You - First Poem I Wrote

This is the first poem I have ever written. I was eight when I wrote this. I cry so loud Yet no one hears It is not easy to compose my fears Life is not fun, its all a haze But you keep me alive on my bad days Just the thought of your skin on mine Makes me sad, makes me cry The dreams are so vivid They feel so real Just the thought of being away from you Makes me feel like I’m being killed My lips turn blue Because there is no longer air My heart stops too In thin air My blood slows, cold as ice It doesn’t feel good It doesn’t feel nice People say I act transparent As if I’m the only on one this planet But it’s you that keeps me alive Helps me breathe Won’t let me die I close my eyes Knowing sleep will not come I close my eyes, I think of you And my pain and suffering starts to numb…