The Love of My Life, Part 2

After waiting for so long The day finally came, Being together where we belong; Our love burning like a flame. But then our perfect world together Vanished in my eyes, The day I found the letter, Coming as a complete suprise, Filling up my head With such shame and guilt, So many things that you said, Damaging all that we'd built. Now I feel like a fool, As you still control my thoughts, Listening to CD's of Jewel, Tying myself up in knots. But I take blame, too, For I let it diminish. I should have fought for you, But still, I believe we're not finished. That was until Christmas day When I called to say, "I care", Just to make sure you were okay. Hearing you hated me; So hard to bare. That's the worst you could do, Because words cut so deep. Especially since I still love you, Dreaming constantly of you as I sleep. Did we rush in too soon, Is that what went wrong? Prominsing each other the moon, Trying to create the perfect love song. All I know is what my heart tells me, And it still beats for you. That gives me the hope to believe That our destiny to be together remains to be true. (3/15/00)