The Meaning

Are you shutting me out...? Another crack in my heart started trying to depart dividing its self from my body. Burying my head in my hands full of tears, drowning in my pain over and over the years tear added to a river of love lost. Its got me thinking... Thinking how we could win together, to be forever embraced, Up held by love to build what we can call trust, a full proof team of dream lovers Though not to be rushed patience is the key. Just want to open up myself cause I'm me. Emotional able,I'm stable. Just to be understood, doing as much as I could, a positive will Doing what I have to To be a better man,I'm still growing Showing sides of me you don't understand, my thoughts on the right path my heart like yours are made out of glass Easily broken Stolen many times I can't count the amount of tears that flooded my broken hearted dreams, not to scheme or to feed off of others needs, Or to be lead by decitful words. I wish I could sleep, maybe things would be clear my worst fear wondering why you don't care. Your not blind just blind sided by pain, how do we inspect to survive loves attack. explaining the meaning of our feelings. We can't sit in the corrnor crying, trying what, and why? slowly dying. Fill of regrets. What must I do to hold you, a bond to be perfect to nuture each others pain. Logical.... The road chosen isn't destiny made, love just smiled and made the decisions gave to dreamers. Weather we want them or not. Who are we to stop feelings? Still not clear, what's the meaning....?