Unwanted-Trashed 4 Contest

Thrown out like yesterday's debris, Broken backwards and upside down, You left me out to watch me suffer, No longer wanting me around. Yesterday's plans turned to today's remorse, And old photo's remind me so clear, I'll never forgive you for your choice, To no longer want me near. Forsaken and forgotten, new until old, Please invite me back for dinner, Uphold my regret and fill me up, I already admitted that I am a sinner. Underneath the stairs that creak so creepy, While on top of your unwanted list, You realized that I'm not very healthy, Leaving our plot with an unwanted twist. How does it feel to never being wanted? How do I explain my desire to be lethal? Guess word spreads and turn into lies, What happened to us being equals? Compared me to flowers but came up with rubble, Unaware of my beauty within my psyche, Broken and lost, left and alone, Your internal light has always been my lightening. You say that I am undesirable in reality of dreams, I'm unloved and unwelcome your eyes do express, What happen to all the sweet retentiveness we had, As I lay unloading all my regret and feeling depressed. I'm no longer needed for your fulfillment of romance, I'm taken aback by your disagreeing mistrust, You used to need me for tenderly touches, Our love turned into a conduit of lies and lust. Many years we had us and many to come we don't, Upcoming jubilations with out you I'll be haunted, You'll never actually feel the undesired experience, Of feeling an undeniable force to be isolated and unwanted. Written By: Laura Urbaniak For the contest, Trashed #4, sponsor, Broken Wings November 3, 2015