Why Do I Seem To Miss You Quite So Much

Why do I seem to miss you quite so much? Your face, smses, voice n gentle touch. Deserted and left to fend on my own. The day you walked out and left me all alone. So many things were left unsaid So many tears at night I shed. I miss the silly fights and late night calls. All I do now is stare at the walls. I did my best and loved you with all my heart Now all that has fallen apart A knife through my chest and left to bleed Walking away in my time of need. Were the feelings you had any real? or was it just part of a fake deal? Did you mean the words you used to say? Or was it just your plan to make me stay? Was it I who did something wrong? To end the melody of a beautiful song? Was it I who made you walk away ? By just loving you more each day? I sit and wonder if you really did care And if you are feeling any despair. Maybe you already moved on with a new “friend” Not realizing who really got hurt in the end. All the memories just thrown away I find it hard to block out each day Tryna move on and start life anew, seems difficult as I’m only thinking of you. Friends are close by, ones that are true. Helping me each day to forget about you I’m getting stronger as I start to walk with a “crutch” But why, why do I seem to miss you quite so much?