I s a child to be heard?
N o one answers, as usual. The silence is slowly killing me.
S orrow, misunderstanding and these mourning memories,
I s this the way it is supposed to be? Since that fateful day, I have been a
G irl, lost in a whirl of tragic past, calamitous present and the fear of having no future,
N ever have I known what "family", "friends" or "fiends" mean, for
I have never made or heard of any.
F or I am thirteen, just as inconsequential as a dwarf planet, amongst boundless galaxies.
I live in misery, why won't anyone listen to me? I may be young, but I
C an converse, listen and see, and I
A m as normal as you are. So why
N ot give me a chance to prove myself?
C an you ever give me a listening
E ar? Is a child to be heard?
Buried secrets…pulled out of dank soil and shoved into the light
Unjustified accusations, exhausting and expensive to fight
Tainted and tattered relationships flutter in and endless wind
Impossible to undo or explain, especially to a young mind, closed within
Wistful memories of easy smiles and open affection
Innocence gone; hatred coaxed by lies and deception
Love too strong and proud to let go, perceived as little more than a show
Lost for words as his disrespect slowly smolders and grows
Lingering awkward anger, followed by confusion and sighs
Each hateful word and hostile look, thrown like daggers from eyes I don’t recognize
Torn between a mother’s hope and helpless frustration
He is resolute; seeing only black and white…allowing no gray in this situation
I have given up explaining, reasoning, and rationale that falls on deaf ears
My heart breaking with each failed attempt; desperately fighting back tears
Gone forever is the boy I knew only months ago
Oblivious to my intent and resolute to his own; my heart tells me to say no,
…But I will let him go
Curled in the womb, a dreamless summer night
Hark the coming of a baby snow-white
Eternal beauty and grace, a cuddly delight
Twinkle in her eye, there is never any respite
Nimbly she walks on, roguery she incites
Alice in wonderland, hiding away from the light
Mocking at men, when she came of age
It was all pretence of a teeny tiny phase
Riddle she became, which men strove to work out
Candle light dinners, yet lingered ever a doubt.
How did innocence, turn out so ravishing?
A nymph in disguise, her life is confusing.
Nasty or just hasty; she can’t herself surmise
Do I dare to find out, am I wise to analyze
Am I able to suppress my own prejudice?
Nourishing a sentiment, have concealed it so well
Is she the one for me, should I go and ring the bell?
PS The first letter in each line spells the name of the damsel - 'Chetna
((WARNING!!! It has sexual language in this poem . . . you have been warned! Just so that you all know, this didn’t really happen to me except certain parts I won’t discuss unless you wanna p-soup mail me about it…I’ll be glad to explain it to you if I’m comfortable enough to share with you! Most of the time, I’ll be more than happy to get my point across to you! Anyways, have a good read and comment if you dare! Don’t forget to pen on, dear poets, about almost every subject you can possibly grasp at the writing moment!!))
Why do girls play hard to get? Who knows…who knows…
Hectic Weather showers over me
And I’m sweating like a pig in heat!!
Triggering my sexual pleasure…beyond measure!
Masturbation is an act of feeling good and it’s ecstatic as heavens
At certain degrees, it can be a crime so sublime
Kangaroo hops – it can be as good and fun as child play
Everyone has their own opinion about it…of course! Of course!
Sure! You think I’m bizarre and outspoken, but I’m just a normal boy with wacko hormones and I’m as mature as a wise old man
Me things they judge me when I do it in secret like a spy, looking vigilantly at someone who looks suspicious, cowardly hiding in the short hedges
Empty as a drum without a pounding…that’s the way I feel – so numb, naked and ashamed!! Why do I feel awkward and mortified?
Tricked into having an orgasm of delight…something surreal shapes our lives when I don’t feel so self-conscience about myself and exposing my body in front of you (but my manly parts feel for you)
Utopia is the next door neighbor or unexpected company – cum on it!
Ravishing motions and emotions thrill me to the extreme…I just wanna do it nice and slow
No! Don’t go! I feel the electricity-like warmth and fulfillment of our bodies as one! I’m not trying to make you uncomfortable! Don’t walk away and shut the front door!
End this temporary pain in my chest and angst, banging at my skull ruthlessly – don’t let my heart of devotion and affection get into trouble by digging deeper in our black hole….my curiosity can get unbearable, dear angel of appealing light
Destined to be with you forever and always (amen!), but meanwhile I’ll please myself by treating me out somewhere safe and sound and I can grab a hold of my personal freedom – can you cum with me!? Sorry that I might sound desperate possibly!
Oh! I almost forgot! That “somewhere” is a world called A Blissful Lifetime
Nighttime and its brilliant stars are shown in your mirror-like ocean-blue eyes – you’re dah one that turns me on…you made me feel like a Krazy, Klever King, crowned with refined, dynamic, moonlit-claimed joy!
Teen age is the Spring Life.
Eddy of emotions assaults,
Ebullitions of sensations invade,
Narrative of a new phase begins.
Age of transformations,
Gallery of unforgettable memories.
Enshrine them ,with tenderness, forever.
New seed is sown, a baby born; one and twenty years ago.
I felt the moment, I felt the day, and became a man to grow.
You blossomed, the petals emerged; the seed became a radiant flower.
Angel darling, two months ago, I surrendered myself to your power.
Together betrothed, together we will stay, until time ceases to exist
I make this pledge on your birthday, and seal it with my faithful kiss.
A is for Absently staring at you,
D is for Dazed thorough and true,
A is for Agony coming undone,
M is for Maybe you might be the one.
A is Arousal my body's on fire,
D is my deepest most hidden Desire,
A is Allured, enamored to sin,
M is Magnetic pulling me in.
A, I'm Angry you cheated you lied,
D, i'm Dead feel nothing inside,
A, i'm Addled don't know what to do,
M i'm Madly in love with you.
A new bond is formed, a stranger becomes a friend
Nestling inside your kitchen, where the tea is left to blend
Goofing around, having the nicest time; clicking videos and snaps
It was so amusing to see you do the ‘eminem’ rap
Eager to meet again; like the ocean, wanting to touch the sand.
Warrior raised to do battle
In search of a meaning to his life
Love always on his mind
Lonely until the end of time
Imminent anger beneath the surface
A man that keeps his word
We desire your prayer, a responsive heart and a gentle touch as Parent
We long after your attention, your affection and acceptance of our Attitude
We wish you accept our childlikeness and encourage us by Reciprocating
We need you to appreciate our looks and applaud our skills by Education
We want your time and your play time, a way of caring and Nurturing
We feel like holding you, loving you, trusting you and you Talking
We crave for your friendship as your presence is an Inspiration
We believe you will be there for us and help us identify our Needs
As we learn to love you and as you learn to trust us Genuinely
Provide for him your compassionate heart and your Care
Give him a hand and a brighter tomorrow with Hope
Be interested in his intentions and seek his Interests
Teach him to love himself and respect others Love
Let him be diligent with his skills and talents as he Develops
Encourage him to believe in his hand work and be Humble
Allow him to strive for the best at every Opportunity
Help him to accept his person and assist him to be Original
Everything he perceive and sense let it be the basis of his Development
Let him be taught and be trained to be Trustworthy
Let him have expectation and provide for him an Education
Let him be exposed to positive values within his Environment
Build him to become a teen in deed as he solves others Needs
Let him aspire and set goals and guide him to Achieve it
Become his friend since he need you as a Guardian angel
Let him experience your love like never before so that he will Express it
Let him know he have choice to everything and a Right to choose
There is a stage in human development termed Adolescence
The phase of life when teens make critical decision we call Destiny
A period of discovery and the realization of individual Originality
A time when teens should learn to listen and love Life
A season of acquiring social skills and of seeking knowledge and Education
An era of great creative opportunity and interpersonal and relational Synergy
An age of learning effective communication skill and acquiring an attitude of Care
An episode in human lifespan and a time of great enthusiasm and Exploration
A period when teens learn how to be independent and responsible for their Needs
A time when teens remember God with their heart and follow their Conscience
A time teens sow and experience the manifestation of their great Expectation
A Child's Desire