The Things I Should of Said...

I like to dream... I like to dream of all and all of everything... Recalling the warmth of the oh so distant sunrays... I could play... I could play this piano for hours everyday... Place your fingers on the keys... Imagine the rythem.. just close your eyes and let your ears hear the screams and signs of the nightly music....Things my lips paused to stop me.. I like to bleed... I like to bleed for all and all for everyone.. Falling in love with all this power.. I would feel pain... I would feel pain in order to have you live... Take all the strength I have within... And freakin use it! ...the three words to speak ...that I dread... I miss you... I miss being with you...now that your dead... I should.... I should not have turned away from your loving gaze... In fear for my heart that I may not bruise it... I LOVED YOU... Now I live in regret....please forgiveth me... ... The things I should have said....