When You Left....

when you left, you introduce me to depression and isolation when you left , you took my elation when you left me you gave me the gun and said this is the only way to forget me. your only an illusion in my dreams., your only a feeling in my heart, your only a memory in my head your a virus in my body, but yet you have more control of my life then i do.. but yet it hurts so much just thinking of you, i hate the feeling when i still think of you, . you left me so dead. my eyes cant even cry. my wrist do all the crying for you, and my worm blood dripping down my arm.. is the replacement of the warmth feeling you use to give me now without you my life is like a mold ,disgusting with no form my hear is torn, here i stand with open arms. accepting what the outcome of this is. their isnt a need for a goodbye, everyone knew my life was taken when she walked away,