(FOR MY IRISH GODMOTHER WHOM MOST OF WHO I AM IS A REFLECTION OF THE GREAT WOMAN SHE IS!)
"Am proud of you baby!"
At my best moments
and lowest point
outstanding or just okey
mama always tell me am the best.
Often she reminds me the mountains
i have moved
the much i have achieved
how bright my star shines
how far am yet to travel....
"You are amazing my child!"
With immense joy and gratitude
i have come to realize
to mama i am never inadequate.
Each day she teach me
being a mother is not just a role
It is a full time duty and dedication
a pledge of guardian,guidance
An intimate function of care and solace
A lifetime commitment!
"Am here for you baby!"
My prayer to Allah
to grant me the same strength
to be as much to my unborn daughter Mia
as my Irish Godmother is to me.
A role model
And human enough...!!!
"You are the blessing in my life!"
"I love you my daughter!"
I love you too much too Mum,so much, i don't know who i would be without you!!!
Its bad enough that everyday I walk down memory lane, &&' It really puts me in alot of pain. I've been doing the best that I can, but I am who I am. I'm getting tired of everyones exspectations, people always pulling me in different directions. Even when I'm falling down, people still push me on the ground. I'm gonna keep trying, no more lying. No more games, done mentioning names. Being two-faced isn't cool, it just makes you look like a fool. I'm never looking back, that life was wack. I'm done trying to make everyone happy, when they treat me so crappy. I may not have alot of friends, in the end, but atleast I don't have to pretend. I'm gonna be true, with or without you. You'll see, I'm done letting people get to me.
Walking in the meadow of life on that summer day
Where she always loved to be at Una walked along the steady stream
As she picked up the white Lilly flower and put upon her hair of gold (princess of love)
And the daughter of a dander king
Una suddenly turned her head to the old orchard tree and begun to sing roman lullabies of joy
With tears of affection shed for the god who lives above the skies
At that moment she gazed back to the stream
And there the lion stood so tall just like a king eyes wide looked to una
As she went toward the mighty lion he went to her and utter'd thee words
I am a creature of pride with nothing to hide I am pure of heart true of courage with a mask of savage a mane gold as our hearts-
She became very happy and intrigued
As she laid her gentle hands on upon the lion she spoke these words
-I love thee lion and by sun and moon I love thee freely as men strive for right;
I love thee purely in my old griefs and childhood's faith
There a tiny lamb appears right next to her and the lion
So small and graceful like a gift from god above
The tiny lamb followed them further into the enchanted meadow sky as crystal blue and the wind is calm they drifted off strung into the world
To bring new love joy and courage to the world and spread good faith
Refreshing feel of identifying with music in my life,
The mother’s voice still echoes sweet in all life’s strife’s.
She taught me to walk, run, dance and sing,
My mother still stands strong in love and vigor in my life.
Kindergarten, the start of knowledge in life,
Where Mini, Lakshmy, Susan, Shoba and Meera,
Still shines as star's in my day- to-day life,
Keeping those memories and blooming together.
School days, are times that stays vivid in mind,
Friends that evoked passions of love still impress,
Susan Bindu, Jaya, Brinda, and Manju remained firm,
Even when life made new meanings,connections endured.
College saw, mixed platter, though women who stayed in unit
More in day- to-day life in Bindu, Geeta, Asha, Raji and Vinith,
Patterns of Lost love, admiration's, hero worship,list stands long,
However, for me it was a distressing lullaby of hearts .
Life showed me, women stand strong above all
As I carry endless power of strength, mind and heart,
when I finds myself and knows where I remain in life!
So I stand tall and represent myself as women.
Love never lost its footprints along the line,
I am a woman in Love,being loved and cherished
I knows deep in my heart that i am contend,
Hearts grew deep in love, known love and in Love.
I knew it right from the start, a moms heart
Holding my finger tight, I cradle you in my arms
Your smile and showed all your charms.
Heavens showered me the "Mom', role in prologue.
Many nights though have passed before you came to my world
Now your presence means a million to me
Over and over your song will remain sonorous in my ears
Peace be upon you my umbrella
I know you’re all ears while I coo
A beautiful magic rose
hypnotized my eyes
I can't move them or close...
Among the flowers so far
I'm smelling it now
but i want its nectar..
It's harder little bit
to reach my magic rose
than to observe it...
I dream to have just two wings
and i know most of people
are dreaming to be kings...
I wish i were a bee
I can fly to my rose
that's all what i hope to be...
Stay in its heart and live there
leave all for one day
or eternity , i don't care ...
I HAVE RESOLVED TODAY!!!
to never do anything that will not edify.
or say a word that will not dignify.
to respect every woman as member of the opposite sex.
and never treat a woman as an object of sex.
I HAVE RESOLVED TODAY!!!
never to look at a woman with lust
or look at her breast as object of lust.
that though a woman may have a very big breast.
i will never stare or oogle at that very big breast.
I HAVE RESOLVED TODAY!!!
that no woman should ever be raped.
for every woman has a right not to be raped.
that every woman has to right to say no.
and when a woman says no, it means no.
She wore kindness, forgiveness and the romance crown,
Loved her when she laughed, yelled, groan, cried or croon,
Silliness, jokes, laughs, rivers of love, kisses above us flown,
Young lovers we were, holding hands, with devotion upgrown.
I was once lost in the darkness of life, and gave up the fight,
She hold my hands, "come" she said, to open field to sunlight,
"Let go" again she said, run, play, sing, spin and whirl in might,
I was luminary again, radiated like celestial fire on moonless night.
She is the one, who ignited the stars, and planted the roses,
Decorated my life with her musical cords, and magical gnosis,
So special my darling, possesses the miracles and the stick of Moses,
Happy 27th anniversary my gorgeous wife, and with love I closes.
Sometimes I like to pretend, things never came to a end. But over time, our love became a crime. I didn't know what we had, would ever end so bad. But then I knew things weren't right, when we started to fight. Now I walk down memory lane all the time, the pain is worst then committing a crime. We only caused eachother pain, but we were eachothers maine. I thought things would be alright, but I cried alot that night. I don't want things to change, without you my life is strange. You said you wanted me so much it started to hurt that you couldn't wait, now im just another person you hate. When you said you didn't care, I knew the person I loved was no longer there. You aren't the same, the new you is lame. We both fell, now it's hell. You use to always be here for me, like family. But now your nowhere in sight, things aren't right. Empty is all that I can feel, I still can't believe this is real. I didn't mean to let you get away, I didn't know what to say. Am i with the right guy, or am i telling myself a lie. I was afraid to loose what we had, but to you that choice was bad.
< >A child is born and with pride
they say 'its a girl'
a baby girl grows to a little girl
that little girl grows to be a girl
then comes a teenage girl
this beautiful rose blooms desirably to a woman
have you ever wondered what makes a woman a woman
is a woman defined by her past
can one's child wood complete an identity
is a woman defined by her life experiences
is it this invisible warmth this gender turns to have?
as nature takes its cause
child bearing is life threatening game
still a woman takes an oath to be a woman
she never wonders what she might have done
to deserve to be a woman
woman are for ever proud to be who they are
I dream of a place
i dream of a race
a race not to the swift but to mankind
a day we can all come together in harmony
for the greater good
not to hate on each other and be misunderstood
a day when man is judge by character and personality
a day when man and woman is not valued on what they can do
but the fact of simply who they are
a day of eyeopening where we see others as ourselves
we are all people
black white brown man woman child to rise above the negativity
to climb hight to reach one goal
to be happy
Virgo is my sign
A lady is how I live
A classy chick is what I abide by
A Woman of God is who I am
A woman is what Ill forever be
I will NEVER be anything other than or beneath
I will ALWAYS be more than and beyond
I know when to show my ass
I also know when to act like a LADY with CLASS
A lady always know when to open her mouth
And when to keep it on me
I may crash but Ill bounce back
Realizing the fact that I know who I am
Being a LADY didn't come over night
It took time, dedication, and work had to come forth
It's NEVER to late to become a LADY
It's NEVER to late to be CLASSY
Who could this mysterious figure be?
Slamming beats in heart,
All I have is her napkin
and her face in my dreams.
She is like fire beating against the cylinders of my heart.
Somebody tell me!
Who is this Princess?
Who stole the heart of a basic outliner.
Who can this woman be in my life, some one who is so sweet loving and caring always there when i need a helping hand and always giving me the right direction who can this woman be who supports me when i am right but if I am wrong she would sit me down and talk to me She is strong and virtuous in her ways a strong arm to lean on Who is this woman who always has a cook meal and the house clean and keep all of your things in order who is this woman who mends our clothes and be by ourside when we are sick, Gives us advice even if we dont want it, and always tells us to keep our head to the sky and nver once does she try to make us look small or forsake us, she gives us our rules and tell us that its up to us to listen always in our corner and always has us in her heart at all times no matter the situation you will always know that she is praying for you who is this woman who gives so much love aand go beyond the call of duty, there with open arms and a happy smile and creates joy in our mind this most outstanding woman in our life is our MOTHER one we will never ever forget and one we will love until the end of time, no matter how far we may go our mother is always there and she never stops loving you, Mother is our everything , she that rock that mighty ship that can sail around the world by itself, She that cover of protection that is with us at all times, and we cannot walk away for if we do we will return with open arms and a open heart, becasue she is the best and she deserve a lot when God created Mothers he knew the world would need them more than anything, but i want to say if you ever experince being a mother you will know and understand the nature of this word Mother
Never mind what they think, ima do me.
so its Ur opinion, i don't have to accept it.
who cares if i don't meet Ur standers, i'm not going to lower mine.
so what, i don't wear designer clothing,
my swag isn't yours.
and so what if i don't wear the name brand shoes; you'll never know where these feet
Sometimes i may wear shades,
Its only to block the sun.
i do walk with my head high,
cause i'm not ashamed.
I'm not shame of
who i am
where i came from
what i did.
life is all about
loving & laughter.
IT IS WHAT IT IS.
Dad you are my hero
You've taught me write from wrong
Showed me that you can never judge a book by it's cover
Cause you loved my mother
I know I am grown into a woman
But every woman needs her daddy
I know we live in differnt states
But we are only a phone call awa
I remeber when mom left us
And run off down the road
I was upset
But I knew you was there
When I needed you
You are the best dad
Even though we had our ups and downs
We always got along
I know you did your best to raise us
And I really know that now
How hard that was for you
Daddy you are my hero
Sometimes Im so impatient like,
lets skip the friend basis and jump
into a relationship yeah that sounds kinda crazy
relationships seems so
glamorous but ppl got impure motives thoughts & closets
full of skeletons,
so not takin ya time could have you in a world full of hurt
not to many ppl can deal with heartaches being cheated
and emotional hurt so for Christ sake Im in love with a
"Higher Love" Im visioning of a woman thats precious like
a baby dove, yeah my heart's on my sleeve do you know
what that means...every woman I pass by has a birds eye
view in my dreams, I would change that if I could but I
cant and I like that Im showing you the real me
so all I want in return is the same back, page 2 is
concluded keep you ears plugged dont be foolish and I
dont mean lustful desires when I say lets make beautiful
This story goes as follows back when I was 19 a hot boy
my vision it was hollow she was 17 the sweetest girl that I
ever met, we wrote each other poetry but she never knew
the real me or rather the me who I was when I wasn't
with her how I was drowning in sin slowly trying to clean
up my mess like a swiffer but despite the street life I was
never the type to mistreat any woman so I choose to
break it off....a few months later I got knocked off and the
whole time I was down I was trying to get back what I
had lost...the sweetest girl I ever knew I dropped her off
because the street life came before her so emotionally I
was singing the blues, trying to find her, I went to places
where we met and hung out @ hoping to find the one
that was so right for me but I was the one who went left
now I'm a wreck...so I let it go. I always told myself if we
met up again I would told her what happened to me and
its 8yrs later she's single so am I and her feelings haven't
changed for me, feels like a movie right it has to end in an
happily ever after we spent some time together and I
know now no other woman could make me feel how she
does new chapter and no other woman matters...long
story short we're taking it one day @ a time and I no
longer have to wonder or day dream what if she was
mine true story.
WOMAN IN WORSHIP
She speaks volume of what comes from within
Her make up her dress her looks does not define her
She draws from the well which overflow with God's mercy,kindness,love and favour.
She walks with her head held high even with no food to eat
She just smiles because she knows her God will provide.
Never hasty or worried she finds comfort on her knees.
Woman in Worship
Intimacy with God is her key
Take note she aint ordinary
And when the world look down on her
God comes and lifts her up until the world starts to look up to her.
Favour suddenly surround her
Favour starts to move with her
Woman in Worship
Her smile says it all that glow which no one can define......
That is God's Glory
She has mountain moving faith
No words can describe her but God knows her!!!!
You can try to analize but you will not be able to define her....
She is your woman in worship.
When people make fun of her and push her down God will not fail to protect her.
She is taking a step back in faith in her present state trusting that God is preparing a table in the presence of her enemies.
She smiles back at those who smiles with her but behind her back wait for her down fall.
GOD IS PREPARING HER!!!WOMAN IN WORSHIP DO NOT UNDERESTIMATE HER
Now for the record It ain't nothin
like a virtuous woman no matter
how cold this gets you feel so warm
in the heat of her bosom, no physical
beauty can compare to that treasure a woman thats in
love wit Christ, tell me
does it get any better, when you fall
she'll be right there to catch you,
no matter how deep the sin, she'll stand and pray with
you. This woman
is something else she's the epitome
of Godliness and to have her in your life
you should truly know that you're blessed
You might be fallin for me, but you don't even know me.
The me I'm a bout to show you is the Christ who lives
within me. And when you see we can longer relate to
each other, with the music we listen to, you being a
nightlife girl and me being a child of the light, you'll see it
was a decision that had to be made. Try if I could I can't
lie to myself. Physical beauty is something every woman
has, but virtue...the bible says it's better than having
silver and gold, a woman who's meek enough to know
everything she's obtained was given from the father of
lights. She knows that she can't make it without him her
life will be incomplete without his touch, and her delight
is in the law of the Lord. So as you see me losing myself
as the spirit of God takes over ask yourself again...are you
still fallin for me when it's clear that to satisfy or make me
happy you would have to lose yourself...
Stop stalkin me and go find someone for you
you need a woman
i thought all my ignorant messages got through to you.
don't you understand i already got a man
you need a woman
You need a woman who is deep as my poetry
and smooth as my voice
a woman who's tongue aight the only thing that's moist
she need to be able to spit fiya like a dragon but her breath stay fresh
need a woman you can read from back to front and still want to write the rest
you want a woman that can read you write you and no matter how bad it is, she
won't ever erase you
gotta get that woman who keeps you spellbound and speechless
you need a woman from head to toe the body is sick
someone who's lips are so vicious they give you brain without ever fooling with
i'm telling you, you will love this woman and all the different flavors
from similies to metaphores and her classy ho style phrases
she a freak she a mystery she a candid expression of your inner most ideal
she is a baby face bombshell with inticing whip appeal.
in the beginning its all fun and games but you will never forget her once you get
you want her
don't even try to let it go
you want her
and this is one thing that's obvious for sure
now read this back and realize what type fo woman you need.
you don't need a woman, you need poetry.
To my wife a woman who took my heart so many years ago,
to this woman who mended and found my lost soul,
When we meet it was all so new,
boy meets girl and from there it grew,
From lust to like and then to love and all from just a kiss,
when I prayed for some thing, I never dreamt it would be this,
Some one as warm and as wonderful as you,
every day in a kiss in a touch or a look seems all so new,
Years ago I didn't see all this all that we have done,
our kids grown with your smile and my knack to have fun,
If this was a book it would be the #1 seller of romance,
if it was a song it would be played for lovers to slow dance,
Blessed are the ones who know what love is,
blessed am I for I have all this,
Through all the high and even the lows,
we weathered the storms and look what we have to show,
Love takes time some one once wrote,
and the time put into love is worth ever note,
So to you my love I write this today,
years have past and seasons have changed and you still take my heart way.
Touched was I as I watched her cry,
drowning in a world she chose taking on some thing no one knows,
pure as her soul this woman sighs as her world turns cold,
a smile to hide the tears never looking ahead to next year,
fear she'll lose what means so much, a love-a life-a journey as such,
to you she dose what a daughter should, she dose what no one could,
to give so much of her self so much of life, this woman thinks nothing to sacrifice,
touch was I, so much so I wanted to cry.
This poem was written for my wife, for years now
she has been watching after her mother who is ill,
not for phrase or for reward just out of love, and
at times she cry and fills no one knows how it is,
then she dries her tears and moves on, she truly
is a world wonder and I just want her to know how
great she is and all she dose is appreciated.
I love Nancy and I'm not the only one.