Too Short, Too Long

why do you haunt my mind in this infinity? you pulverize my sanity bringing my knees weak and eyes close to tears hopeless heart, breaking inside, can you hear the crackeling? can you hear the snapping? first my mind has gone and now, you steal my heart i want a refund. . . i want our love to be made pure. . . when you are only mine i dont want to share. . . ever. . . i want us to be made pure why can i not have you, why will you not be mine? im slowly loosing my composure you are hers, i will not accept this fact, can not you are mine, i know it, through our skin touching we made love, though forever was too short your driving me insane, breaking me more each day and yet i said id wait, am i insane!!? now i musnt say that you must choose me!! or her!! i dont want an alternitive! i want you to choose me but i feel that you will not and so i must wait collect my patience i must wait collect my patience i must wait patience raiin patience teach myself patience i must wait today is dreary the rain is falling slowly today, can you leave her? today, can you make it beatiful? i would dance with you in the rain if we could but now as i am in a different building you are so far away but now, as you might loose katy, you are so far away i dont want to wait just take me or release me from yourself just help how can i wait when i want you soo much how can i wait when i need your touch your eyes stare into mine but can you see my hurt? can you see my pain? can you see my distress? can you see my love masked by it all can you see my death in the eyes of a crow they foretell me in my dreams can you save me? dont make me wait? forever is too long