The Truth Is Only a Lie In Training.

You never know how winning feels until you lose, you never know how love feels until you're heart broken, you never know how it feels to live until you're on your death bed, and you never know how wonderful the truth is until someone has lied to you. Right now I'm doing something I don't usually do, I'm apologizing. I say she lied, but by stating that I broke my honesty by doing the one thing I said I would never do, hurt her. See what I thought what was the truth and she thought was the truth was the same thing, but in the end two different lies came out of it. Two lies that we were forced to live with because it was the truth. I know once Suave and the rest of ColdCash see this they gone be pissed, but I broke a promise that I vowed to keep forever. All I have in this world is my balls and my word, and I broke my word because of the anger that built up inside of me. That's no excuse because I've always been a man of my word before, but this time I felt as if being the bigger person was overrated. Sure I do feel like she lied to me and I do feel as if she is fake by doing so because of the things she said to me before, but that's not gonna change the fact that I love her with all my heart, it's not gonna change the fact that I broke a promise, and it's also not gonna change the past. I was told as a young man by my father to live life freely however you please, and don't ever regret a decision you have made, just let it happen and don't look back. Now I see that he was incorrect in that statement because if you love someone or something you are willing to bust your balls, break your word, and stomp your own pride just to make that person happy. So there it is the truth THE COMPLETE TRUTH, and today I'm saying that I apologize Sheridan because even tho I felt you were wrong and you lied I lied in the process, but what I'm stating is the truth. I will always love you no matter what.