Thank You For Being In the Midst.

Lord looking back at my childhood I see I sometimes tried to go my own ways sometimes when I felt so alone I ran up bills on the phone when the house was empty and i was in dispaire I am sorry I failed to relise that you were there the day my mother left home and went away I saw my dad breakdown that day he got well again and had great faith he had a new life and a new friend but thats not where the pain did end when every one went out I was left by myself like an object just stuck on a shelf theese times where no one was around was the times I most rebelled I have found but looking back I see I was safe and although I did not know you then I was still in your book on your list and i thank you lord that you were always in the midst. he was there for me even though I did not relise it at the time, I felt lost alone, helpless and like no one wanted me I was only about 13 years old I knew about God and I always believed from a young age I went to sunday school but I only knew of him it was not until i was older that I learned how you have a personal relastionship with Jesus and how we get saved. my prayer is that all children know they are all special they are all equally loved and God will always be by our side no matter what we do he never gives up on us, never will he leave us and never will he forsake us. thank you Lord that you opened my Eyes to see you and you opeend my ears to hear you but most of all i thank you for opening my heart to let you in and to Love you Amen, I AM FREE FROM ALL MY PAST PAIN AND SUFFERING so you can be too trust in God and trust in Jesus.I know God always listens and always answers us when we are talking to him we just have to learn to hear his voice. Amen.