With a Love Lost , a Heart Broke

I found something that was true So now why am I so blue? I found something that made me happy So why am I now lonely? Why am I crying at night Tears overwhelming my sight When not too very long ago There was no tear to show? In times such as these No matter what anyone believes It was something real to me Something I thought wouldn't happen to me Yet I fell and I fell hard And now my heart is left scarred It may not last forever it may be gone soon Only time will heal my pain as I hide in my cacoon Hoping for the day I fly once again to you To be embraced in your arms ,just to be with you What I wouldn't give at this moment in time To be able to say you were once again mine Yet I can't hold on if you are letting go And I hope you come back some day and I hope you know That there isn't anyone that will replace you in my heart Since I let down my guards at our relationship's start I have trusted you completely And loved you humbly Without the expectation of you loving me The crazy thing is love comes free You dont have buy it or even trade for it Love comes softly like a night mist Too many times in life love is overlooked and missed I don't wanna be the fool that looks back in regret To a love I overlooked or threw away and now can't get I don't wanna be the person who says they were never cared for or loved because of fear I wanna be the person you want to be with Not the person you accidently ran adrift Once I say "I love you" how could I forget you? How can I forget the words you have spoke or the love my heart once soaked? How can I forget making love to you? My lips against yours, embraced by you How could anyone forget the one person who brought them to life and showed them the love they sought How do I walk away and not hold hope How am I going to cope With a love lost , a heart broke