Turning the Pain On You

You don't know me at all Didn't help you watched me fall Do you know anything about me? Do you even know what I yearn to be How can you lie to people about my life Your just angry and tired of being a house wife I know that your ashamed of me Didn't want others to know I was attending GED Saying I had finished school Making me feel pain and look a fool I messed up because of you And everything you put me through Did you know I love books No you didn't you never bothered to look Said that I was a bad child Thats funny your my mom but never around How can I be the worst when I've done nothing Even with all that I continue hurting Calling me out my name How do you expect me to stay sane Taking his side as if he cares When he hurt you your kids were there The pain he put you through Now you act as if were the liars and his words are true You used to be so strong He made you weak and I'm telling you your wrong You judged me now it's my turn I want you to fell the pain and burn We both know what he did to us But you push me away and him you trust Your family is very ungrateful Very bitter and hateful I just want you to open your eyes Yearn for you to break down and cry Tell me that you really need me Say your sorry for hurting me and free me Tell me you want to be hugged I want you to know what it feels like to crave for love As you do this trying to be free I'd know you felt my kind of pain and misery. Poetry