Walking Contradiction...

This life I live... this love I give... these lessons learnt... ...many undeserved... yet this blessing...this insight...this wisdom... very much alive... I am grateful evermore... the sacrifices made... within this knowledge found... the spiritual need for me to be this way... I need not make sacrifices ...anymore... ...this pain in my memory I sometimes recall... ...to protect my hindsight... from a fateful fall... ...I see through your fake... ...no more of my spirit will you take... I will interpret all I have learned... wrap it up gently...remember I am not without hurt... blessed with this wisdom... interpret these once sacrifices... to fight the good fight... major hurdles in life... I have overcome... I am best prepared as best can be...for whatever... whatever shall be... ...whatever shall be done... for all good I believe...