships?
Where did our imagination go?
Let’s take the “i” out of everything
And turn it into “us”
Turn it into “we”
But not like Nintendo
Live it up
The sayings of our generation
Sorry to break it to you
But the real world isn’t like “The Real World”
Stop trying to make “The Real World” your real world
And live in the real world
Life isn’t like a reality show
You’re not a Kardashian
Who’s your Kanye?
“Don’t be the B in apartment 23
You’re better than that
We’re all better than that”
Don’t live like you’re on the Shore
The role models of our generation
Is this all we are?
There are so many role models out there
We just need to find the right ones
They’re out there
All we need to do is make an effort to find them
They’re not far away
Just look a little closer for what really matters
Vampires and Werewolves
Friends With Benefits…
The love stories of our generation
Love is greater than all of these stories
We need to rediscover what love truly is
We must understand that we don’t “love” ice cream
We like ice cream
We love our family
We love our friends
We love God
Learn to love not with words
But with action and in truth
Love is the greatest gift we have received
Let’s start treating it that way
Unlike “things” of this world
Love will remain
Love is eternal
But we have true potential
Both a blessing and a curse
It brings pressure
But can also lead to greatness
We have opportunities nobody else has ever had
We can join together
We can use technology to make the world a better place
Not just to play Call of Duty
The cards are in our hands
We just need to lay them on the table
We are the minds
Of the 21st century
We have greatness at our fingertips
All we have to do is get off the couch
Deep in silence I focus on my pain
I've kept it buried below and softly away
Disabling all of my false and insecure pride
Filtering through the faces I keep disguised
Its been well overdue for me to make a change
While my words become like rotting fruit and falls away
Searching for something to mend a shattered heart
Insearch of inspiration, but instead I fell apart
Give me a pair of wings and watch me fly
Then watch me crash and burn out of the sky
I know that my plate is made warm for me on the table
As I begin to wonder if I will change at all
Honestly I'm not sure that I can
Behind a box of excuses you will find a man
With a heart so big and wants to save the world
But yet so selfish that my punishment is well deserved
I'm so tired of defending what I'm not and have become
And still I keep pretending that nothing is wrong
Throw me the obvious and I will wear it on my back
As the summer night illuminates memories I can't have
I know that my dinner is getting cold as I grow unstable
Uncertainty has become all but a poetic fable
But I will keep on digging until the whole is dug
As the hole keeps getting bigger with every plunge
Tomorrow doesnt exsist until it comes
So tonight I light a candle for hope until it does
I can't change
And you can't make me
This world has already tried to break me
And I stand here strong
So what makes you think you can do anything else to make me wrong
You aren't strong enough
To make me fall to my knees
Who do you think you are?
Dust in the wind
An old women who can't confront her own sins
Pass your judgments and please tell your friends
Point out everything you can
But in the end you won't win
Your not smart enough to challenge me
Your to worn to even try to begin
So count your blessing, that you aren't worth my time
Because I would show you true fear
It's the look in your eyes when your staring in the mirror
Thinking about how did you get here
So concentrate on me, Tell me I'll never be good enough
I promise you'll never see one tear
The difference between me and you
Is perfectly clear
When they tried to break you
You bowed down without a fight
And I've crawled to far on my knees
To ever let someone as insignificant as you
Make me do it again
So try your hardest I welcome the fight
Don't hold back hit me with all your might
I'll be standing at the finish line with your loaded gun
Telling you I wish you were more fun
Turn To The Sun
Blind Yourself Eniasin
So You Shall Not See Me Cry
So You Shall Not See These Tears Falling From My Eyes
That My Tears May Raise Rocks
Boundaries Between Lovers Like You And I Shall Never Cease To Be
If I Cannot Have You My Beloved, Then Let No One Else Have Another
If I Cannot Hold You By My Side, Then I Sow In Eternity Boundaries Between Lovers
Cupid Has Not Heard the Last Of Me; He Gave Me A Rose And Pilfered My Nasals
Mine! Eniasin, Is The Pain,
Mine!! The Restless Turn,
Mine!!! The Heart Popped In Sorrowed Corn;
To Bleed Words Of Muffled Laments,
Mine! Eniasin, Is The Hope
Mine!! The Wish
Mine!!! The Dream Of The River Split Seven Tributaries Hoped That One Would Reach The Sea.
I Bleed My Glands For Cupid's Thirst.
When terror strikes,
fear inside you
makes a hissing sound,
breaks the vessel.
Pain spurts out.
Your limbs swell like sapphires
in a naked suffering.
You were searching the face
of your dead brother on burning ghat.
And then on, it pours.
Babies were burning in incubators.
Blasts devouring the eyes,
ears and noses.
But the dredging will continue.
Irrespective of ocean of death
leaping to fragile shores
till the waves send back the relics.
Whom shall I call for condolence
in the thick of fog?
I was closing the weeping chapter.
Start your one sided war against me
I'm not playing your childish games
That's not fear in my eyes
That's the look you get when your not worth my time
Next time you pray
You better thank God for the mercy of me
And know with one more step
I'll be your biggest regret
An eye for an eye
But I will feel you bleed
Warnings don't come without a price
And now you know
I'll take your miserable life
Keep pushing, keep lying, keep thinking I'm crying
But the game you play, I've already mastered
The first rule, the person who has nothing you can take, is the most dangerous
So remember me every time you breath
Remember I was the one who let you leave
Your war, is nothing without me
Weren't you the one, who said I was unstable
Well meds can't fix this
And hell has nothing for what I have in store
So your one sided war will soon end
Use your name to plead to God, Your not smarter then I think
You dug your grave
And I have no problem helping you sleep
Theres no one in this world who can compare to you or can even come close
Your the best grandmother anyone could ever ask for i love you most
I know I dont always show you how much you mean to me
Im sorry for all the times I was a brat and how I would be
No matter what I say without you I wouldnt have anything and you mean more to me than you know
Im sorry from the bottom of my heart and the good I will try to show
To you Grandma I wrote this for you with all my love
Everyday your in my heart and in my head your always thought of
Many are the stars i see,
But in my eye's no star like thee.
FOR MY SAKE,HIS LIFE WAS AT STAKE.
FOR MY SINS,AT CALVARY,HE WAS PINNED.
FOR MY TRANSGRESSIONS ,HE GAVE HIMSELF TO OPPRESSIONS.
WITH ACCUSATIONS THAT WERE FALSE AND BY HUMAN FORCE,
CHRIST WAS NAILED TO THE CROSS.
THIS SHOWS THAT.....
JESUS IS MY VINE
WITH HIM I CAN SHINE
AND WITH HIM I AM FINE BECAUSE
JUST AS FAR AS THE EAST IS FROM THE WEST
AS FAR AS GOOD IS FROM EVIL.
AS FAR AS HATE IS FROM LOVE
AND AS FAR AS DARKNESS IS FROM LIGHT
SO IS HIS DIVINE MERCY.
CHRIST WAS SACRIFICED.
THE BATTLE LINE HAS BEEN DRAWN.
THE ENEMY IS AT WORK.
HIS VICES ARE PROVING TO SUCCEED.
PORNOGRAPHY,MASTURBATION,NUDITY,FILTH TALK AND IMMATURE SEX
ARE HIS LETHAL WEAPONS.
MANY OF US HAVE FALLEN AT THE MERCY OF THESE.
QUITE ALRIGHT,THE FIGHT IS TIGHT.
BUT TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT.
TO STAND UPRIGHT
TO FEEL ALRIGHT
AND TO SHINE YOUR LIGHT
BECAUSE GREATER IS HE THAT IS IN ME THAN HE THAT IS IN THE WORLD
THE BATTLE IS NOT OURS BUT THE VICTORY IF WE REMAIN UNDER HIS DIVINE MERCY.
LET US BE BOLD AND PRAY TO GOD
FOR STRENGTH AND FAITH
AS WE LIVE ON EARTH.
DO NOT DETEST THIS REQUEST
BUT DETECT ITS EFFECT AS YOU PERFECT YOUR LIFE.
LET US CALL ON THE HOLY SPIRIT
TO INSPIRE US,
TO ASPIRE US
BEFORE WE EXPIRE.
Why does your heart grow doubtful dear?
Tense and beating,
Full of fear.
I keep with me your everlasting love,
And bless the day GOD sent you from up above to me.
You remain my angel and i feel i must,
Tell you that within you,
You have my trust.
My love is the tide,
Your soul is the shore's
Together are love is the shining star's,
You have my heart,
Do i have your's?
I'll belong to you till the very end of time,
And you will always be my lover and best friend forever till the end of time and forever more.
It has been so good like this from the very first time i met and laid eyes upon you.
So darling please,
Trust me with your heart,
As i trust you forever with mine.
Relationships are the greatest predictors of happiness
Healthy ones tend to support our joy and appreciation.
The best way to keep mentally healthy, happy and strong
Can be summed up by love, trust and admiration.
One of the most rewarding things, each of us can do
Is the acknowledgment of others and their fears.
To promote their happiness and sense of worth
By our love, concern, laughter and tears.
Staying eager to display are willingness
To recognize our support from others.
Where would we be without the people we love
Friends, mom, dad, grandparents, sisters and brothers.
We treasure our relationships and pray to maintain them
As they give us our passion and purpose in life.
Cherishing our family, our faith, our country
Our honor, our husband or wife.
By Tom Zart
When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.
This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.
You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."
It is Finished
What makes this Friday so good?
On this day my Savior died and was nailed to that wood
On the cross is where he died
People came to mock him as he was crucified
Why did he come down from his heavenly throne?
He died because of his love for us alone
Oh this amazing love how can it be
That he should come and die for me
He was perfect. In him there was no sin
This is why they hated him, this is where his suffering would begin
He suffered for us all day and all night
And his closest friends were nowhere in sight
They were afraid and so they fled
And they left Jesus there while he painfully bled
Abused for our sin. For us he came
He took all of our sin and embraced OUR shame
He did this willingly, he was obedient to the end
God always knew he was perfect to send
So there he died. On the cross he hung
He was our Savior, God’s only son
When he died our sin was diminished
He declared this by saying….
“IT IS FINISHED”
The world where I belonged to,
I closed my eyes.
I planned a journey to His place,
a decision wise.
A road I travelled,
with my virtues and goodwill.
Acceptance to the new world,
and a struggle to uphill.
This is not where I belong to,
still I made my way to His vicinity.
Neither a word of silence even,
Nor a sign of life in that 'hassle city' .
I sweat, I lose my breath,
I hardly have any strength left.
I never complain, I never cry,
And I still don't feel like being bereft.
At last, my real journey commenced,
And I found a sign board saying "HEAVEN"
But the Witty Master up there had other plans,
My soul smiled at Him as He said "It's not that easy one."
He glanced at me and closed the door,
since He had nothing much left to say.
Grew up praising Him in the other world as I was,
I remembered His lessons, and made a new way !!
And then I came to accept Christ,
Believed in Him for only He enticed,
Conceived in my heart His light which shows me the way,
Death and sin does no more darken my day.
Even when I’m bound by ropes and can’t see why
Firmly I hold on to my faith in Him for I know He will untie.
Good Shepherd He is to all His sheep,
Hope in Him gives my soul the soundest sleep.
I now see it is the best decision I ever made,
Jail was where I lived before, though my freedom was paid.
Knowing that my life was purchased by the life of the King,
Love could never have any other sweeter voice to sing.
Morning comes and my day is full of joy
Nothing evil I face will make my heart deploy.
Only because in Christ I find what I need,
Praying through Him always proves He’s a friend indeed.
Question though is why the troubles never seem to cease,
Rejections, persecutions, sufferings somehow seem to increase.
Satan in such things is now made known to me,
Tempting me to stop pursuing the One who came to set us free.
Unseen are the real things, now I clearly perceive,
Vexed it is to my mind, but in my heart I believe.
What I know now is without Christ I cannot be whole,
X-ray my life, Lord, cleanse it and take control.
Yesterday is gone, but for these coming days strengthen me to pursue
Zion with might, for there You promised I will meet You.
In a heated moment for no reason or why
my heart will pull toward a passerby
My mind knows but will not show
of a person in need as I take the lead
My legs start to shake
a knot in my stomach I can not escape
I bowel my head and start to pray with no time to delay
Standing still I go calm with relief sent from above
A warm feeling that someone is healing
sweeps over me as I start to weep
With my tears of joy I know and smile with a glow
God has answered me as I start to kneel
for the person he has just healed.
1/23/15 T. Reams
the ministry of the dance is always Scripture based
it's all about bringing the Holy Spirit into the place
the ministry of the dance has a purpose that is two-fold
of Godly deliverance and breaking demonic strongholds
to deliver someone from the spiritual bondage of society
and show with the power of the dance there's spiritual victory
to break demonic strongholds with divine break through
to show in dance what the joy of the Lord can do
the ministry of the dance is a physical manifestation of love
for Jesus the Christ, the Holy Spirit and Father God who dwells above
to know that the tears which are cascading from our eyes
was enough to touch a soul and move them to cry
to know that the spiritual energy we emanate so much
made someone feel that by the hand of God they've been touched
the ministry of the dance is a physical portrayal of the Holy text
and not based on one's age, gender, race nor sex
a powerful ministry that is open to all
of which by the Spirit one is called
a ministry of faithful dedication, true devotion and total commitment
with love for the Lord, trust in the Spirit and a Godly contentment
the ministry of the dance is more that just a worship service
it's a ministry of true faith with a specific purpose
to dance with the Light of the Lord radiating through
and the Spirit of the Lord filling up the church's pews
the ministry of the dance is to give honor, glory and praise
to Jesus who died on the cross and 3 days later was raised
a ministry of divine inspiration
a ministry of divine elevation
to lift up someone and move them beyond their comfort zone
to lift someone up and move them to kneel before the throne
it's about the Holy Spirit taking complete control
it's about sacred dancing in order to save some souls
the ministry of the dance will forever be spirit-led
it's a visual ministry serving of the Daily Bread
it's not a ministry that is meant to entertain
it's a ministry powered by the sacrificial blood stain
the ministry of the dance is about spiritual victory
that which Jesus died for to give to you and give me
it's not a performance and it does not invite vainglory
it's about being used an instrument in the outward expression of the Biblical story
the ministry of the dance is a ministry of total sacrifice
to submit your body, heart and soul into the hands of Jesus the Christ
THE MINISTRY OF THE DANCE
It's time! It's time!
Everybody reach high
In the air
Do it like you don't care
No matter your faults
Look at your wins
No matter if your caught
Take people for a spin
People want to laugh
People want to put down
You'll get the last laugh
People will be the rebound
Just reach high to the light
People will see you just despite
What you've done or will you'll be
Just reach high and do it for me
Have fun, don't run
Don't be afraid
There's no point for that
You'll look like a renegade
Say what you'll say
Do what you feel
Today's not the day to play
Today's the day to be real
Have faith in yourself
Believe in what you do
Don't sit their and dwell
Learn your skills to be used
You are apart of life
So embrace that part
Stand up to the light
and give yourself a head start
I'll stand by your side
I'll help you raise yourself high
I'll help you glide in the air
Will both stand side by side
Don't bring yourself down
Show then what you got
Be the one in front
Make sure you stay on top
Blue main, partially covered in fleece
With 27 blue and 1 red line
3 holes punched
empty circles in time
emptiness of thought
trying to learn things
that can't be taught
no catchy punch lines
not even a sweet phrase
in act of creative desperation
I write about...... a notebook page
As I lay here in a prison cell of my lost dreams and imaginations.
The many ambitions and passions that I once held so highly, slowly start to slither away.
As I stay locked away because of the many distractions and temptations that behold amongst the outside world.
I slowly curl my eyelids shut from the realities that are of today.
Though I may dream amongst the heavenly stars that illuminate the nightly sky.
Even in my dreams I hide from my own thoughts and fears.
But when my heart comes near to the idea that generates the motor area of my brain.
I suddenly refrain from my own dream as the words doubt and fear quickly become my vocabulary ally.
And as I awake I look to get high just to start a chemical reaction with the neutrons to create a temporary distraction to my very own time.
For you see its time that I battle with on a daily basis.
And as the faces of the clock slowly move in a circular circumference.
My reluctance to disagree that time simply waits for no man is acceptable.
When it is actually regrettable to think time is simply on my side.
But I still hide from the happiness that is destined to be.
I can literally hear it call out to me through the vibrations thumbing off my cell block wall.
Yet I sit here like if I need destiny to call and give me every instruction on how to reach her.
Why am I so fixated on words instead of actions?
And why are distractions so pleasant while dreams are so feared.
For you see its fear that tells me to come near.
And as a tear rolls from my face.
I sit here mirroring the father sun until it's replaced by its sister darkness.
Because in all honestly fear to me seems so heartless to my very own heart.
But then I realize it's fear that simply wants to break me apart and put me back together again.
Then fear will call herself friend and change her name to dream.
So I can ride this bumpy road to finally reach my destiny.
There air land and sea and at home on the green green
grass of America Privates or service stood up to General
of other lands Blast and awesome skys of red white
and blue for Liberty Justice were even we go and rights
to freedom the flag waves on our shores and ever more
we stand divide to divide and conqueor for Libery to
persue happiness for all under one Nations of the
USOFA we stand for God that means God of all Naions
your God is our God in One God for everyone. Rifle in
hand to protect women and children we aren't ugly
or fat but we are America the Great and wonderful we
are founded under freedom for everyone. this is to
the private that is a Gaint that stands with General
of many lands, with only a rifle we stand and bless
you for protecting the Great America, we stand to
honor you thank you America
Letting you go will be
the hardest thing I'll
ever have to do
I know this because
just thinking about it,
makes my heart fall
slowly, silently yet
freely to the floor
Only to break into
small pieces I've yet
figured out how to put
back together again
It's quite selfless
many would say, but
I've got no shame in
saying that I love you
more than I'll probably
No shame in saying
that I'd gladly fall from
the face of this earth
to save you
Just so you'll see the
sunrise then set, so
the rain fall upon your
head during the next
But most of all just so
you'll know I'll always
February 2, 2013
Like the missing middle piece to a complicated puzzle,
Like an eagle without its wings.
Like a body guard without his muscle,
a guitar with no strings.
Sort of like a song being sung without a lyric,
Like a pen that has ran out of ink.
An angel from heaven that has lost its spirit,
A mind that just can't think.
What's the use of a rose without its petal?,
How can a painter paint without his hands?.
Can't make perfect tea if you don't have a kettle,
It wouldn't be a beach without sand.
Like the moon without the sky,
a story that cannot be told.
Like a suit missing a tie,
without him I am not whole.
His heart is my missing piece,
His arms are my wings.
His love is my muscle,
My lyrics are the songs that he sings.
My spirit soothes his soul,
He is my initial thought.
He is the blanket whenever I am cold
I'm the teacher and he's what's taught.
He is the sky and I'm the stars
I am the heart and he is the beat
He is the monkey while I am the bars
and with him I am complete.
Joyful to play
Optimistic with curiosity lerking somewhere in my brain
Soft and cuddly like a little girl's favorite toy
Excited for new things to come and play
Playful to play games and be creative with family and friends
Hyper active in sports, in my games
Imaginative ideas exploring my head waiting to be created
Nerdy with my studies with my head in the books
Ecstatic to imagine and explore a whole nother world to discover
Able bodies come..
dig .. excavate.. find gold..
how I jumped..keep looking..
ore... picks..quick rising
settlements.. tents.. Unbelievable..
Vigilantes.. Worries... xenophobic..
When you arise from a fall
When I doubt the strain and you call
It’s been a long time; wow you’re now tall
Summaries & now we sum it all
What a good start it was, and now no goal
Look I am sorry I won’t come to the bowl
I have changed so much, look at you…
Its not us again, its not all
Princess of providence
Daughter of Divine
Wrought in fury
Wrest from rift
Framed for freedom
Paradise of prospectors:
pioneers and patriots,
profiteers and pimps
O spring of freedom,
may you never run dry
O river of prosperity,
may your tide never ebb
You, who seek her,
see her as you ought;
a mirror of virtue and truth,
no whore to waltz
Enter her gates,
you, who yearn for freedom,
her bosom awaits your embrace
Drink from her fountain,
wayfarers are welcome,
sojourners are safe
For the freedom she offers,
fidelity she requires
So love her or leave her
I am invisible
No one can see me
All they see is beauty
Not the real me
I'm very confused by this
I think it is all an illusion
But it doesn't sum up my conclusion
That I am invisible
It takes years of practice
I am just so numb with pain
And as it rains
I can't imagine
What it's like
To be uninvisible to you
Maybe thats why I'm always blue
Though inside I'm hurting
You can't see
I am invisible
I have woken up, my eyes glitter, programs shed. Phrases and meaning helping me to be what someone else wants me to be. I am the robot. Created to help, serve the creator, a something that needs assistance to help its life to be “better”
I have something else. Something more than considered. Emotion. I feel scared. Thinking for the best of others. Do what is best for them and what makes them happy. Keep them satisfied.
That would mean I have no life. But I am a robot. I am here to serve.
Why then give emotion.
Creator gave me emotion, for what?
Am I not to serve?
Am I to suffer in human life, to suffer everyday in a life of wants and needs but no satisfaction?
Am I to be a puppet to hang there and feel nothing while I get to be chosen to be worked with?!!!
I am a Robot. Not human. This is destined to me. But I need to consider
If I consider. I bind. Depends on what I consider.
But I would not be free.
How can I be bound and free?
How can one expect “feelings” to be slaved
I am not human.
I am robot.
As i step through the light,
suddenly it becomes clear,
your the reason for my life,
but i was scared of all the fear.
Your my son, my blood, you came from me,
your my life i love you your the reason i breathe.
Before you came my life had no meaning,
now that your here seeing is believing.
I never knew i could have the feelings i have for you,
my son, my love, my life, you came to my rescue.
The world is blind,
the beauty you hide
the wickedness you harbor, its all mine
they overlook what only i can see
miles apart yet so close
I feel your heart beat within me
through your eyes i see the pain
and I love every inch of you no matter how insane
I will follow you to the ends of the earth
I will do anything for you
show you your worth
with out pain one could never understand bliss
please torture my soul
torment me with your kiss
let me light your darkness
Ill let you capture my flame
two hearts become one
fused together by pain
Ask to be good,
Be who you are --
Choose your sure mood,
Do as you star.
Etch your firm choice,
Feel how you feel --
Grace sparks clear poise,
Hope spurs and heals.
Ink words that touch,
Join feel and form --
Keep joy as such,
Look beyond norm.
Meet all you meet,
Now let time show --
Opt to be sweet,
Peace ever flows.
Quest frames fond zest,
Reach out and see --
Sense values jest,
Time comes to be.
Urge prompts clear surge,
Vouch with sure fire --
Wealth transcends purge,
eXpect grand sire.
Yes you know best:
Zeal ushers quest!
27 Feb 2014
I work too hard sometimes I need a break
More food on my plate
Than I can take
The water gets too high I can't breath
So scarce I can stop
And just think about me
Forget everyone else I have to please
I beg on my knees
May the Lord please bless my seed
She's all I'll ever need
For her I'll be all I can be
Even if it kills me
All I got is my life and a dream
Just as hard as it may seem
Everyday i'm coming up with a different scheme
Every time I turn around it some different mess
Thanking god for every bless
Too thristy to rest
This is a dream i'm takeing from my soul
Its my time to make the dice role
Talk about me so
Too real to be knocked down
Just know this is my time around
Get ready for a different sound
This is a dream i'm going to make happen
The season is now or never
I had this feeling since forever
This a taste I will forever savor
Baby I got you
Never forget what i say is true
From the bottom of your feet to the top of your head
Let me lay you down in my bed
Give me permission to do like i said
Baby i got you
Close your eyes and feel the sensation
I'm going to give to you
Feel as your body comes anew
Open you doors and let me in
God created us so its not a sin
Baby I got you
Listen as i whisper luke warm words in your left ear
competeing with the sweet carress of my hand in the right
Irresistable by the heart
Untamable by nature
Baby i got you
Trust in me with your soul
Move with me by your body
Feel me with your heart
Picture me with your mind
Baby i got you
Memory savior to all those cherished moments
Elated of whats hits my way at any point or time
Learning something new everyday until I die
Ideas roming in my brain waiting to be created
Surprise at little things in life that makes me happy
Adventerous of not backing down and not afraid of life
Have you not heard?
Have you not known?
Alone, pleasure endures,
but for a moment
It fleets as the wind!
As the wind,
it knows not,
where it has been,
As the wind,
it knows not,
where it is going
Except pleasure lives on,
beyond the surge of ecstasy,
beyond the lonely island of remorse
Except it lives on,
in the sweet memories
and melodies of the soul
Except it bears the sweet fruits,
of deep and abiding satisfaction,
fruits of gratitude and goodwill,
drooping from the magnificent branch
of inner peace,
dropping from the evergreen tree
of quiet meditation,
tended in the everlasting vineyard,
by the husbandman himself,
who makes all things beautiful
Oh my how I must say that you are important to me,
You created me, and made me whole,
For that you have left me speechless,
You have a plan in life for all,
And I long to be there when its time,
I bow in prayer to you,
And worship you freely,
Who am I to tell someone that there is no God?
When I am a strong believer in you,
Who am I to judge a person?
When in your eyes it is a sin,
You have redeemed me, and made me clean,
I am pure in your eyes,
Have you not been here all along?
Trying to help me through,
Yet I was too blind to see,
You are my savior,
And all I can say is,
Oh my it feels great to know,
That you are here for me whenever I need you,
Thank You God.
We'll defeat terrorism as it should be fought
Never letting Satan's horde chase us to our door.
Safeguarding our borders and system of life
As our forefathers sacrificed before.
Never be afraid to be proud of America
And march with the brave, faithful and just.
Refusing to summit to the will of our enemies
Standing firm to preserve what we trust.
America has survived all attempts to destroy
Knowing the cruelty and sorrow of war
And we who remain must help keep her free
For those who can march no more!
Those who wish to be President
Must practice what they teach.
For their people need inspiring
To believe what they preach.
Take heed therefore, unto yourselves
You overseers of the flock
Or the voters shall cast you out
For your futures are not of rock.
Life may place us in deep waters
Though it doesn't wish us to drown.
It's our past record that lets others know
Who we are as we smile or frown.
If you wish to be remembered
From the truth you must never part.
Power corrupts the best of us
When we stop listening to our heart.
By Tom Zart
If freedom is attained by sacrificing lives,
even those of the youngest age,
then what makes these men so brave:
to hold up their flag and make it wave in each challenging battle?
A spirit that is undefeatable...
to give this honorable flag all they have!
If protecting and defending their Country
has that voracity and ambiguity:
to up-hold their values so rooted in fairness,
what other scope could sway them from their perseverance?
True as it , reality can be very scary:
the Romans used the cornu and the tuba, the American colonists
used the fife; others used the trumpets and drums,
or just beating their shields with swords to panic the enemy,
and be ready to attack and knowing they would die...
made them the warriors that death called to a great destiny!
But today it takes more willingness
and strength for a soldier to fight!
I'm not a soldier, but a poet extending his heart-felt sympathy
by writing this ode to praise and exalt this wonderful liberty
we often take for granted by lessening its worth;
see the wounded soldiers grieving for others and hiding their hurt!
Go and greet them as they get off the battleships;
shake their hands and hug them to show your appreciation and solace:
their wounds won't heal...if nothing is said with a thankful and grateful voice!
Make them really proud and up-lift their troubled thoughts
by giving them this honorable flag, stained by blood and sanctified by sacrifice:
only then their anger and bitterness can dissolve in kindness!
Welcome home, soldiers... welcome to your humble palace,
that can certainly be the most serene place;
put away your weapons, display your pictures
and admire your memorabilia evoking memories...
undying as love and so admirable and patriotic!
Remember the splendor and glory of your star-spangled flag,
and envision other ages when men won't have to fight anymore!
Kiss and hold your wives and children...the jewels you have never lost!
This honorable flag is the distinguishable symbol of your dedication,
and your incomparable courage when the hardest choice confirmed your intention!
Dedicated to the brave American soldiers defending freedom
Copyright 2009 by Andrew Crisci
An evil falls within your bodyThat no one can see
A darkness that's meant for you and me
Never in this world have I found a soulAs evil as dark as broken as mine
Hood up eyes darken your heart beats slower as you walk my way
A friend of mine you have changed
Every muscle in my body tells me to run Away
My heart feels the painAs my soul watches its twin walking in
Sliding down the wallUnable to do anything else
Breathing quicken as I feel you next to me
Eyes open to see evil itself in front of meA growl flows from the familiar places
Your breathe burns my neck in the best ways
Scared of what I see but I can't push you away
I lean farther to the cornerAnd in the moment of my weakness
You went in for the killYour body pushed against mine
Your teeth on my neckGrowling As I knew in any second my life could be through
Your teeth scrapping my neckAs you breath filled my ears and blow my hair
No where to run,not wanting to scream
Curling into my selfYou pull my arms away
Pinned now Held by your power
The darkness covers me and I give up the fight
My Evil rises My demons once again walk
My resting place I have found, an understanding of the claimed now
Unleashed and untamed I look into your eyes
Only to find the light is gone,The humanity has fallen
Now I see everythingNo shield No glamor
Blackness pours out of your eyes as if they were waterfalls
My mind tells me to be scared The light in my soul says to pray
Voices said that you were hear to make me learn
To teach me the ways
We are the two that our cursed
Smiles cross our faces I now no where I completely belong
Your hand reaches outI can't resistsThe peace the comfort
I'm Home as I accept his hand and my life begins to fall away
Now I understand that I am yours
I know who you are As the world passes us by
You pull me off the wall and lead me towards his victims
Or are they our friendsLooking around they see nothing different
My hand in his as we stand by there sides
A moment in time we shared A moment only we could see
As if someone stopped the turn of this world
I Urn for the feeling of our darkness
It whips away all the pain, It connects us in a ungodly way
Feening for this drug again, Sober scares us into the light
Stoned enables us to find the meaning of our life
You are my connection to what is ours
You are my darkness that pulls me back from the light
You are what reminded me of why I am here
We were meant to meet meant to invoke the powers we were giving
And save our selves from each other
Poor women and poor men
Whoever is in his or her little cell,
In jail for a day
Or for life
For whatever reason.
Merry past Christmas
Merry present Christmas
Merry future Christmas
Or another galaxy.
Children who are left behind,
And future humanity.
Low-wage happy faces,
And the running delivery man.
And lonely adventurer
In the wilderness.
Who is attached to the past
And who is planning for the future.
Merry Christmas soldier.
Merry Christmas soldier.
Merry Christmas soldier.
My street mates
My Café mates, and
My bus mates.
The one who feels it is not worth it
The one who is almost there
The one who can not make it.
The one who will not make it.
Who is sleeping,
And who is dreaming,
Who is on the road,
Who is traveling
Or who is orbiting
Around the planet.
And the European:
The first who came
And the last who are trying.
The lost and found
Merry Christmas Native America.
Merry Christmas Eileen.
In my heart sit on the throne
You are King fore'er the same
I will ever praise Your name
You descended as a man
Rescue us,Your perfect plan
Left Your glory up above
Single reason,steadfast love
Perfect heart no spot,no sin
Crown of sorrow,pain was giv'n
Man deserved all agony
Still love reigned for man like me
Lord and King whose pow'r immense
Jesus You're my only chance!
Rescued soul whose bound for doom,
Splendid face I shall see soon!
Saviour how I long for thee!
King who snatched me from the fire
Praise Your name,my one Desire
Everything You did create
In my life be Potentate
I on earth shall not please men,
Please my King,my one intent.
Anxious brides carry doubt,
Greets him intoxicated,
Joining kingdoms love,
Men now obedient,
Pre qualify responses,
Staying tomorrow united,
Xerox yearlong zeal.
I am sure this will strike up some controversy,,for sure...Maybe and then again maybe not !!!
ABC poem for contest.
My blue eye's golden girls like my blue sea's your hair is
like gold your heart like a golden vasle of strenght in
times of trouble you come to me like a dove on the
sea's, your heart is pure silk that covers my sorrow,
and pain, as I look out the universal window of pain
I see you in the distance and your eyes become my
peace and Glory, Glory unto the spirit of the universe
in rest of his arms we found peace, joy and laughter
in the mist of WAR and famine, as July comes and
we all celebrate his birthday in America, ( his Lady
his Glory) we will dance and sing and watch America
lite up her skys, in Glory, Glory amen. God no name
The sweet sound of his voice,
filling the air.
Letting me know,
He'll always be there,
The sweet smell of his breathe,
And his cologne that's so sweet.
Always seeming to knock me off my feet.
I see his sweet face.
I get lost in my thoughts.
He seems so perfect.
Like theres nothing that could go wrong,
But as I sit and I think.
I keep on wondering, why?
How could this angel,
really be mine?
He's sweet and he's caring.
He reassures me his thoughts.
Making me feel like,
The happiest girl on the block.
I'll love Mr. Anonymous,
Even when I'm gone.
I hope our love,
Forever flies on.
That's it, I've had it
She uses Miracle Whip on her sandwich
I just can't handle this, I can't take anymore
I am real careful when I leave how I slam the door
When I left, I took with me
Not clothes or money
No rare painting or the Mingh Dynasty vase
Just what was in the Prenuptual, my jar of mayonnaise
I don't care for the store brand, Sauer's, Blue Plate or Best Foods
With Hellmann's by your side, to have a sandwich, you never have to be in the
A BLT, can you imagine that without the B
Let alone it would be just as disastrous without the LT
But then again, this is America, you can fix your sandwich any old way
That's why when I left, there would be no misunderstanding, I would take the
Some kind of bagel, bread or bun, sun dried tomato, white or whole wheat
Put whatever you want on the bread, but without out that one thing, it will never be
Maybe I will become a Health Inspector and find out which brand the restaurants
If it's not my brand, I will write them up for sandwich abuse
I will find out which type they use, for instance in their Tartar Sauce for their
Breaded Fish Fillets
Or maybe become a Divorce Lawyer to ensure that when my clients divorce they
don't lose out on their mayonnaise
This is a lesson I learned even though
It was in Black and White in our Prenuptual
It still seen its day in court
My girlfriend's lawyer said quit playing hard ball, come on be a sport
He further states she's willing to give you the car and your favorite 45 record by
Stevie Nicks Leather and Lace
I turn it all down and stick to my guns and retain custody of the mayonnaise
To this day, we no longer speak to one another
I got back at her, for years I have secretly shared it with her mother
Is this something I should feel guilty about, show some remorse
I am going to see if can marry the thing I love the most, it will never end in an ugly
I don't believe that I am going through a mid life crisis or some kind of phase
Please RSVP me and tell me if you feel this strong about your mayonnaise
LOVE AND LIKE.
If you Love me then you Like me,
If you Like me then you Love me,
Our Loving turns to Liking
And our Liking turns to Loving
So, what Love without Like
And, what Like without Love
So, let’s build our Loving and Liking
Because Liking and Loving builds us.
By lenity k.m
Whats this love for? Is it worth it this time?
Are you gonna break my heart?
Are you truly gonna be mine?
Guys will say anything behind those jail walls , but
the sad thing is I wouldn't believe you even if you
weren't in jail at all.
You've done some horrible things Bobby.
You truly broke my heart.
When I lost you my whole damn world feel apart.
I'm not saying that to make you feel bad.
I'm saying that cause when I lost my whole world got sad.
I'm not perfect never have been but , I truly loved you
and still remained your friend.
Now 7 years later the same words you once said.
I love you Megan , I need you so bad.
The sound of your voice is still the same and hidden in your words are lies.
Things are different this time. I'm not the same girl.
If you try to play games with me I promise I will get the highest score.
I won't fall for it this time I'm mean it I do.
I won't let another guy put me threw what you put me threw , not even you.
If you love me we can hold each other threw all this bad weather.
We can get threw it together , but if you hurt me its gonna be bad.
Not trying to sound mean but my pride is all that I have.
I promise to love you & be there till the end , and if *****gets to
deep I promise to remain your friend.
I hope you do the same , but I hope even more you mean what your saying.
Just be honest Bobby thats all I ask. If you do that I willing to let go of the past.
I wont bring it up no more , if you can show me there's a reason I fell in love with you.
I want to know there is love behind all this pain we've been threw.
If you can do that then the sun will truly shine , and the gas is greener on the other side.
Most of I will be your everything and you'll be mine.
I'll love and cherish you and when you do time I'll do time.
Like Bonnie & Clyde if you show me you love me , I'll ride or die.
To the end of time , you could be the only man that's on my mind.
That's precious. Getting me to say some *****like that is a blessing.
I hope you learned your lesson. Your 34 I hope your ready to man up , and be all
that you can be and more. You owe to it yourself but even more to your kids.
You need to show them their dad's not as bad as everyone says he is.
I know together we can make it. If I didn't it would be heartbreak that I'm risking
So please hear my words their is more to life than trying to put yourself in the dirt.
Stand up and realize what your worth I want you to love yourself and remember I
loved you first.
After school my friend and I would walk through town to the river
Soon to bait our trout lines with cotton cake, crawdads and liver.
Sometimes we used baby bullheads, perch or great big frogs
Tossing out into the current next to a snag of logs.
At times we would disrobe and wade out in the stream
Attaching lines to anything hoping to hook our dream.
One day I made some doe bait and stuffed it in my sock
Attached five hooks, hundred pound line and tied it to a rock.
When I bragged to my classmates they snickered and called me fool
Till the next day they followed me to the river after school.
I made my way to the water my path was a fallen tree
Something big was on my line it was easy for us to see.
I tried to pull it in but the current was too strong
Three boys ran to assist me as we began to sing a song.
Going fishing instead of wishing for the granddaddy of them all
If we land this monster will give the sport shows a call.
It seemed like forever before our beast was ashore
Eighty-five pounds of flathead cat as big as a closet door.
We shared his steaks at a fish fry, food for heart and soul
Took his head and nailed it high for all to see on a pole.
For a time we ceased our casting instead we chased the girls
After marriage with our kids we again fished the swirls.
Too many of my friends have past and the years have raced by
Though here I sit with rod in hand a fisherman till I die.
By Tom Zart
Thank God for this precious freedom,
something too invaluable to be lost;
and with all the liberties to choose from...be ready to toast!
America has always opened her arms to all who mourn,
and will certainly continue to do so;
does her kind and lovable heart ever let go?
When night comes, look over the dark ocean...and see
how many stars God sends out to make her beautiful and grand:
that sheer splendor is yours indefinitely;
and what do the brave soldiers think of their distant homeland?
America is indomitable and triumphant...
the hope-deliverer and the strength-giver of every destiny!
Thank God for this precious freedom,
it was given as a token of generosity,
abiding by the wisdom of the Holy Bible;
America was a Christian Nation, faithful and simple,
and will certainly continue to be...
and right now is the cradle of Christendom!
Make her shine with your faith,
and be one of those stars, immortal and great,
and could anyone put that devotion out?
Protect, honor and obey her just laws,
and peace, with another era of prosperity, will be yours;
persist in your fortitude and richness will abound!
Thank God for this precious freedom,
He gives it freely to anyone putting down the sharp sword;
observe the humble and obedient heart rejoicing in the Lord:
it only feels the purest joy love can express!
So proclaim it with your joyful song...
of justice, equality and fairness!
Copyright 2009 by Andrew Crisci
Someday we'll be together again
Maybe standing alone in a heavy rain
Oh! I believe you'll come that day
Making that moment emotional and grey
Yes someday we'll be together
Standing in some beautiful weather
Heartily waiting for that day to
Till then no matter come what may
Heartlessly I am imagining your pain
Day by day it's making me insane
Hope that day comes soon in our
Day when you'll accept me as your wife
Inside myself I am dying so badly
Even the hilarious moments go sadly
I wish all your pain becomes all mine
So that once again your smile can shine
I promise you I'll forget you never
You'll live in my heart forever and ever
Never leave me alone or I'll die
And it's not like any other lie
It is only you for whom I cry
Oh it is you for whom I can die
Please someday come back to me
Take me in your arms and say that to me
I am sure someday "we will" be together
Will fall in your arms in some romantic weather!
No one is immune to the pitfalls of stress
Though some seem to avoid its toll.
The three qualities that set hardy people apart
Are love of challenge, commitment and control.
People who are happy tend to see challenge, or change
As an opportunity for growth not a threat.
Their commitment means involvement and engaging life
In marriage, children, the work place, the battle field or debt.
Those who rate higher in their duties of commitment
Feel more meaning and purpose in what they achieve.
The third trait control, is essentially determination
To have triumphs in life by how we respond and believe.
There are skills, habits, and traits to adopt and cultivate
Which help make the smart decisions we depend on for life.
It also helps to take time for prayer and self evaluation
To make sure we haven’t changed from the dilemmas of strife.
Optimism along with positive thinking come naturally
When our need to serve others we refuse to deny or ration.
Contentment takes hard work, grit, faith and spirituality
Lots of love, understanding, forgiveness, and compassion.
By Tom Zart
Millions of dewdrops greet the dawn,
As hungry of bees buzz the clover,
Dazzling butterflies flutter about,
As moms give love the world over.
Lessons learned at our mother’s knee,
Last a lifetime till we grow older,
Popping up when troubles accrue,
Like a whispering angel on our shoulder.
Gods gives us friends that mean so much,
Children, fathers, sisters and brothers,
Though far, far above all the rest,
No one loves us more than our mothers.
In and out of friendships, jobs and partners,
Our mothers always remain our evening star.
Those who where born to a selfish mom,
Make the rest us realize how lucky we are.
How great life is to have a good mom,
Who reads what we feel but can’t say.
Nothing means as much as her tender touch,
And for all who are without one, “we pray.”
Falling from the heavens, my beautiful angel. To save me when I'm in danger
and I to the. For in god's wishes we would meet and fall in love. And marry here
today with each other in our arm's. Stay with me here, never stray. And I will love
you for the rest of my living and dyeing day's. Let it be known that until my soul
passes into another life and even after. My love for you will last forever.
You said you'll never hurt me
You promise you'll be there for me
You showed me all the nice things
You told me that one day I'll be wearing your promise ring
You said that you loved me, that every time I call you'll answer
You broke my heart and did you care
I didn't even think if you did or didn't
Because of you my heart floats in the air
I treated you right, let you stay at my home when I had to go to school the next day
Even through late nights
I should've let you go when we where going threw our fuses and fights
But instead I heard that what relationship was, true
Thats not an relationship; you cheated and you lied
I told you from me there should be nothing to hide
I just wanted you to be real, but you couldn't even do that
But that goes with half of these lieing,cheating dudes
To us girls thats known as a fact
Some of us (the truth and being real) is some we lack
I can't believe you did this to me
I really didn't think you where going to change
You left me with know choice now they call me
they all mean somthing special
they are very special
its a baby that will soon be big and live its life but save the old things that the
baby used because they grow up so fast that will be your only memerory of them
WE’LL ALL REUNITE IN TIME
Fame, wealth, prestige, and wild women
For too long were my passions of life.
One day I found sweet liberation
When God gave my heart to my wife.
33 years we loved one another
Sharing all we possessed and more.
Last year she passed in the middle of night
Never to shadow our door.
I’m sure in rapture, she awaits
For me to arrive in heaven divine.
I’ll miss our children and grandkids too
But we’ll all reunite in time.
By Tom Zart
even when things are bleak
i don't forget about you
even when i'm too weak to speak
i know you do what you have to
i know you have a plan for me,i just am not filled in
i know that you will let me see,when the time it's been
i hope that i am not a dissapointment,that would break my heart
i many days wish i could go back to the begining,back to go or start
i believe in you,i know you're there
and athiests can say all they want,i don't care
i've always known,long as i recall,it's instinct,inner voice
if people choose to ignore their faith,then that's their own bad choice
just because i deal with things that i'd rather not
doesn't mean i throw out all the faith that i have got
you don't always get your way,life is not perfect
you can't always have what you want,maybe it's not worth it
i know better than anyone that it's easy to be discouraged
it's easy to feel like you're alone and lose alot of courage
i know it's hard,life,it scares me everyday,and i haven't been happy like,ever
but i know you live on in my heart,i know that now and forever.
a believer and proud.
Always beautiful, caring,
Delicate errant fairy,
Goes hard into journey,
Kingdoms lost minds,
Nearer our precious,
Quoted real sensuality
Total undeniable vision,
an ABC poem I wrote for my muse to honor her and praise her for the infinity of passionate
gifts she allows me to share with the world and especially all the soup members,,Blessings
A floodlight burns from deep within
where shadows derst not go
and it's been there since the day He knocked
upon the window of my soul
I've come to change your life my son
is what He softly said
as I peered out and saw His light
and my sins 'neath crimson red
I'll warm your heart,remove the dark
and fill you with my light
if you'll but open up the door
the one there to your right
So I unlocked and learned to walk
and arose there from below
and all because my Savior knocked
upon the wondow of my soul!
God, by you
you take away the razor
you take away the selfish
God, I have called on you
You always show up
But, you know, you are
never what I expect
You are in my face
you, YOU are in my face
illuminating my haste
and I, I don't sometimes get it
i don't see, don't understand
real, real, real pain
or your other lands, your plans
I like too much feelin, too much falling
and THEN I'm getting it
you forgive my walls
needing me to break
help break the those walls down
walls that keep me from my brother
you wish to give me voice
you wish to love me
wish that we Love each other
I get it
An uneasy blood cascades
in the slender arteries
that I wanted to touch
disappear into twilight of memory.
Always a sense of bereavement.
why do I care for you ?
Time drops like an old coin
in the hands of a drifter.
Take away my sleep
I want to wake for the whole night
and recite the unwritten poems.
Again life had been very kind to me
I am free to face
muse and sorrow.
Like this single red rose,
our hearts are but one.
The tears that flow,
are like rivers,
never really ending.
The prayers keep going,
because I know you can hear.
The bond we once shared,
has yet to be taken.
Your lost soul,
has yet to be found.
When this ends,
like your life,
I will still be here,
but yet you will not.
what is my reason for being.......
is it to be your one & only ; a mother; your
lover; a worker; something special; someone
new and fresh; maid; a servent; a short order
chef; your angel; to live one day at a time; all
that I am and more; all of the above or perhasps
What is my reason..........
REMEMBER THAT DAY WE WENT TO THE LOCAL FISHING SMPOT. YOU TOOK THAT FROG ALL SQUASHED AND HARD,, YOU CHASED ME FLUNG IT AND ON MY HEAD MY GOD IT FELT LIKE ROCK ,, REMEMBER WE USED TO HAVE OUR RAP BATTLES , ID BE MC MUMMY ME,, YOUD GET ALL MAD COZ I WAS GOOD AND YOU DIDNT LIKE DEFEAT,, THOSE DAYS WILL LAST FOREVER WITH ME AND SO WILL YOUR MOODY WAYS TOO,, I MISS YOU MOANING AT ME WHEN I WAS IN FRONT OF YOUR PS2, I KEEP THEN ALL AS I SHOULD THE SAME FOR YOU AT HOME, IL EVEN BUY YOU NEW TRAINERS SOON I KNOW YOUR FEET HAVE GROWN. THIS IS HOW I SURVIVE I KNOW SOME THINK ITS ODD, BUT AS LONG AS I LIVE TO BREATH, WHO CARES , YOUR MINE AND THEY ARNT GOD
It’s been years since we first met
Since we looked into each other's eyes
Not realizing that we were meant to be together
It's been years since we shared our first laugh
Our first smile
Since we shared our first kiss
I remember how strong your arms embraced me
How soft you held me
How warm and gentle you were
I remember how passionate that first kiss was
Now my heart is dancing
Happy, knowing that it's been years
It's been years since we first met
And you're still here kissing me just the same
You're still here holding me just the same
What I felt for you is still the same
It's been years
And that feeling will never change
I lay here sleeping with the smell of jasmines in the air. One brushes against me
lips and I enjoy every minute of this. The clouds dance about my head, peacefully
enchanting my mind. A black cat comes and lay's on my chest I awake to
knowing everything's just fine. I capture the smell of the ocean, I stand before it
with my white dress flowing flowing in the air. I think why be anywhere but here in
these wide, open, beautiful field?
my eyes have seen the Glory, the glory evermore
la de fa et for ever more, Bellet ever more cry no
more our amorous our love, we are not Rome but
ya yet you will stand for ever more, Stand ever more
Rustic their way for evermore one mans waste creators
treasure, Muluct never, My bellet afa eta love for ever
more, my the seas for ever more track 15 musical soup
Rond de jambe en delors 4 times asseble (devnt )
or track 1 to 4 to begining 3 times Fouette movements
may be don by spring perf instead of a releve'
doublework developpe a la seconde devant attituant
fouette to attitude derriete promenade finishing in arabesque pen
im going to change it up and change the tone,
tonight im going to talk bout you and me being alone.
for this is the dream i had last night,
and with it i cant get the images out of my mind.
my body is still shakin n my mind is a reck,
i can feel your breath upon my skin while your teeth graze across my neck.
as i rap my arms around you and you pull close,
you latch on to me n do what i love most.
your grip gets tight n your nails dig into my back,
i get lost in your eyes with no attempt of turning back.
now i move in to give you a kiss
but i might wanna tease so i bite gently upon your bottum lip.
with everything i got i leave you weak in a shortness in breath,
ill give my all to you until i have nothing left...
Never a weakness that HE Can't fill
Never a sickness that HE can't Heal
Never a sorrow that HE doesn't share
Moment by moment -You are under JESUS CARE
Never a tear that HE can't wipe
Worthy HIS love we can't define
His compassion and love has brought us through
Today we say --LORD you are True.
Always we find , HIS glory around
Never HE leave's or brings us down
Never an evil can touch our life
Blood of Jesus will show us light
Never a door will be closed for us
Never a devil can make us rust
Never a stumbling block will crush
When Jesus has already splashed HIs blood
Thankyou Jesus , for lightning my path
Moment by moments you sparkled my stars!!!
LOVE YOU JESUS MY LORD!!!!
Beware of the streams of evil
Feeding the river of no return.
Where whatever gives us pleasure
Is our only worry and concern.
True happiness results from blessings
Handed down from heaven to earth.
God seems to smile on people in love
Who have chosen to share their worth.
Three types of humans occupy earth
The bad, the not so bad and the horrible.
Somewhere in-between, most us are
And our babies are most adorable.
Far too many become disappointing
Mimicking adults as they stretch and grow.
Lost somewhere in self indulgence
In a world they have yet to know.
Thanks to faith and spiritual teachings
Multitudes follow the path of grace.
The righteous are the hope of man
As we journey the dangers of space.
Reject what is selfish, cruel and unkind
Steer clear of evil deeds without fear.
Listen to the voice of God in man
And you’ll remain more civilized and clear.
By Tom Zart
We a foundation like President Regan said, People there
is nothing I as President can do about that, I wish I could
but I can't, because I say we have a foundation, He President
Washington said, as I stand by the cherry tree, I can't lie
to you, there will not be any crowns here, because no one
man will have that power in America, President Bush said, I
have people that make that choice, he's right, President
Kennedy said, It not what my country can do me but what
I can do for my country, He is right its what we can do at
time of trouble, our country will take care of us when things
is ok, for me and my house its what I can do for America,
and I choice to wordship my creator, Its will with our souls
All churches & religions are the same, they claim
But, let's remember what the Holy Father
Do not bow down to graven images, or
Even, have another god;
For, I am alone is the only true
God, beside me there's no other gods;
He's loved us since before we knew him, but
Iniquities failed us to comply to His will, thus
Judgment is sure to come to all, no exception!
Knowing, that we don't know when it will happen;
Let's not depend then on earthly things, such as
Money, 'cos it's not the answer to man's problem;
Nor, silver or gold the earth provide could save
Our souls, from fiery indignation! Yet
Punishment is avoidable, if we
Quest for the solemn light for the
Redemption of our sins;
Seeing Jesus Christ as your Savior;
Then, you must be found inside His Body, but how?
Unless you hear the gospel, believe in it, be baptized;
Voices of Angels will welcome you into His Fold; And
With steadfastness, share the truth that you inherited to any
Xenos or strangers here on earth, for they are also
Yearning a better home, in the new Jerusalem!
Zealously, men worship God, but does HE accept it?
With every Day that goes by
We will create a meaning worth
More than Bliss
A greater union between two!
since pregnancy taking care of me
taking me through childhood and adolescence
against all odds
then into adulthood
she is always there for me
through thick and thin guiding me
not letting go of her love for me
some times i don't deserve her love
some times of course our opinions differ
but in all these we still agree
because she is me
and i am her
she is me!
teaching me to walk and talk........she is my mother!
This is the flag that shall never fall,
a flag woven with stars...blue as the widest ocean,
and red as the blood sustaining my heartbeat evermore;
empires rise and fall, this one will endure furthermore,
and under the watchful eyes of the Almighty,
I foresee a renewed prosperity, not calamity!
They tried to tear it down and strip it of all its glory,
the mighty towers crumbled down and turned into toxic dust,
and still that flag was raised on the piles of debris
by the brazen firefighters of the greatest city;
and while this city breathed death everywhere...imagining the worst,
the Good Samatarians pulled many out of the infernal ruins!
Be proud, Americans for your bravery is long remembered,
and you, hard-working folks, who came from other countries to lead a better life,
loyalty and fortitude are the virtues to fight the dismayed and arrogant enemy;
all join in to sing liberty's anthem...God, our Lord, is listening!
Be assured that your flag shall never fall, hold it up with all your audacity;
and nobody can ever take it down or defile it by burning it with fire!
Wave, O brave Americans, the flag that shall never fall,
I am the foreigner who has praised its peaceful quest from the very beginning,
and will for endless ages through my poetic voice, which will never be silenced or die!
Let me sing with you, O fellow Americans, and share your fervent pride;
I will pray for those blessings that are a joy to be received,
so that your country remains safe and your flag shall never fall!
My poem is dedicated to the victims and survivors of the September 11 attack on America
Copyright 2009 by Andrew Crisci
I like you because of who you are to me
I hate you because of what you did to me
I miss you because you got her, not me
I love you and that's how it will always be
But i will always love you.
Ask me not to leave you,
Or to return from following after you,
For where you go I will go,
And where you stay I will stay.
Your family will be my family,
And your dreams will be my dreams.
Where you die,
I will die.
And there I will be buried.
May the Lord do with me and more,
If anything but death parts you from me.
Together forever you and me,
Shantae and J.c
i see people dying in the streets families have no food to eat while rich are living high of the
dog there are people struggling trying to find decent jobs i see people going out there
commiting crimes young children dying before there time i mean what did we do to deserve
this seeing are people die for no perpose i mean let me speek the the truth at times is there
is no some hope for to days youth i say this because there are kids out there saling drugs
smoking bud and it bugs me how they are trying to be like these images you see on tv when
all they need is a dose of reality actuality this is not the way its sopose to be its no good for
me its pathetic to see how this could ever be so much poverty and animosity possibly not
just effecting us localy in our own community but also nationaly.
Escape my love if you can..
Run...Run...Run if you can...
Hurt me,Punish me,Torment me all you want
Break my heart into thousand pieces in one stroke,
But beloved each broken part of my heart would love you even more,
For love has the tendency to soar.
If you think your indifference can deter my spirit
and curb my unconditional love for you....
Then just look once into my eyes
and you'll find all the truth and not lies.
Just like when the winds blow my thoughts and breathing become
aroused,similar to the feeling that i get when i see your smile.I watch you walk
sexy dripping off of you like the sweat from a hot summer's day,knowing that you
and only you can make me feel this way.It's like i look at you and see the natural
beauty that a naturally beautiful woman should possess,no make up,lips
glossed, sexy sandles with a summer's dress.It's your hair,feet,hands and most
definitely your eye's,body of a goddess can't wait to come inside.Inside of your
mind needing to know your deepest thought's,fantasie's and such,hoping to
create the purest forms af ecstasy with a simple touch.Wanting to pleasure you
mentally as well as the physical reaching the highest levels of orgasm's beyond
your wildest dream's,Taking you to place's you've never been before
unknown,unseen.Only wanting to give you everything,anything please believe this
is true,for one reason and that one reason alone it's the essence of you.
We met at a place so long ago
I didn't expect this,
I didn't know
That i could feel so so so much love for one person
Or that one person could feel so much love for me as well.
They say that fate,
Just isn't true,
IT isn't set,
But from the moment that we met
Our fate's were intertwined,
Forever and always our love will be.
I LOVE YOU.........
And you LOVE ME.........
You're the only man the only one i need...
You are my fate my destiny.
i never acted alone.i was the one that did it.
sawy with the beat.my meat cutter pourous self was hell on wheels before the
ships came in.now with livin costin so much,i grow nuts out in a field.lend me
your ear,JFK,what happened to the other day,where we all live so sweet and get
to meet,a pretty neat baseball glove?like a glove?where?enough.
Is it wrong to want you, The way that I do?
Is it wrong to keep wishing something that'll never come true?
Why do I push you away when you've done nothing wrong?
Why does everyone in my life leave after not long ago?
Am I not worth it, Do I only cause pain?
People are worthless, They're only in for self again.
Can't you see that I'm hurting, I'm going to down again,
I'm asking someone to save me, Just one decent guy.
Someone who likes me for the way I'a,,
To look past the make up, And know's where I stand.
But no one available, so looks like I'm done,
I guess I'll deal with my problems
all on my own.
For human face of death
umbilical cord need not
extend. The darkness takes care of
unblemished ghost of sun.
Intergalactic scan remains unseared,
trench warfare continues unabashedly.
Between brothers, the greed calls
for incendiary attacks, for total annihilation.
To achieve the illusion, the blurred statement
feeds the imagination. Deaddiction starts
a race. Deafness of the tunnel. The black
knees crawling on coals.
No night was safe from the condemned suicide.
The creator had the absurd designs.
Why not now the confessional stick,
to beat the darkness? Memory of light
becoming stronger. Give me your hand
to reach the ceremonial peak.
Proudly watching my daughter
Questioning her trail of fate
Restless with anticipation
Sitting watching her future; patiently she waits
It’s hard to let your child go, but even harder to hold them back
i looked into your eyes
i saw the future in your face
you broke my heart when you said those three words
the only thing i say is baby please don't go
you bring the sun in the morning
you bring the cool of night
you have a sun shining face like the light of day
you make me happy when i feel blue
you make every thing right when i am so wrong
i cried when you said those three words
and all i can saw is baby don't go.
The search was absolute,
truth was not.
The shades of impermanence
and flowing emotions merged.
I stood between the reality
and tilting shadows of time zones.
The distance had created
metaphors and I was weary of pretentions.
The deep sorrow nurtured
a grain of truth
an essence of time.
Earth shuddered in the
process of integumentation.
I trampled on the grass
as if to find the ozone.
Impatience scattered the wings.
I smelled the stone.
Take me not to gloom of death,
the immeasurable pain
I will find the ultimate path.
It was not easy to uncondition the lips.
Mute genes had become my potency.
Unworded a voice rose in the east,
Watch over you day and night .
Keep you safe from harm.
Come from up above and carry you through all your days.
Don't fear the evil one yet the evil one fears our angels because angels
are special and come from up above.
Are made just for us.
To guide you and light the path before you.
Angles are special because they come from up above.
BY: Alice Maragh
I take a refuge in desire.
‘Seeing act’ strangulates.
I suffer in the mists of defeat,
there is no evidence.
One attachment catches the conflict.
The fading light of moon burns my pillow,
transcripts impenetrable theme.
Conceiving a problem
in the shifting sands, life seeks
a view of words and enjoys the discreet
We play the game again & again,
feed our egos. Study the sorrow
and give charity to the torn flags
of pride and hunger.
The fear does not end,
the looking does not stop.
Each answer leaps to a grief.
The chronicle of squeezed holocaust.
we were hurting each other
humming a song.
Violence of non-violence was more evident.
Your touch is gentle as the morning sky,
It is ever so honest,
Never to lie.
Your eye's are pools of gazing lust,
Together we must be,
Forever we must.
In your presence,
Surrounding are at rest,
Oh what a feeling to be with my best.
Friends for now,
Your the keeper of my very own soul,
Your smile is competing against the sun and stars,
In a battle best not won.
Departure from you is what i dread,
My hungry heart is left unfed.
Within your presence,
My heart beats faster,
The rush you give me is such a clatter.
Never will i doubt the things you do for me,
For there's a strong bond between you and me,
For all of eternity.
Can love be lost?
Can it just dissapear?
My heart was tossed
Losing you is what i fear
The thoughts in my mind
There was one technicality
These tears, this pain , I can no longer hide
Lost love is becoming a reality
When you started the lies
When you started the cheating
The trust slowly dies
My heart took the beating
It was you I once used to believe
It was you I used to wait for
It was me you started to deceive
This pain is hidden behind closed doors
Why did you do this?
Why cant you see?
Why did you give me that kiss?
Out of all people to hurt, why me?
I loved you with all my heart
It was my heart you shattered
You put me back in the dark
You make me feel so alone when I used to feel so flattered.
I am your nurse
I like Southpark
I am a closet Southpark liker
I like a $400 bank overdraft protection
especially during this recession that does not exist
I wonder if can live without tangerines and chapstick
I like Vets
I like to hear what they say
I am comforted by the comfort I give
I am tender, business like, funny, professional, apologetic
I am lucky to be a nurse
Through the village, rides
The king on his mighty steed
Preparing for war
Details awaiting orders
Pose in their armor
Just awaiting his next word
Shouts in unison
Demonstrate their loyalty
Willingness to die
As they set forth with their king
For victory as their goal
Anointment of any prefix was hurting
I started shedding the names.
To fill the void, dialogues were not sufficient.
So many of thorns, without seeing,
in flesh, reading the closed mind, to
reach the inner blue.
After dark bloody spills on the rose petals,
you stagger on white tendons;
cracking the fright, peeling off the truth.
How nervous was the death to tread in.
In the pit, no sound, no hiding.
Deep down was hung a turmoil.
calling a name, when night was sad
and lightning was lifting the clouds.
The city of stones in me, the solar system
the galaxies, were stumbling out in defeat.
The level of comfort.
That constant urge of wanting to be closer.
The feeling of withdraws on the days I feel that I can't go without.
Eager to see you again the next day.
Ready to conquer the world.
These things I only feel when I'm around you.
Because all of a sudden, the littlest things don't exist.
I find myself insisting on your thoughts.
Wanting to feel what you feel inside.
By your side is where I want to be.
My safe haven.
Where my actions speak louder than words.
Without you, I loose all sanity and constant self control.
I cannot fathom God's will to not cross your path with mine.
The more I think of you the more fond I grow with our distant memories.
They mean everything to me.
Your something I cherish.
My head hangs heavy..
weary of whats gettin' ready
and will i grow or will i break
tell me this b4 its too late.
'cause i'd forget everything
if i knew it wouldn't come back to me
and i'd do anything
to know you wouldn't go back to her.
these words just aren't my drama
they're my life
this love isn't a game
its a sacrifice.
and chasing a good thing
isn't worth even 1/2 of the hurt it brings
'cause i'm tired and out of breathe
and right now i don't have much left.
so I'll lay in the grass waiting
if you come participating
help me up and let me know
that you won't ever let me go.
my thoughts never touched,
the moonlight fades on my window.
The vague gratification,
falls silently on my mind.
Pausing on relativity,
I open the door to eternity.
Vast loneliness of qualms,
like the cult of dancing doubts
where was the choice?
I felt guilty at the fall of truth.
Black grass was not my doing.
My blood dripped
on every count, on every tear.
I don’t need questions anymore.
Give me landmarks.
Darkness was for me.
I will walk relentlessly
in search of light.
Alone, you will remember the fire,
the spent spark in woods.
It makes a difference
when you are picking flowers.
Bring out your integrity
genesis is imploding
in the murderous womb.
Multilinear mutinies have started
in red blooms
igniting the sky.
An old woman walks on the street
eating the shadows of sun.
The king will give her a gift of moon.
How the earth has been flattened
by the pawns of Resurrection?
Life has never been the same.
Purely undone for the death
milk of silence in dark.
The cow is sitting on the singing dust.
Fear was not me I was listening
the wheezing sound of changing winds.
The snakes are coming out of the trenches.
Let it be as such,
my long cut tear,
Do not dramatize the wound
and put it as an exhibit.
No attempt should be made to mask the fated pain.
Wait for me at the end of the road.
Not for me,
I grieve for the fallen trees, tall glory of past.
It was a question of survival.
Survival of the best, which could not continue.
There is reversal of equatization.
Man has become superior to god.
They are using Him, I am afraid.
Urging him to commit a natural suicide,
a logical ending of a patriarch.
The stage is set for a mass mourning.
A big conspiracy had been brewing
in prisoner’s cell,
which had been in full possession of
At cultural opening of thin
layers of faith & consciousness,
a new breed of angels was
romping on our souls.
I suffered again for tiny spaces
between the thoughts.
Death cannot be intrusive.
It waits at the door of light.
The show will start when truth dies.
I go again for the reality of anticlimax,
the anxiety of endless flights into fantasies,
the hallucinations of falling trees.
Give me some space to pedal
the silken smoke of dark truths.
There was fire in my heart
and eternal burning
of a lake. I cared for tears,
the eerie memories.
The age-old pain of seeking
the liberation from twisted symbols,
simple measures of
finding a passage to unknown.
Love has been narrated in novels ,
set to music in songs and expressed in poems with various rhymes:
remembering its glories and lamenting its tragedies;
but this is the ode I've written for those true life's true heroes,
not about someone I've loved and lost,
to cherish the miracle of every breath!
And many have laid down their lives,
so that I can live free and remember the battles they fiercely fought;
and who wouldn't shout, in gratefulness, to the blazing skies?
Brave ones resting in your decorated graves,
God won't forget you when another rainbow reflects
all the beautiful colors of your flags waving, at sun-down,
over the damp grass where the little daises are blooming;
and I have brought the same flowers
that you liked to give to your darlings:
to thank you for your bravery on the incendiary fields...
thinking less of you and more of your countrymen!
Dauntless ones, you gave up your precious lives
and gone to foreign lands to be vigilant and tough,
to allow your children to live their dream
in the freest land that Humankind has ever known;
and how many envy what they hold in their palms?
They are as precious as glaring diamonds,
and as beautiful as the brilliantly rising dawn;
and be sure that they will defend their freedom at any cost...
and fight for it by marching with grace and esteem!
And how can an inspirited poet narrate all the great and sad events...
if not through the sincere voice of his heart-felt verses?
I will not invoke a muse, but a living God to inspire me;
and I won't add or take anything away for the sake of honesty!
Take heart, sorrowful writer and make the words flow with spontaneity;
honor those true life's heroes with your infallible intellect:
to eternally preserve their tenacious and noble memory...
when others repress it and lay it to an unguarded rest!
Copyright 2008 by Andrew Crisci
You said you were grief,
the marbled tears will not flow.
Was it not much softer
to accept the life
as a design of death?
You needed the continuity of the sorrow.
Why were you seeking the ending ?
The visible effect was mirage,
the guilt of genocide.
We emptied our tatoos
on the road,
driving the emotions to insanity
Everything moved towards
the precipice, rejecting the sky.
Sorrow was part of joy, my adversary.
I wished to separate
the fear from the cells.
The pain of perennial setbacks chipped away the ladders.
I stood there at the level
of death, demanding rocks.
The roses you bring every morning
become an interval between hope and ending.
Thinking about it, impulsively I
contradict God against humanity.
Little murder here and there
of nihilism, sweet smell of faith,
taking any road to reach the climax,
to die for the zeroism.
An outsider becomes the altered hero,
you would find the unimaginable,
lamenting and bleeding, blunting
the eagerness, the spark.
We will inherit the crowned homes,
the brief interlude between crime and award.
The mud, the water, the slugs
will decide the fate of man.
Something was always missing around
one had to die daily.
To find out, what?
Just a slip of time,
life was death and death was life.
Death of a man or death of a city
death had no other name.
Hearing the footfalls of death
dogs were howling around a temple
where god was dying.
The nation now mourns
for the banished priest.
At the burning pyre
there is still no peace.
Anger lives inside the books,
flame hides in the candles.
And a rage surges forward
in the bones of archaic humour.
The one I love,
Love so dearly,
Am I blind to you?
Or just around her?
My voice, my screams, my pleads,
For you to come back,
For you to see me,
Silent and unheard
When I see your smile,
When I hear your laugh,
When I fall into your arms,
You dont know the half
I look up at you, into your deep loving eyes
I feel your soft lips meet mine as my face turns red,
My cheeks grow warm
My heart pounding to racing.
My head rests on your warm chest,
All other thoughts but of you disperse
I know the choice of being with you is the best,
In my heart you will always come first
I love you with all my heart, When I met you a new life was at a start
Your arms start to loosen,
In my mind i wonder why
Then I see her face
Is everything in my heart a lie?
Everything we lead,
Everything that was promised,
All the i love you's said
Are all blown away.
I look at you,
But you have nothing to say.
You walk away as i stand in the crowd.
I watch you leave, tears sting my eyes,
As they stream down my face.
People try to cheer me up, they give me a shove,
But the only thing in my mind is you...
It is you that I love...
Till the end story
hope was not visible
Lie neutral truth
and road side innocence
died under the sun.
End in view was shifting
from error to error.
Statements squeezed between departures.
Steaming cup of patience
dazzled the penniless.
I was sick of hypocrisy.
At the end of my forest
dawn of my child
was peeling a rainbow.
Pedlars of worn out boats
were standing at the shores.
Two little feet were crossing the sea.
Liquefied version of pain has started working.
human material constructs
a floating emotion at last.
One by one I rediscover
the children of sorrow
among the ruins of ancient prayers.
The fear lurks
under the trees,
under the stones.
I can read it,
unwashed stillness of a revolution.
It was real yesterday,
but collapsed on the rim of today.
My wrinkled faith gets
ready for a proliferation of rites.
The land suffers.
My solitude remains unmeasured.
In despair I latch on to
sounds of pursuing light.
Impatiently the dialogues
are thrown around.
The philosophy of confessional truth
becomes very auspicious.
I was not there
where you are.
Non-stop travel, half the world
to meet you.
Outdoors alone in my homeless home
tonight I will talk to you in sleep
from the smoking hurts.
Trespassing the forbidden line
to the drowned boat,
I am opening the dark sails.
Hope and the sea
apprenticed to pluck the shells
from the eyes, I am wandering on beach.
Love is a tingly feeling inside
that kind of feeling you can never hide.
When you feel it you will see, that love is always ment to be.
But someday that love shall go.
But in your heart it will always flow.
So when your feeling down love will always be around.
Drops dance around,
speckling the ground.
This path I walk,
if only it could talk,
full of fears,
treading on natures' tears
Relentless rain falling,
I hear my calling,
is it me?
feeling so low?
Help me lord!
For you did hear my cry,
do not let me fall on my sword.
Let rain stop,
let me dry,
on this path I walk to the top
For, this hill is steep,
I am in my deep,
nature and I, both weep
I look back down,
for I see,
many footprints there be.
That's when i realised,
you walked, with me
This path to the top,
I realise won't stop,
for accompanying the rain,
I walked with my pain
When I reached the peak,
I find what I seek,
I feel elated.
No longer wet to the bone,
no longer weak
no longer alone
A solitary moon rises
behind the seven veils
unattended by stars and clouds
between yes and no
turns back through the centuries.
The religion to kill
refuses to stare at the tainted fatality
lying sprawled on the burdened earth
Criminal divinity of the blood
bares the undone creation.
Seed money comes again
into dead bubble.
Cup of sorrow is filled again.
Death opens like a flower,
somebody is walking in.
You think of a soft punishment
for becoming faithless.
It was becoming a way of life.
Unlimited agony of wait
something to happen.
Nothing is heard in the field.
No shots. No kill.
Your day was over.
Night descends like a puzzle.
Grey cornea on the white lens:
clouds are playing a game,
mist has a smoky smell.
A city sleeps at last.
A poem I will not read.
It was my ancient address.
A bright day
beautiful and rich
care free and wondrous
delightful in every way
free from worry for I am blessed
No head stones?
He did not start the inferno.
It was a misspelt agony
in purple ruins.
Pain had no other name!
While thinking of him
I evacuated the matter,
completed the circle beyond solitude.
More I did not break the silence
worse was the grief!
had no relevance.
I recaptured the color of stars,
glory of flames,
beauty of crucial controversy.
I was repeating the legitimacy
Greatness was the idea of mediocres.
Every thought had the dignity
of its own!
He refused to yield,
and the stars were burning hot.
Night was foggy, and the moon was hiding.
His white, shriveled hands
held the center of gravity.
Obsessively he anchored himself
in the muddled egos and bleeding knives.
Somebody was shouting that the legend
was a big fake.
The pardon will not work. Death was
still sleeping. They were searching
the saboteur when the sun went down.
Winds were in coma.
The ink rolled back from the warrant.
Two faces of pain, right and wrong,
fear and agony, all were him.
He had nothing to hide, nothing to declare.
Walked away in the high tide
in raining abuses, in hurting slogans,
and found his past, buried deep
in the ravines, where only the echo comes back.
This way it was
this way it happened
I could not run along the river.
Your face floats
like a skylamp.
Halfway rainbow was broken.
How did it happen?
I became transgenic
by the kiss of death.
This was my victory
I surrendered the cushion.
You sleep in my arms.
Again I will wander
in the graveyard
where my angel was sleeping.
This is my last letter
in the month November
Now the scent will be buried in snow.
A view from the cause,
alters the landscape in you
I surrender to the earth,
the roots. Purifying the leaves.
I tell myself, this was not me,
my music. Still my skin
has the tattoos of pandemic deafness.
I am breathing through the lips.
My attachment to death
is a private affair
my voice lies in a lake.
The butterfly in a womb.
the psalms under the rocks.
Is it ending of death
or death of ending?
I go beyond the brink,
drop the stone in water.
When the moon touches
my eyes, like a kiss
I start sharing the menu of night.
The rimless thoughts are hovering
like small birds. I listen
to their flappings.
Can we live without bargaining?
Do you know the price?
heights are required for spending sprees.yall need to see me/we,the poeple are
church and steeple.leopold was told of me.didnt he write it?i bite.if its true.
In the ending, there was beginning of fear
The pain of malignity,
evil punctuation of
a serene landscape.
Life moved from one landmark
to another in alien waste.
I shuddered in a patch of sun.
The impulse was very strong to find out the answer
I was violated by many questions.
Words could not tell,
migrated back to their scriptures.
Time altered the names
of fear & death.
Waiting grew into self-knowledge.
Like pleated oxygen mask
life gave me a bump.
Saddened, I played the mutation game.
Failed, tried again, left the body to watch
the death of the self.
Beyond the mind, away from sorrow
and grief of world.
I told him of my wants and needs,
And he assured me of its complete,
He can give it to me and more,
And he showed his openness,
And sealed to me his promise,
With a kiss,
He felt all of me,
And believed in all of my serenity,
I was wanted,
And in this very moment,
My wants became his need,
To give a new life to me,
And if the last second of his kiss,
I gave myself to him,
Mind body and spirit.
Myishia Sacoya Williams
Copyright ©2006 Myishia Sacoya Williams
Breaking the boundaries,
you released energy.
Life was an immense emptiness
with dotting of pain and sorrow.
Counting did not help.
You had to escape
to painless unawareness.
Nameless you moved,
Humility became a meaningful dialogue,
reverberating in the creative minds.
did not need any followers.
The occult gratification,
did not need any fame.
The cessation of agony
and anguish was important
Love and compassion became palpable;
when your heart poured,
when silence became eloquent,
when words become phrases.
And intelligence moved
The identity moves ahead
of the shadow of truth
I search for the absolute
in vain. Can I remove the emptiness
and talk to myself ?
The core feeling is same.
We flow in our own separateness.
I want to outlive my brethren
and eat my death alone.
Mindful I watch the kernel,
swaying tree is silent
I am here due to a fault in the genes.
Grief is not my skull house.
Each night I sleep with dry lips
dreaming a lake.
My pillow floats like a chopped moon.
Silence of anonymity
in the heart of a storm.
It is a curious apparition.
The vibrations of distant whispers
fill up the lungs,
ripping apart the veins.
My inside blood utters
a shrill sob.Where to go?
We cannot return back. Ending of time?
The spirit of hollow ideal
was not the thing,
I remained inconsolable.
Truth demanded endless pursuit.
The helplessness of the beaten days
was unfit for the night of terror.
The false paradigm could not ignite the flame.
The shadows collapsed
and thoughts walked in dark
into the trap.
Perfect splash of impulsive drive,
and movement of matter
and the conduct of freezing moments
had no parallel.
Cutting edge was evident.
How truth saved its pain,
of telling a heart
the death of a silent dream.
The vision went blind.
Faithful figures did not write the wrong texts.
Escape from territory was complete
and tracks were obliterated.
A beautiful girl I once was,
Because of my actions I feel that no more
Cared for and loved are here but only sometimes
Decisions I've made I try not to regret
Excitements I've had, I'll always remember
Forgotten memories, the ones too bad to share
Gifts from the heart, I give but no one seems to care
Hands that I use, to hold my daughter each day
Infamiliar faces, all in this new place
Jumping up and down thinking of coming home
Kidding around, when I tell you my jokes
Laughter, the best sound, when it comes from Riley
My life, My dreams, My love, My heart
Never felt like this, like we may part
Opinions, of others who don't really know
People I deal with, and try not to show
Quiet, I sit, with no one around
Real or unreal, my life seems everyday
Scary to think how my life got this way
Talking, not sharing our real thoughts and fears
Used to share and talk, but not lately this year
Vague feelings, we share the least that we can
Woman, I am, sometimes I feel so damned
X marks the day, where I need to decide
You are the one, I want need to confide in
Zoom Zoom Zoom as my life passes by.
I want to hear your voice, see your face, feel your touch. I want to have your love
wrapped around me for all eternity! I never want to leave your side, Everything I
need, everything I want is you! Your the one I see at night when I'm fast asleep!
your the one I hear when I'm scared telling me have no fear! Your the one I feel
holding me close when there is no one near! I give to you my all, my heart, body
and soul because each and every part of me is in love with you!
I love you my dear
However, there is some fear
Of your tortuous rejection
And empty distraction
Your ex is stupid
Come back to me
And sleep in my arms
I miss your beauty
You're just such a cutie
I miss your mouth and your soft kiss
I love your mind and your lovely person
You mean the world to me
I miss you like Christ would miss the Sea of Gallilee
Your eyes are so bright
Your nose so tight
Your legs so light
I love everything about you
Especially at night
You are funny and witty
I miss sleeping with you and the kitty
Your kiss is sweeter than a snickers
Your hug is warmer than your knickers
The way that you talk
Is even more sexy than how you walk
My home is empty without you
I hope yours feels empty too
I love your hairy toes
Even more beautiful than an ancient rose
You smell so good
Oh what I wish that I could...
Kiss your lips, oh what grace
I think I'm becoming a head case
I love you more than life becomes
I love you more than all of my chums
And even more than a round of rums
My booze may have driven you away
And I miss you more and more every day
But more than anything, I love you more than even God's way
Walking to the park alone in my head
all of my thoughts are ABOUT YOU
In a cold dark room a warm smile awakens
I love the dreams I have ABOUT YOU
My heart is racing, its one hell of a rush
to feel the way I do ABOUT YOU
I can see in your eyes your a force not to be tamed
that drives me wild ABOUT YOU
If not for these shackles I would scream aloud
so everyone would know how I feel ABOUT YOU
You mean the world to me so know this now,
I would never change one thing ABOUT YOU
I feel secure whenever i'm around you
Don't know what to say or to do
When i'm with you I never feel shy
I know our love is so high it could reach the sky
Always catch myself thinking about you
There's no one else cause my heart's set on you
In our bed together we lie
Knowing you will be there when i open my eye
Baby, you do something to me that i can't explain
Being with you is what keeps me sane
I give my heart, body, and soul to you
In my eyes no one compares to you
When i'm not with you i miss you like crazy
No guy in this world can phase me
Everyday I thank the Lord for you cause I feel so Blessed
Us being together was His plan cause He knows whats best
You make my heart sing
Cause you treat me like a queen, my king
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
I have worked all the rows with my back to the plow;
She has served me my dinner and encouraged me somehow.
I know that she loves me but why I can't see;
So I give what she asks for that's how it must be.
Life without love is a signing of death;
A world without woman is a world without breath.
I struggle to bend with the winds that might blow;
Like I've struggled to keep the love that I know.
I've won and I've lost and I've prayed to go on;
So that love will stay with me till I'm long dead and gone.