Symbols of a Dove

I'm thinking back to a time A time I had forgotten When I used to call you mine Before our love turned rotten I can't picture your face My memories are bleak They seem to be replaced Or lightened every week I'm trying to hear your voice But all I get is static To be sad, or to rejoice? Feelings remain erratic And how could I forget A scent I did admire That healed me when upset The water to my fire I've seen our pictures fade Guess they all should go Not to be remade  It was lifetimes ago So I struggle to remember The symbols of a dove I struggle to remember That we'd ever been in love